The next morning came to slow and too fast, it came to slow for Carlos because he had yet to share the news he had learned from the previous night with James, but to Kendall, Logan, and James it came to fast Logan had missed sleeping with Carlos in his arms and the same went for Kendall. Once the alarm went off Carlos got out of bed and went to the bathroom he needed a shower and sometime to think alone, he needed to come up with a plan that would send Jo and Camille packing but he needed everyone's help to pull it off as he was getting ready to wash he heard Logan flip off the bed and into the floor Carlos got out of the shower and pulled a towel over his lower half and walked back into the bed room to find Logan panicking.
"Logie what's wrong?" Carlos asked as he watched his boyfriend begin to tremble, when Logan heard Carlos' voice his head snapped up in the general direction when he saw Carlos he almost smothered him, he had thought Carlos coming back was a dream and that he really had lost the love of his life
"I-I thought you were gone…..I thought it was a dream" Logan whispered as he cried a little Carlos held on tight to Logan and whispered sweet nothings into his ear
"Logiebear I'm right here ok... nothing is going to keep us apart" Carlos said over and over again until Logan calmed down
"Better now?" Carlos asked his over sensitive boyfriend Logan just nodded
"You wanna come take a shower with me?" Carlos asked while trying to nibble on Logan's neck
"N-No" Logan choked out; this had stunned Carlos why didn't Logan want to be with him?
"Why not Logie?" Carlos asked
"Because I cheated and I have to earn your trust back" said Logan as he looked anywhere else except at Carlos
"Logie you didn't have a choice and besides I told you that I forgive you. It's ok I promise" Carlos said as he tried to coax Logan into the shower with him
"I know you did, but I just feel dirty…I know I had no choice but still I feel like I have to earn your trust and that's what I'm going to do" Logan said with determination dripping from his voice, it had been so nice to see the confident Logan again and not the scared broken one. Meanwhile with Kendall and James.
"Babe get up" James said to Kendall who just held on to him tighter
"No Jamie please don't go" Kendall whimpered, then it hit James Kendall must be having a nightmare he shook Kendall until he woke up sweating and looking frightened all at the same time.
"Kenny baby its ok breathe… ok just breathe" James said trying to calm Kendall down
"Your still here... You didn't leave… your still here" Kendall said as tears streamed down his face he held on to James as if he never wanted to let go.
"I'm here baby; I told you I'm not going anywhere ok?" James said as he ran his fingers through Kendall's sweaty and matted hair. As they sat there just holding each other Kendall began to think about how even though he had James back he was getting ready to lose him he couldn't come out to everyone when Jo and Camille found out they would kill James and that was something that Kendall could not handle he pulled himself away from James and looked at him with clouded eyes James knew something was wrong.
"Kenny what is it?" James asked
"We-we can't be together…there are things that are standing in the way…things that can get you killed and I can't let that happen James I just can't" Kendall said as he saw James begin to cry he wanted to stop him as he got up and walked out of their shared bed room. Kendall knew this was the only way he would rather have James hate him, then to have him dead so Kendall made his choice and watched James walk away. James was in the kitchen the need to cut came over him, here he had giving Kendall another chance and he didn't want to be with him? He was over it he wanted the pain to go away, and that's what the cutting did. As James drug the blade over his wrist Carlos walked into the kitchen happy to see James not so happy to see what he was doing
"James…what are you doing?" Carlos asked as he took the knife out of James' hand
"He left me again Carlos he doesn't want me I'm done... it takes the pain away and I need the pain to go away" James cried Carlos hugged him he could tell James was in the middle of a break down he knew he had to calm him down so he wouldn't go into a panic attack.
"Jamie wait right here, there's something you need to hear" Carlos said as he went to retrieve the tape recorder that Logan gave him the night before when he returned James was cutting again Carlos knocked the knife out of his hands once again and made him listen to the tape recorder. Once the tape was done playing James had a mix of emotions running through him, Kendall was willing to have James hate him then for him to be dead. James ran into his and Kendall's room to find the blond on the floor crying looking at the pictures of him and James on his phone, James walked around and sat in front of Kendall and the first thing that the blond noticed was the blood pouring from James' wrist.
"JAMES WHAT HAPPENED?!" Kendall yelled
"Why didn't you tell me?" James asked choosing to ignore Kendall's question
"Tell you what?" Kendall asked, he thought how could James be this calm with his blood pouring out?
"Tell me that Jo and Camille knew about us. And they forced you guys to sleep with them?" James asked while watching Kendall's face soften
"H-How did you find out?" Kendall asked
"Logan told Carlos and Carlos told me" James said as he looked at the boy that he loved
"Jamie you have to know that I will do anything to keep you safe…even if it means that we can't be together and you hate me" Kendall said while looking down
James lifted his head up and his eyes locked with Kendall's he moved in a kissed the blond with passion it was a soft kiss yet it held all the emotion that James wanted it to hold.
