Hey fanFictioners! I just want to thank those who put this story as their favorites and that person who reviewed...even though you're anonymous & I know I'm supposed to put up an author's note but...I've been lazy recently with all the school work and shtuff...I usually hate writing stuff like this and rather get to the story but i have to write a Disclaimer...and yes, i do not own Big Time Rush even though every girl's dream and is to have them...*sigh*...OH! just to let you know, the title comes from this song by Trey Songz "Can't Help but Wait" and i thought it went PERFECT with the story...if you watch the video, it will make sense. enough with pointless notes...ONWARDS WITH THE STORY!

It's such a small world, isn't it? Kendall meeting Jholine's husband, James knowing Jholine's husband, Jholine meeting Kendall...

It was 10:30, half an hour later than Raymond said he would reach back home by. Turns out the 3 guys had a good amount of alcohol in their system. And as the night grew, Kendall seemed to like Raymond more and more. He went on and on about his job, his friends, and most importantly, his wife.

"Okay so how's your wife? Most importantly, who is she?", asked James.

"Well...my wife's name is Jholine...we've been married for about 2 years now..." That's when Kendall really paid attention to the conversation.

"Jholine? As in Jholine Portman? Does she work in a hospital?" Hmm...so this is her husband, he thought to himself.

"Kendall, you met her before?"

"Umm, yeah...remember when I was telling you about that doctor that watched over me when I was in that hockey accident?"

"Oh, so you HAVE met her? Well, she's taken so don't try anything," Raymond said while laughing...if Kendall really knew Raymond, he would've took that as a threat but he didn't really know what went on between closed doors.

"She's pretty cool, you know, when she's not threatening to drug you with something...she doesn't behave like that when it comes to you though right?"

"No, of course not! She knows what's good for her..." He took one big swig of the beer in his hand and wiped his mouth off. James, being the lost brunette he is, decides to add a little spice to the topic of the conversation.

"Enough about knowing her! Is she good in bed?" he asked with eager hazel eyes. He could ask Raymond this question because, well, they go waaaay back and because of that, Raymond wouldn't beat the shit out of him for asking that question.

"Dude! That's so rude! You can't ask a married man if his wife is good in bed!"

"No Kendall it's fine, this is James that we're talking about here..."

"Hey!"

"But if he wants to know...we haven't exactly gone that far yet..." Kendall was pretty shocked at this. Jholine hasn't had sex with her own husband yet? Why not? He's a pretty cool guy. Or maybe she's nervous or maybe she's-

"Kendall?" He was snapped out of his thought when he realized he was spacing out thinking about Jholine. There was no point to it though because she was already happily married with a very successful handsome man and she would never go for the tall, blonde, and bushy-eyebrowed hockeyhead he was. They didn't even talk to each other after meeting in the hospital, even when he left his phone number for her to call him. But no, she couldn't do it. She was married...not happily married but married to a man who had her life wrapped around his fingers, who manipulated her naive and kind personality to let her stay with him, no matter how many times she told herself that she didn't love him.

"Yeah sorry...I was...having a little pain."

"Want me to take you home? Logan already hates me for bringing you out the house..."

"Nah I'm fine..."

"Okay but if Logan asks, I DID try to bring you home. Anyways, Raymond you can at LEAST tell me what she looks like. I can't really rely on Kendall..."

"Haha, well...where do I begin? She has long dark hair...her skin is sort of tannish...her eyes are sort of like yours James, but they have a little more green in them and she has the softest lips...and a nice body to top it all off..."

"Dude, you got to get me a picture of her...or at least let me come over your house..."

"Well I guess we can do that, what time is it?"

"Uhh...10:59..."

"Oh shit! I told her that I was going to be home by 10. Oh well, anyway fellas, let me get back home...Kendall, it was nice to meet you and I'll tell me wife that you said hi. I'm sure she'll be happy to know that I ran into a patient from her job tonight, and James, call me man! You can bring over your friends anytime." He shook hands with both of them and drove back home. He was upset, even though neither of the other two guys saw it. He was upset at Jholine. But why? She didn't do anything wrong...or maybe it was the blonde friend of James...he couldn't explain it, but he wished that Jholine never met him. Jealous? Maybe...but remember...jealousy can only be described as the fear of abandonment.

Alright...there you have it...tell me what you think...I think it sounds shitty...does it? REVIEW! don't be shy...i dont bite!