(I've used dollars, because I don't know how much the amounts would be in yen. Just imagine they're using yen but I'm saying how much it is in dollars? Or something like that.)

This chapter is now edited!

Warning: gay sexual content~

Plus, if the character's actions, reasoning, and behaviour seem a little odd or unrealistic in this fic, it's actually normal. Their state of mind is not the same as someone who would be called normal. If you don't know much about psychology it may seem weird or fast-moving at times.
(Sasuke's a bit controlling and possessive, and Naruto doesn't put up much resistance to Sasuke's advances compared to others, because of their same way of thinking.)

"Speech" 'Thought'


The artist's pain:

Chapter 4: We'll run together. We'll stay together:

"Don't say that! You aren't a monster... I don't hate you, and you have every right to exist! You don't deserve to die. In my point of view, that bastard deserved what he got." I felt Naruto's tears fall on my hands, which he was now holding on to tightly.
"What... Why are you crying?"

"It's just... I... I don't know...'sniff'"

"I'm sorry…"

"What?"

"I made you cry, I'm sorry. Please, don't cry."

"No… I'm not crying cause I'm sad, but… I think I'm crying cause I'm happy." At that point, our eye's met once again as he turned his head around. My heart jumped, and I could no longer control my actions. No mater the consequences, I wanted to be with him. I needed him. I will always need him. At that moment, I decided it wasn't time for me to die quit yet. I kissed him, and he kissed me back. I tasted his warm mouth once again, exploring every inch. When we broke the kiss for air, I grabbed him by the hand and started to run, dragging him behind me. He didn't even ask what I was doing. I think he knew exactly what I was thinking. I wanted to find somewhere we would be safe. Safe from those who would come after us after what we had done, from those who could never understand, those who would call us monsters. But mainly to save him. I didn't want them to find Naruto. If they did, he wouldn't get better; he would just get worse. Fore him it would be a living hell. Even thought they think they can help him, make him better, they can't. Fore the rest of his life, he would be stuck in a white padded room in a strait-jacket. Crying inside. Dying inside. Until one day, all that would be left of him, would be his body; no more spirit, no more Naruto.

That day I had spoken to him for the first time, and already, I had had my heart snatched away for the first time in my life. So I ran. I ran as fast as I could, my hand holding on to his for dear life. And I remembered something as we ran through the streets together. Those eye's.

"Sasuke… I…"

That mouth.

" I think that…"

Those scars.

" That we've…"

That face… That sent…

"No. I know that we've-"

"Met each other, before?"

"Y-yes."

"I know. I just remembered myself. I've seen you a few times before, in the local shops, and once I think… in Ni-chōme(*), if I remember correctly. So… Have you slept with men before?" At this Naruto blushed. 'What a stupid question… What did I say that for?'

"Actually… No. I haven't."

"What…? Then why… why were you there, and why did you kiss me?"

"Well, first of all I don't have to have slept with a guy to be able to kiss one! And I went to the second district to find out if I liked men or not… Cause I've never liked or been with a girl before, and I accidentally saw some yaoi and got aroused… so I was confused, I guess."

"But… Why did you kiss me then?"

"I'm n-not sure…"

"Okay. I understand… I think." 'I just can't believe this… I'm about to kill myself, and all of a sudden I go and save some blond boy from some fucking men who want to rape him, who I've only seen like three times and I've never really met before. Fall for him and decide I'm gonna live after all while keeping him safe. He killed his dad in a bloody psychopath mode, he just found out he likes men, and he kissed me and doesn't know why. And to top it of, he's a virgin…!'
After my rant in my head about how confusing this was getting, we had been running for about ten minutes, so we stopped to try to catch our breath. I put my hand in to my back left jeans pocket and pulled out my wallet, which I had luckily still had with me after leaving my house, or we'd have been screwed. I opened it to see how much was in it.
"Let's see... Two hundred and sixty-five dollars. Good." Lucky my family was so rich, or I wouldn't be carrying so much money in cash. I wouldn't be able to use my credit card, cause if I did, the cops would have surely been able to track us down. After all, it would look weird if the brother of a rich business man, who had been murdered not long ago, had disappeared. They would either have more of a reason to think I was the one who murdered my brother, which I had done, or that the one who murdered Itachi Uchiha had kidnapped me, or possibly murdered me too, and used my card. 'I probably still have some time to go in to the shops to gather supplies for me and Naruto, without us both being recognise as the 'missing suspect Uchiha' and the 'blood thirsty Uzumaki'.' I thought, thinking up titles the press would most probably use when they would catch wind of what had happened.

