AN: I understand why Roth killed Tris but I wish she didn't. So, as a fan of fan-fictions, I found solace in many fics with alternate endings or a fourth book or something along those lines.

But I wanted a personalized fourth book. Which I will write as a fanfic. The stories still belong to Veronica. It's just to get over the ending. It's a fanfic. I have no rights over the characters, just the plot.


CHAPTER

FOUR

Tris

The next three days were hell. I was constantly being prodded by needles and it was pissing me off.

I'd been spending a lot of time with Caleb, finally getting to know the real him.

Isn't it funny that even though we grew up together, we never really knew each other?

I'd also been talking to Cara a lot. She said Will that woke up. I was kind of worried about facing him, considering I killed him. Cara kept telling me it was alright, that it was a kill or be killed situation.

That was the one thing I regretted the most. Killing Will, one of my best friends.

Today I was getting discharged. I'd been doing physical therapy so I was in better shape than I was when I woke up.

It took me a while to get used to my own feet but I could manage now.

I knew what I was planning was stupid and Caleb said that he was going to take me to Chicago in a few weeks but I couldn't wait.

Cara had filled me in on Tobias's life. He was living in an apartment in Chicago, I was able to make her give me the exact location too.

I was planning on making a run for it today. After seeing Uriah, Marlene and Will that is. Talk it out with Will. Apologize.

I slowly walk over to where Caleb said Uriah was. His room was identical to mine. Absolutely same.

"Tris!" he exclaimed as I walked in.

"Uriah! It's so good to see you!" I say rushing to his bedside.

"Did they tell you?" he asks.

"Yeah. They told me. We've been dead for two years." I say.

"It confuses me a little. I'm a little worried how everyone will react you know. And Marlene. She's back too. I really want to see her. She's literally next door but they won't let me out of bed!" he groans.

"Come on." I smirk at him.

"Really? A rebel Stiff!" he smirks right back.

"Shut up pansycake or I'll leave." I warn as I help him up. His monitors had been turned off because his 24hrs observation period was up.

"They let you out of your room?" he asked.

"They don't know. Caleb and Cara are in Chicago and the others don't know much." I say.

"Why are they in Chicago?" he asks.

"They're scattering my ashes tomorrow." I grimace.

"You know, I'm glad I'm alive but I have doubts about all this. There has to be a catch." He says.

"I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop." I agree.

"He said that we have to tell people but it's not something we can disclose completely, especially since we don't completely understand it!" he says.

"Come on. Marlene's this way." I say pulling him to the room next to his.

"Uriah!" she squeals trying to get up but almost falling, grabbing the bed right in time. Yeah, not walking for two years makes you Bambi. Yeah, I'd been watching a lot of old movies over the past few days.

Uriah, stupidly, tried to run. I caught him and led him to her.

Looking at the two of them reunite gave me hope. Maybe Tobias and I could have this back.

"Tris!" she turned to me bringing me out of my thoughts.

"Hey!" I said smiling at her.

She pounced on me like I was her best friend. It made me yearn for Chris.

"It's great to see you!" she says.

"You too." I say.

"Have you heard any news on Lynn?" she asks.

"She's still not awake. Don't worry. It might take a while." I say.

We spent a while sitting there talking before I broached the topic I was dying to bring up.

"So, I'm leaving." I say.

"They're letting you go back?" Uriah asks.

"About that. I need you guys to help me." I say.

"What do we need to do?" he said in a monotone smirking.

"Well, I managed to snag a few things from Caleb's room. I found a few old cell phones. And a credit card." I say.

"Devious!" Marlene smiles.

"Yeah yeah." I say.

"Just wait a while. We have no idea what this world is like Tris." He says.

"I have to see Tobias. They haven't told him yet." I tell them.

It seemed like he was about to say something else but Mar stopped him.

"What do we do?" he sighs.

"Well. If they find out I left, call me. I saved the number. Speed dial #2." I say.

"When do you leave?" Marlene asks.

"After I see Will." I say.

"Oh." They both said. They knew what I did. Everyone did.

Well. Now I had to face him.


AN: So, how was it? Please Review and let me know your views. Comment please. I have a question, should I update regularly or weekly? 'Cause I just finished writing the 20th Chapter! And please review! Your comments inspire me. R&R!