"Kenny I understand what your trying to do…but I'm not losing you again it's not happening me and you and Logan and Carlos are going to figure this entire thing out ok?" James said as Kendall began to look away
"James it's too dangerous what if we get caught and they kill you. Jamie I-I can't let you die" Kendall said as his voice cracked at the end
"They're not going to catch us…just leave everything to me and Carlos ok?" James said as he held Kendall's chin again
"Ok" Kendall said while trying to smile
Later That Day
We had done it me and Carlos had came up with the ultimate plan of revenge, the girls think that they've won but oh no the one thing that you must know is once you mess with James Diamond things you must be punished. The plan was simple we would use some of or pull to get Camille and Jo Hoe an audition it would be the most important audition of their lives, the audition would be for one of the best selling Broadway shows of the year which show may you ask? "Rock of Ages" (I looked it up and it is one of the best selling Broadway shows this year.) the only thing that was standing in our way was the auditions didn't start for another two weeks, Kendall and Logan couldn't stay away from the bitches that long with out them not knowing something was up so to all of our dismay they still had to pretend.
"James I don't want to do this" Kendall said while he paced back and forth
"I know Kendall, trust me I don't want you too either but if our plan is going to work you and Logan have to pretend to be over us and "in love" with them" I said I could feel a panic attack around the corner, but I didn't want Kendall to see it if he did he would call the whole thing off and he would actually leave me, so I just took in a deep breath of air and tried to get him to leave
"Baby you're going to be late" I said
"I love you. You know that right" Kendall said as he pulled me close
"I know Kenny…I know" I said trying to hold back my tears, even thought it was only two weeks that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt when he leave to be with her.
After Kendall and Logan I broke down I was in full panic attack mode and Carlos didn't know what to do... he couldn't call Logan or Kendall because that would blow everything sol instead I somehow managed to crawl into a corner and waited the attack out, which resulted in me waking up two hours later with Kendall hovering over me.
"What are you doing?" I asked still somewhat disoriented
"Jamie did you have a panic attack?" Kendall asked with worry in his voice
"No I just wanted to take a nap. On the floor for some odd reason" I giggled hoping Kendall would buy it
"J-James would you tell me if you were having them again?" Kendall asked even though he knew I wouldn't I never did the only reason why they knew about them was because in the sixth grade I had one when this stupid bully was picking on me. If it hadn't of been for him the guys would have never known that I have panic attacks
"Yes Kendall if I was having panic attacks I would tell you" I said in a annoying voice to try and sell it, luck was on my side he bought it and dropped the subject
A few days later and I was losing it Kendall had been spending all his time with her, it hurt but I knew if we could pull this off I would have him and no one could take him away. When we were at the studio I over heard a conversation he was having with Jo
"Yes Jo… no I'm not talking to him…yes he is looking at me but I'm not looking back... how do I know that he's looking at me?...I can see him in the reflection"
I couldn't stick around to hear anymore my addition was calling me I ran into the bathroom and began to cut it felt so good, the pain was going away but then I would hear the conversation all over again and I would cut deeper. I finally found the feeling I was looking for, I felt numb like nothing could hurt me then things started going blurry I heard someone calling my name but I couldn't hear who it was the next thing I knew I was surrounded by black.
Kendall's P.O.V
I had just got off the phone with Jo...man can she be annoying I saw James looking at me while I was on the phone with her, then he was gone I knew this whole thing was taking it's toll on him hell even Carlos, Logan says that he cries in his sleep and he doesn't know it. I still felt bad though I had cheated on my boyfriend and even though I was forced to I still felt dirty and cheap, and most of all I felt like an ass I had hurt the boy that I loved and what am I doing right now still hurting him. I didn't want to go along with this plan of getting Camille and Jo to leave because I'm scared it's going to backfire and when it does James and Carlos are dead, and I can't stand the thought of my Jamie dead. When I looked at the clock I noticed James had been gone for a really long time so I decided to look for him, I checked in the lounge and nothing I checked in the dance room and nothing finally I checked the bathroom and I saw it there was a puddle of blood coming from under a stall I opened it to find James…my sweet innocent Jamie laying on the floor unconscious I screamed for help he was loosing a lot of blood and fast finally Logan found us I was a mess, James was still bleeding and I couldn't move it was like I was frozen. Once we got James to the hospital I broke down, had James tried to kill himself...he couldn't have…could he? All these stupid questions were filling my head I didn't hear the doctor say that James would be fine, and I didn't hear him say he was requesting to see me oh no I was in my head thinking how I was going to act like everything was ok when it wasn't finally I felt Logan punch me in my arm bringing me back to Earth.
