Nights are a whole different story.
I spend them alone.
In our room…
Staring out the window…
With the scent of him surrounding me.
Tears trickle in torrents down my cheeks.
I do nothing to stop them.
I don't want to.
This is the only time I have to just feel…
To let go…
To remember…
To break down when I am finally afforded the luxury to.
Every inch of our room reminds me of our life together.
How we love each other.
Moments spent wrapped around one another. Just reveling in our time together and the experiences we've shared.
I can only hope he's fairing this separation better than I am.