Sorry I took so long to post the next chapter, I forgot about you lovely people XD No I'm just kidding but I did forget to update then I would remember then forget again, I'm so sorry!


"Natsu's dead…" Mira said before crying into Cana's shoulder. The three of them froze before Happy flew to his best friend's side.


"Natsu's dead…" Mira said before crying into Cana's shoulder. The three of them froze before Happy flew to his best friend's side.

"Natsu!" Happy cried and hugged both Gray and Natsu. Lucy burst into tears as the red head helped her to the infirmary.

"Gray?" Erza asked before seeing Gray in the bed with Natsu hugging him tightly and sobbing into his shoulder. "Oh Happy, Lucy come on, give Gray some space." She said as the others nodded and left the room.

"Natsu why are you so cold?" He whispered, moving some of his pink hair out of his face. "You should never be cold, always warm. I'm meant to be the freezing one and you're meant to be the hot one, not the other way round…." He said, sobbing into his chest. A few minutes later, Erza walked in.

"Gray come on…" She said, hugging the ice mage and started to pull him away from the pinkette.

"NOOOO!" Gray screamed. "LET ME GO ERZA! LET ME BE WITH HIM!" He yelled, thrashing and kicking in Erza's grasp.

"Gray shush this is for your own good." She said as the Master, Mira and Elfmen ran in.

"Noooooo!" Gray sobbed before spinning around and froze her then slipped out of her grip and slid into the bed with Natsu, holding him close and growled at everyone else who came near them. Elfmen neared the two, making Gray snarl at him, growling loudly. He watched as the take-over mage grabbed Erza's frozen body and took her away. Gray's growling died down a bit but glared at the other two.

They sighed before leaving. "Gray you can't live like this forever." Gramps said before leaving. Once they left Gray burst into tears again, holding Natsu close. He soon fell asleep with tears running down his cheeks and holding Natsu close to him.

-The next day-

Gray woke up the next morning and rolled over to see there was no one there. His eyes widened as the memories from the previous day came back to him. "NATSU!" He yelled, sobbing loudly and clutched his lover's pillow to his chest. He cried for a few hours before hearing a knock at his door. He sniffed and got up, rubbing his eyes as he walked over to the door and opened it to see practically the whole guild there even Mistagin and Laxus, out of people. He glared at them before slamming the door in their faces. He sniffed again before sobbing loudly, hugging himself.

"Gray?" Happy asked, putting a paw on his shoulder. Gray looked up at him, sniffing. "I know your sad but please live your life well for Natsu." He said as the ice mage nodded and hugged him. Happy smiled and hugged him back. Gray got up and went back to his room to cry again but not as loudly this time.

-A few hours later-

Gray heard yet another knock at the door. He groaned and got up, he was about to fall asleep too. He answered the door to see Lucy, Erza, Gramps and Mira standing at the door. Gray glared at them before spotting the white muffler in Mira's hands. His eyes widened before he snatched it away from the albino and clutched it tightly to his body. He breathed in Natsu's scent and sighed happily, a small smile reaching his lips. Mira smiled as Erza made a move to come inside. Gray heard this and glared at the red head, growling loudly. "Get the fuck away from my house!" He growled, making the red head blink. No one had ever seen Gray like this, no one had ever made him this angry or upset before to see him like this.

"Gray calm down." Mira said as his eyes flickered over to her then looked back at Erza, growling louder before moving to close the door again and Erza stopped it. They both glared at each other, Gray growling loudly as a dark aura surrounding the two. The others backed away and watched them glare it out. Gray finally gave up when he knew Erza wouldn't budge and moved away from the door and sat down on the sofa, wrapping the muffler around his neck and clutched a pillow to his chest.

They all moved inside, Lucy closing the door behind them. "Oh just look at him Mira, we can't let him spend the rest of his life like this!" Lucy said as the albino nodded.

"I know Lucy." She said.

"I want Natsu back…" Gray mumbled before starting to cry again. "If I hadn't of taken up that fuckin' mission then he'd still be here and I wouldn't be hugging this fuckin' pillow right now!' Gray said before throwing the pillow across the room and buried his face into the sofa. Mira sighed and rubbed his back gently in a comforting manner.

"It's not your fault Gray, it was going to happen if you went on the mission or not." She said as the ice mage looked at her.

"What do you mean Mira?" He asked.

"Natsu said that this was his future and he saw this in his dreams."

Gray's eyes widened as he stared at her. "Why didn't he tell me?" He asked.

"He didn't want you to worry about him." She said as Gray sobbed again, hugging her tightly. Mira smiled and hugged him back.

"Gray we're going to have a funeral in Natsu's honour and we want you to give a speech, is that ok?" Gramps asked.

Gray peered up at him and nodded. "Of course, he is my husband after all."

"Gray… I'm sorry about trying to take you away from Natsu." Erza said as Gray glared at her, growling.

"Why the fuck would you do that?" He asked. "Don't you know if you try and force someone away from someone they deeply care about who is dead they might get a little angry?"

