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Chapter 4

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Where's the "good" in Goodbye?

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I heard the door close as Tommy left. I didn't want to have to say goodbye like this so I don't understand why I did it. In fact, I don't understand anything anymore. Every time things are starting to happen he leaves. For the millionth time that day I asked myself the same question, 'What's wrong with me?' My mind was drawn back to the last time I had asked that question.

FLASHBACK

"Tell me what I do wrong, tell me why I'm so easy to give up, then maybe I can fix it."

"You. Are. Asking. The. Wrong. Guy."

END OF FLASHBACK

I made up my mind right then. "Tommy!" I yelled tearing from my room and running out the front door. I got to the street just in time to see his Viper turn the corner. I fell into the grass. 'I'm losing him again!' I sat there as the sky grew dark, just crying. I heard someone walk up next to me.

"Hey Harrison."

"Hey Jamie."

"Need some company?" without waiting for an answer he sat next to me. I adjusted so my head was on his lap.

"He left again." Jamie brushed a piece of hair out of my face, not having to ask who "he" was. "He took a job in New York producing someone else." I sat silent for a few minutes. "He said we'd stay in touch."

"Maybe you will." I could tell although he disliked Tommy that he was trying to help. I snorted.

"And maybe I'll sprout wings and fly to Hawaii." Jamie laughed

"It could happen." We sat there in silence until the sky was completely dark. I was still using Jamie as a pillow when I fell asleep. I woke up in my bed… confused, I sat up and put my hand to my head, I had one MAJOR headache. I looked at my alarm. 2:19 a.m. I lied back down and stared at my ceiling.

The next morning I arrived at G Major early. Usually I slept late but I hadn't gotten any sleep last night after I woke up so today it wasn't an issue. I saw Jamie was already there when I walked in.

"Hey Jamie. Thanks for last night." I said giving him a kiss on the cheek.

"No problem, Harrison." He smiled and turned back to his work. I walked to Darius' office and knocked.

"Come in."

"Hey, D…" I tentively sat down. "Did you find a new producer?"

"Just what I was about to mention. I found you a new producer, but he's good at his job, and you two will hit it off. I'll call him in so you can get reacquainted." Reacquainted? Who did I know that was a producer aside from Tommy, and maybe Kwest? Kwest! It had to be him. I turned around and found myself face to face with Shay.

Yes S to the H to the A to the Y was my new producer. I groaned and rolled my eyes. Why him!

"Hey Jude."

How did Darius expect me to work with someone I disliked this much! Tommy would have a fit if he knew. 'Tommy' I stopped. My heart gave a leap at the name. Like it did every time I saw him, thought about him, or even when I heard his voice.

Hold it! He abandoned me! Don't you remember heart? Don't you remember how he left me for the second time, broke you in half and then stomped all over you? Cause I remember. It's then I decide I don't care what Tommy would do, well at least that's what I told myself.

"Hey Shay!" I say giving him a hug. I detest it with all my being but I'm going to get back at Tommy, even if he isn't here to see it. "I missed you so much." I'm such a liar.

"I missed you too, Jude." I smile grew on his face as I resisted the urge to throw up. 'Here you go, Tommy. I hope you're happy.' "Let's get to work!" I grab his hand and lead him to Studio B.

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