"Kendall go in there and see him" Logan said
I walked to his room and stood there for a minute, then I walked in he didn't look like himself, he look broken and I had done it to him it was my fault. If I had just came out and told everyone about me and James none of these would have happened, I started to cry that's when James held my hand
"Don't cry Kendy" he said using my other nickname he had for me
"I-I c-c-can't h-h-help I-it" I stuttered out
"Kendy its ok I'm ok…just a little set back that's all" he said with a smile on his face, how could he be smiling after all of this?
"No it's not ok, your cutting and having panic attacks again and now you're laying in a hospital bed…because of me" I said with my voice cracking at the end
The next thing James said shocked me
"Kendall do you want to know why it's ok?" he asked me I just nodded my head
"It's ok because by next week I will have you to my self…no more sharing you with Jo and no more hiding we can be together…just me and you" he said as tears spilled down his beautiful face I came closer and kissed him then he whispered in my ear.
"Just a little bit longer Kenny…then your mine" at this I smiled because he was right just a little bit longer.
One Week Later/ James Is Out of the Hospital
Toady was finally the day that the boys had been waiting for, Carlos and James had woken up early and left because Kendall and Logan were suppose to be bringing the girls by for breakfast.
"Kendall this is so sweet that you and Logan want to make us breakfast" said Jo
"Nothing is too good for my girl" Kendall said while trying not to slip up and say James' name
"So what do our lovely ladies want for breakfast?" Logan asked while pinching himself on the thigh
"Pancakes" both girls said at the same time
Logan and Kendall went to preparing the girls "special" breakfast, they may have not been looking when they "accidentally" slipped almost a whole bottle of laxatives in the pancake batter after the girls ate they all headed down to the audition site. The whole way there the girl's stomachs were making weird sounds.
"Jo you ok?" Kendall asked as he shook Jo a little just to make her stomach hurt a little more
"F-fine sweetie" Jo said as another stomach cramp hit her
"Camille are you ok... you look a little sweaty" Logan said
"F-fine as rain" Camille said as she attempted to smile, once they got in the building they were hit with a heat wave which made the girls stomachs hurt worse. Kendall and Logan were looking around trying to see if they spotted their boyfriends and they did as they were walking out of the dressing areas. Camille and Jo were doing a duet scene together and both of them were in pain every little movement made their stomachs hurt and to make matters worse they still had to go through hair and makeup. Once they were seated the stylist began to work on them just simply following the orders on the paper, once the girls were done they looked like clowns from their over red lipstick to their multicolored eyes. They were called up next once they received their scripts the girls began to read.
(Contains the mean words: Fag, Queer, and gay bashing….)
"Hello I'm Camille Roberts and I am auditioning for the role of Sherrie Christian" Camille said as her stomach lurched a bit
"Hello I'm Jo Taylor and I am auditioning for the role of Patricia Whitmore" Jo said as her stomach did the same, with the auditorium empty the noises could be heard.
The director looked at the two young women and motioned for them to start
"Patricia you can't go on tour with the fags...they'll turn you!" Camille said with passion
"You really think I want to go on tour with those queers. Please Sherrie you should know better than that I have some friends that will teach them it's not right to be fags." Jo said with the passion to match Camille's what both of the girls didn't see was the look on the directors face
"CUT...CUT...CUT" he yelled his face was as red as a tomato first these women had the nerve to come out here looking like clowns and now they were insulting gay people (they director is gay) oh no he wasn't having this he was going to make sure these two girls never worked in show business again! He motioned them to get off stage and out of the building but before they could make it off the stage the laxatives kicked in full force they couldn't make it off stage Jo Taylor and Camille Roberts shit themselves on stage! The director was furious he had security escort them out…and a few hours later a video had been posted all over Facebook and You tube of the girl's performance. Once they arrived back at the Palmwoods everyone booed them with in the next three hours the girls had their bags packed and was on the next flight out, Kendall and Logan couldn't believed it worked they went upstairs to find their boyfriends
"Care bear where are you?" Logan asked in a playful voice
"Jamie pooh where are you?" Kendall asked, as they 'rounded the corner they saw James and Carlos with their legs spread and cock in hand stroking with their holes gaping waiting to be fucked. That night was the best night of their lives Kendall and Logan finally had their men back and they weren't going to let them go. Ever again.
So the idea of the audition comes from a fellow writer AkireAlev and I just added to the idea. I hope you like it and the last chapter explaining what happened to everyone might be posted tomorrow please r&r