Kukai's Obsessive Wifey: I sorta liked this chapter, but I was abit iffy. It didn't turn out the way I wanted it to, but yah, here it is~~ Enjoy

* * * - Some time later
" " - Speech
' ' - Thought
Centre + Italic - Lyrics

Disclaimer: I don't own anything except the plot 8D~

Anime © Peach-Pit
Songs © Utau Hoshina/Nana Mizuki

THE LOST BUTTERFLY

.:.[h e a r t f u l s o n g].:.

In the empty stage
the curtain has already fallen on my time for dreams.
Just like yesterday, tomorrow will
not come again I've realized it

"Tsukiyomi Ikuto, please." Utau asked, her hands on the desk. "I'm family, I need to see him now." The receptionist adjusted her glasses, as she scanned the computer. "Room 207, 3rd floor, once you get off the lift turn right, then left and his room should be somewhere in the corridor." The receptionist smiled warmly. "Thanks..." Utau let out a fake smile and walked in a fast pace towards the lift. She pressed the 3rd floor button dozens of times. She waited impatiently.

1st Floor...

2nd Floor...

3rd Floor... She tapped her hand on her hip, waiting for the doors to open, as they opened to flung her out and ran to the right, then the left. She looked at the doors numbers.

203... 204... 205... 206... 207!

She grasped the knob firmly, closing her eyes, 'I'm strong, I can put up with this.' She took a deep breathe and turned the knob.

The last scene is always painful and beautiful, but
Ill wipe my tears and knock on this door!
Ill change into a brand new me!
I bring out my courage
without being ashamed!

The door creaked open, Utau peered through the small gap, doctors and nurses surrounded Ikuto, analysing his cuts and bones. Utau softly knocked on the door, trying to not startle them. The nurses turned around, answering the door.

"I'm sorry but no visitors are allowed right now." One of the nurse spoke. "We will be done in-" BEEEP. BEEEP. BEEEP. The nurse cut of her sentence and returned back to the operating table.

Utau eyes began to water. BEEEP BEEEP BEEEP. Utau closed the door, and laid on the wall, her hands together, placed on her chest.

My Heartful Song
My Heartful Song
I will always sing
so that I'll reach you!
I wonder since when did I stop showing my true smile,
don't give up on me, you've waited for me!

"Utau..." Ikuto went down on one knee, holding onto Utau's hand. "Don't cry." Utau wiped her tears. "Kids like us don't cry." Ikuto told her. "If we cry everyone will sympathize with us."

'I'm a stronger person now Ikuto.' Utau slowly sat down on the floor, bringing her knees closer to her. She hugged her knees, closing her eyes as she waited for the beeps to stop.

I brought up the shield of loneliness and fought myself,
but now I release my chains of deceit.
The affection in my nostalgic memories
opened my eyes and
I've become more honest!

* * *

Moments had passed and Utau was still curled up. The door then opened, a doctor in his mid 30's walked out, he then noticed Utau near his feet. He looked down at her.

"Uhm, excuse me, miss?" He crotched down so that he was Utau's level. Utau looked up, her eyes red and puffy. "May I help you?" He asked politely.

"I-Is he o-okay?" Utau asked in a shaky voice.

"He will be okay, he's just in a bad condition right now." The doctor placed his hand on Utau's feeble body. "He just needs time to heal."

Utau shook her head slightly. "Why was there so much beeping?" She asked quietly. The doctor rubbed the back of his head. "Just some errors with the machines." He lied.

Utau nodded. "Uhm.. Can I-I see him?"

The doctor stood up, letting out a helping hand to Utau. "Sure."

My Heartful Song
My Heartful Song
I open my heart!

Utau held Ikuto's hand tightly, rubbing it with her other hand. The doctor offered a seat for Utau to sit in, Utau pulled the chair closer to Ikuto. She looked at all the cuts and bandages. She placed her hand on his cheek. 'Why...'

Utau noticed sweat drops forming. Ikuto began to cringe. The monitor noise began to rise. The nurses and doctors removed Utau from the scene BEEP BEEP BEEP.

Today,
Ill change into a brand new me!
I bring out my courage
and continue to shine!

* * *

Utau ruffled her hair with the towel. "Utau-chan! Yukari-sama wants to see you~" Eru spoke as Utau walked out the bathroom.

Utau walked onto the balcony, where Yukari dazed off into the clear sky. "You wanted to see me?" Utau asked, Yukari nodded. "It's about Ikuto."

"Che, I don't want to hear it." Utau clicked her tongue, and walked away, ruffling her hair. She opened the door to the bathroom.

"He's in a coma." Yukari said in a low tone. Utau froze, "The doctor said he won't wake up for a couple of months." Utau tried to ignore what was said. She slammed the bathroom door behind her. She threw the towel on the floor and opened the cabinet in the mirror and looked for something sharp.

She laid on the wall, a towel on her knee her wrist infront of her as she played with the blade with her finger.

My Heartful Song
My Heartful Song
I will always sing
so that it'll reach you!

Kukai's Obsessive Wifey: T.T I attempted boohoo again but yeah... didn't turn out well -.- Evil doctor~~ Oh yeah I didn't want to write Utaus you know "emo" scene ._. I was like I CAN'T DO IT~~~ So yah... use your imagination xDD

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