"No fucking way." Castiel frowned, throwing my textbook at the wall in anger.
"Calm down, you." I mutter angrily. He glares.
"Me? I should calm down? More like you! You should see yourself!" He growled through gritted teeth. I picked up my textbook, laptop, and notebook. His gaze softens.
"You're just going to give up like that?" He asks.
"Of course. You're being an asshole and messing up the whole thing anyway. If you want me to tutor you, you should at least act better than your crappy behavior." I spat.
He glared at me. "Well, you're the one that's being a bitch." He spat back. I growled and got up, walking out of the library. I have exams tomorrow, I'm not going to focus on that dick… I thought angrily. I went to my favorite place in the school, up to the roof. I got my notebook out and set up my laptop. I licked my fingers and scattered around my textbook, looking for the page.
"No, no, no." I murmured, skipping tons of pages.
"There we go. Study of crystals and minerals." I say to myself. I keep on reading, not really curious about the chapter. Only paying attention to the crystals and gemstones, I couldn't help but read out loud.
Diamonds are formed by pressure pushing together. They are known since they are the hardest birth stone, and often the most expensive ones. They are clear and light can reflect on it, causing streaks of light.
I finished my studying in about an hour, and I was starving. I decided to let studying take a break and I lay down on my back, looking at the sky.
So many memories here I think.
This was the place we went, the place we smoke cigarettes. The place we laughed, The place I admit it.
I think. No, my thoughts couldn't become lyrics. Nah. Fuck it. I tore a piece of paper from my backpack and wrote to that red-headed asshole.
Dear Cherry-Bomb,
Yeah. It's me, Sira. I have no idea why I wrote this, but I guess that it's a message to you… Or a song lyrics I made up while I was bored. Um, it was 'dedicated' to you… (You could say) And I think you're a special person. It's nearly impossible to make me laugh, but on that night we met, I figured we should've been friends sooner. Sorry that I'm an idiot around you, but… Here you go.
I don't know, it's just something about ya Think of you when I'm going to bed You light me up inside La La Di, La La Da, La La Da All I want, all I need is your loving Think of you when I'm going to bed You light me up inside La La Di, La La Da, La La Da There ain't no guarantee Don't care what others say You light me up inside La La Di, La La Da, La La Da (hey)
Got me feeling like I can't be without ya
Anytime someone mention your name
I be feeling as if I'm around ya
Ain't no words to describe you baby
All I know is that you take me high
Can you tell that you drive me crazy?
Cause I can't get you out my mind
When I wake up think of you again
You are my homie, lover and friend
Exactly why
Like the 4th of July
Whenever you're around
I always seem to smile
And people ask me how
Well you're the reason why
I'm dancing in the mirror and singing in the shower
Singing in the shower
La La Di, La La Da, La La Da
Singing in the shower
Baby you make me hot like an oven
Since you came you know what I've discovered
Baby I don't need me another
No, no all I know (know)
Only you got me feeling so (so)
And you know that I got to have you
And I don't plan to let you go
When I wake up think of you again
You are my homie, lover and friend
Exactly why
Like the 4th of July
Whenever you're around
I always seem to smile
And people ask me how
Well you're the reason why
I'm dancing in the mirror and singing in the shower
Singing in the shower
La La Di, La La Da, La La Da
Singing in the shower
But I'll take a chance on we
Baby let's take our time
(Singing in the shower)
And when the times get rough
There ain't no giving up
Cause it just feels so right
(Singing in the shower)
If I got you I'm straight
You bring my heart to life yeah
Like the 4th of July
Whenever you're around
I always seem to smile
And people ask me how
Well you're the reason why
I'm dancing in the mirror and singing in the shower
Singing in the shower
La La Di, La La Da, La La Da
You got me singing in the shower
La La Di, La La Da, La La Da
Singing in the shower
La La Di, La La Da, La La Da
I folded the paper and neatly set it under the bench, so it wouldn't blow away. Just then, I heard the door open. I froze.