I am sorry for being MIA for a while now but you know life happens. I don't like to make excuses so...please enjoy this chapter. Till next time.
S.F
My life wasn't always like this but as some of you know life sometimes treats you like shit and it doesn't apologize for it (laughter). And while I am sharing things I might as well say that at times I have this repeating dream of once warm arms around me and hear laughter in my ear but then(second of hesitation)(sigh) the very next second I am pulled into this black abyss that instantly hits me with this cold and empty feeling but I run and run no matter what. Desperately trying to go back to those warm and caring arms but after a while, I start to slow down and then I start to walk and before I know it I am balled up into a ball with no strength not even to cry my eyes out. I find out that I can't escape and I slowly but surely except all the things that come my way until it becomes normality. At that moment I recognize that I can't simply escape that wretched place but what I can do is face it head-on and that very decision is what brought me to this very moment.
I enter the helicopter with the feeling of dread seeping through me. Reminding myself that it is the safest way to travel and the fastest at the moment. I buckle up already used to the procedure. We start to depart but suddenly there is something coming in a are direction. I hear a " what the hell are those" from my side. I try to look closer and I realize they are drones but before I can even say anything they shoot at us. It was like if time had stopped right in front of me. I chuckled to myself thinking I course I would die in my least favorite place in the air in a helicopter. I almost died laughing from that very thought.
The next moment I realize I am still breathing and very much still in the air. I then see the red capes and realize not one but two supers saved me. I star at Supergirl the new superhero in the city floating there in all her glory. I can't lie ok, I blushed who wouldn't you would too if you saw even a glimpse at her. The two supers separate and I felt here wondering the fuck why but those thoughts disappear when I see Supergirl go down below once again at the whims of the person behind the drone. I clench my fist tried of the weekly assignation attempts on my life.
The drone fires and hits the pilot a million times wishing they had hit me instead. Lucky for them they hit the propellers and would see us go down with a flash. Finally, Supergirl appears not complaining, by the way, I would rather die in a way that doesn't involve heights. in my funeral, I would at least like an open casket so I can see any hypocrite that dares show up. But yet again that's my option of choice since it's like the last face-slap I would give confirming that even in death I am better in everything too looks to smarts.
And while my train of thought was somewhere else everything had already ended. Supergirl opened the door next to the pilot and I almost said a certain blonds name out loud and I couldn't understand why. "Supergirl" I quickly say but then she fully looks at me straight on and I freeze. Her blue eyes sucking me up blocking everything else well more like giving to shits but anything else but her surprising myself.
I quickly recover though and manage to say " Is he alright" " he should be alright Ms. Luthor"
--I stood there reminiscing about the other day with a glass of scotch in my hand. The view of the National city giving me an escape of an older memorized sight in my head. Giving me a sense of relief of some shorts. I Closed my eyes and the next moment taking off my heels and lifted myself on the lege of my balcony. At that moment I see a pair of worried eyes in my mind but at that moment I didn't give a shit.