A/N:
First of all I'd like to shout a huge SORRY! For not updating and keeping all of you lovely people hanging. That was not nice of me.
The problem was I had no way of typing everything up to post it, so now I have like six chapters and about 5 one shots hand written. I've been dying to try to share these with you guys.
So without further a due, here is the long awaited chapter 4.
Shit.
My head dropped to her shoulder as she grinded her cute little ass against me.
"Bella" her name tumbled from my lips in a whisper. I saw her smile slightly as she backed away from me. She turned to face me and swayed her hips, her arms clasped behind her back, pushing her chest out toward me.
I oggled her as she danced, feeling my body start to respond to her movements. I had to work to bit back a groan.
The familiar opening cords to 'Monster' by Skillet thundered around us and I let out a low growl. The song, the lyrics, they touched too close to home.
'The secret side of me, I never let you see
I keep it caged but I can't control it
My hands balled up into tight fists
So stay away from me, the beast is ugly
I feel the rage and I just can't hold it
I felt my mouth begin to water.
It's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the halls
It comes awake and I can't control it
Hiding under the bed, in my body, in my head
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?
Fuck! NO! This couldn't be happening. I shook my head slightly to try and shake it off but it was no use.
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I could feel my body trembling, muscles twitching under skin. I chanced a glance at Bella, and prayed she wasn't watching me. She wasn't.
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
but god, seeing her dance, sweat glistening all over her lovely pale skin, brown curls framing her face and neck.
My secret side I keep hid under lock and key
I keep it caged but I can't control it
'Cause if I let him out he'll tear me up, break me down
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?
I moaned and felt something inside me begin to shift. The pains of the 'awakening' subsided completely.
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I pulled in two shaky breathes and checked my mouth, gliding my tongue over every tooth. Nothing.
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I frowned and, after throwing another glance toward Bella, checked my hands. Once again, nothing.
It's hiding in the dark, it's teeth are razor sharp
There's no escape for me, it wants my soul, it wants my heart
No one can hear me scream, maybe it's just a dream
Maybe it's inside of me, stop this monster
I saw Bella smiling at me, biting her lower lip and blushing a slight pink color. Hmmm. Now what in the world could she possibly be blushing for?
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I watched as she stepped closer and pressed her body tight against mine. Standing up on her tiptoes she ran her tongue across my right cheek, tasting my sweat. A shiver ran through my and I moaned, loudly.
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I've gotta lose control, he something radical
I must confess that I feel like a monster
Bella giggled against my skin. I smiled right back before grabbing hold of her hips and grinding her against my straining erection. She let out a low hiss and wrapped her arms around my neck.
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
Our lips crashed together. I moaned at how soft her lips were, the taste of them only a hint of what may lay inside. I dragged my tongue along her lower lip and she gladly accepted, opening her hot little mouth to me. FUCK!
She tasted amazing. Like heaven in a tangible form, a flavor. I couldn't get enough. Bella's tongue caressed mine softly before she nipped at my lip with her teeth roughly. I growled and grinded my erection harder into her. She gasped and fisted my hair, sucking my lower lip into her mouth.
I pulled back a little to catch my breath.
"Where to Bella?" I breathed out against her neck. She shivered slightly.
She knew what I meant instantly, moaning softly.
"your bed" she whispered huskily in my ear, licking my neck.
I moaned and grabbed her hand, pulling her toward the exit.
A/N:
There we go , now we're getting somewhere.
Read and Review please. And I will promise to have another chapter up as soon as possible.
Peace out- Bloodthirsty