to eveyone who cares, im sorry that i havent had time to post. THis last week, i have been barely able to breath, let a lone write a fanfic! but anyway, here it is! THis chap is dedicated to vampiregurl, Bellabriggs, XxRosalinexX, Flamepelt3377, narley410, Mkitkat, thecookielives27, twilightfan4eva, and DistractedButSerious! If you review then i dedicate the next chap to u!!! so review! Flames and critisism are welcome (so is praise) ;) !
EDWARDS POV:
I couldn't believe it. How could I do something like that? I hurt Bella, and I ruined my life. Oh, Lord!
Why did Alice make us come home early? I was just about to get that grizzly bear too! Emmett grumbled through his thoughts. They were home. I stood up and straitened my hair. They all walked through the door – or tried to – at the same time, but Alice was the one to break through,
"Where is she?" Alice demanded,
"She's gone! Bella's gone!" I moaned, I buried my head in my hands
"No, not Bella, Tanya . . . that . . . that . . . that slut!" she screamed. I saw the rest of my family looking very confused, so I decided to explain,
"Well, Tanya showed up and I guess I was overly enthusiastic. But not for the reason you're thinking, Rosalie . . . Emmett, but I was just showing off for Bella, you know, I could tell she really wanted this to go good." I explained, "Next thing I know, Tanya wanted a tour of the house, so we get to the third floor and she attacks me! She starts kissing me, I tried to push her away, but damn, that woman is strong. Next thing I know Bella is walking out the door!" I buried my face again, "My Bella is gone!"
'Pathetic! Go after her you big pansy!!' Thought Rosalie, I growled at her. I stood up; my hands clenched into fists .Emmett stepped in front of Rosalie, blocking us from each other.
"NO! No fighting!" he yelled, we all looked surprised at him, "Because I didn't get to fight my grizzly bear so no one else gets to have any fun," He hummphed. I couldn't believe my ears,
"FUN?!? FUN?!? YOU THINK I'M HAVING FUN? I JUST LOST THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AND YOU THINK I'M HAVING FUN?" I screamed, for the first time I noticed Alice and Jasper over in a corner, Alice's face scrunched and strained.
"Alice, what is it?" Rosalie asked,
"its Bella, she is – " Alice started,
"where is she?!?! She won't answer her cell or e-mail an-" I started, getting over excited,
"If you would let me finish, I was saying that I can see her , and she is on a plane . . . I don't know to where. She is fine, I can tell you that, and I see that she is with someone else, a vampire I think. . . but I can't see him, he is blurred." She said, the pain gone from her face, replaced by frustration, "Damn! They're back! I can't see know!" she exclaimed.
"Wha-" Rosalie asked sounding confused . Just then, Jacob and Nessie walked through the door,
"Dad. Where. Is. Mom." She said, pausing after each word. I looked around, wondering if anyone else would step in and tell her, they were all staring at me. I took a deep breath and started.