Erza sighed and nodded. "Yes I know and I'm sorry." She said. Gray just glared at her before hugging Mira again, really needing a hug right now. No one felt or smelt like Natsu in this room but it was the closest he could get at the moment.

"Can you all please leave now?" Gray asked. "I just really need to be alone." He said before getting up and left the room. They all sighed before leaving, Mira staying behind though. Gray sighed as he walked to the top floor and climbed out a window then onto the roof. He sighed and walked over to the edge of the roof, staring at the ground. He did want to go to his husband's funeral but he wanted to be with him so badly. He swallowed before biting his lip.

"Gray! Don't you dare jump off!" Mira said, crossing her arms as the raven looked around, cringing.

"Shit Mira." He said as she walked over to him and pulled him away from the edge and slapped him.

"Didn't your husband tell you to not try and kill yourself and live your life to the fullest for the both of you?" She asked as he looked down, a few tears rolling down his cheeks as he nodded. Mira sighed before hugging him tightly. Gray hugged her back, more tears spilling.

"How do I still have so many fucking tears left?" Gray mumbled, making the take-over mage laugh.

"Come on Gray let's go back inside." She said before leading the raven inside the house and put him to bed before making something to eat for him. "Make sure to eat it before it gets cold." She said as he nodded and fell asleep.

-A few days later-

Mira knocked on Gray's door before coming in. "Gray?" Mira called going up the stairs and went into Gray's room to find the raven fast asleep clutching the scarf around his neck with a cute yet peaceful look on his face. Mira smiled before picking out a suit for him to wear before shaking him gently. "Gray? Gray it's time to get up." She said as Gray groaned slightly, whining as he was disturbed from his pleasant dream.

"What is it Mira?" He asked, yawning as he sat up, rubbing his eyes.

"Come on, it's his funeral today and he'd want you to be there for him." She said as he nodded, getting up and sighed. He went to take a shower as Mira got a suit out of his wardrobe and laid it on the bed, along with Natsu's scarf. She smiled then went to go make Gray some breakfast then left, to give Gray some space.

Gray sighed before turning the water off and dried himself off before going into the bedroom and grabbed some clean underwear before getting dressed into the suit and wrapped Natsu's scarf around his neck and sighed, breathing in his scent and smiled. He went downstairs and smiled slightly at the ready made breakfast waiting for him. He'd have to thank Mira at the funeral. Once had finished his breakfast, he brushed his teeth and hair before heading out to the Cathedral. He was greeted by Happy at the door who smiled and sat on his shoulder. Gray smiled slightly before sighing as they soon arrived. Happy flew off to go find Clara as Gray found Mira. "Thanks for everything you've done for me Mira." He said as she nodded and smiled.

"No problem Gray." She said, smiling brightly at him.

He smiled back before sighing and walked over to Natsu's coffin. He bit his lip slightly, trying to hold back tears as he saw Natsu's face. He looked so peaceful yet his skin was so pale. He sniffed slightly and caressed his cheek, sighing shakily. "I love you Natsu…" He said. "I hope we'll meet again soon, even if it just in my dreams." He said before leaning over and kissed him lightly on the forehead before going to sit with Mira at the front.

The funeral started, Gramps saying a few words then invited Gray up to the stand. Gray sighed and got up, walking over to him. "Thanks Master…" He said before looking up at all the members of Fairy Tail. "We all knew Natsu as an energetic person who would never let a friend down." He said before stopping as he bit his lip. "Natsu was much more than that to me…" He said. "I loved him so much, he was the very being of my life. I'm going to miss everything about you Natsu, your pink fluffy hair, your smile, the warmth of your embrace…. The scent of a campfire and cinnamon…" He said before a few tears spilled down his cheeks. "I'll miss you most of all babe." He said before quickly walking back over to Mira, crying silently into her shoulder. Mira comforted him as Gramps sighed.

"Thank you for that very touching speech Gray." He said, his voice shaking slightly. The funeral soon ended and everyone got up to go bury him. They closed the coffin as Gray got up to go help them bring him into the hearse but was stopped by Mira.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" She asked as he nodded. She nodded and let him go. He sighed and walked over to the coffin and helped them pick it up. They brought his coffin over to the hearse and pushed it inside, Gray luring near the door. He closed the door and stared at the coffin, the person inside and sighed, sniffing and rubbed the tears away before letting his hand slip from the door and stepped away. Lucy walked up to him, crying and hugged him tightly. Gray hugged her back before sighing and they all made their way to the graveyard. Once there, Gray helped them put Natsu into the grave before he left, not being able to stay there any longer. He was once again stopped by Mira.

"Mira I'm sorry but I can't stay any longer." He said as she nodded.

"I know." She said and hugged him as he hugged her back before he left and made his way home, trying not to cry. Once home, he stripped down to his underwear and crawled into bed, holding Natsu's scarf close as he cried himself to sleep.


Yay! Another chapter over c: Please don't kill me *hides behind Erza*

Delza out! Meow! =^w^=