"Sasuke..."

"Yeah?"

"Cause you've got a lot of money, do you think... 'stomach grumble' erm... Heheh." He blushed, rubbing the back of his head.

"You want some food?"

"Yeah."

"Don't worry. I'll buy some soon. After all, we're going to need supplies if we're going to do a runner, aren't we?"

"Yeah." He smiled. My heart jumped a beat. I leaned forward and kissed him on the corner of his mouth, which only made his smile grow wider, and his blush deepen in colour. We started to walk again, still holding hands, looking for the nearest shop. When at last we reached one. So we went in, knowing our time was limited. Naruto ran to the ramen section at first sight. I was already missing the warmth of his hand. I picked up a basket and stated throwing things in it. Things that would last, that wouldn't need to be frozen or kept cool, and also making sure to get cheap things to preserve the cash I had. I got three packs of crisps, a six pack of medium sized water bottles, four packs of ham sandwiches, and then headed over to my beautiful blond, who was nearly drooling over the ramen.

"Naruto, I'm sorry but we can't get any ramen. You need boiled water for that, which we don't have."

"But Sassukkkeeee..."

"It can't be helped, dobe." I said putting my hand on his head, combing my fingers through his hair.

"Okay..." Naruto moved away from the ramen and went to grab something sweet instead, understanding the impossibility of having his obviously favourite food. A few minutes later he came back to me, asking if he could have the three lollipops and two cakes he had picked up.
"How about these? You can have one of the cakes if you want, Sasuke."

"Yeah, you can have those."

"Hehe. Thanks!" He said while putting them in the basket. I put a few more things in the basket, including some pocky, a blanket that I thought would come in handy for the cold nights, not wanting Naruto to catch a chill, and a backpack to carry the stuff in. Then we went to the till to pay. We paid the man fifty-one dollars (*2), which was pretty good for the stuff we got. 'So I still have two hundred and fourteen dollars left. That's good' So we left and went to an alleyway so not to been seen. I gave Naruto a sandwich and got one out for my self. We ate quickly and then had half a bottle of water each. We filled the backpack I got with the supplies and attached the small rolled up blanket to the top of it. When I put the backpack on Naruto laughed.

"What?" I asked bluntly.

"Haha! It's just you look like a hobo!" He chuckled, barley trying to hold it back.
"And not so long ago you were a rich kid, hahahah!"

"I don't see what's so funny Usuratonkachi... Well if I'm a hobo then maybe you don't want to be near me." I joked, starting to walk of, pretending I didn't care.

"W-what? Hey don't go! Come back! I take it back! I take it back!" He whined.

"Calm down dobe, I was joking. Do you really think I would just walk of like that, leaving you alone? Do you really think if you didn't want to be near me, that I would let you go so easily?"

"..."

"Didn't think so. Come on, we need to keep moving."

"Okay." He said, taking hold of my hand with a small blush across his face.

"We'll run together. We'll stay together. We'll find somewhere safe, and we'll live together. How does that sound?"

"Great!" Another one of his fox-like grins appeared on his face.

"Good." It was beginning to get dark as we kept walking for hours. By now we were out of the city and there were fewer cars, people and buildings the further we went. We eventually found somewhere to stay after our long walk slash run. It was an old abandoned were-house building. So we decided it was a better idea to stop and rest there than to carry on. After making sure no one was watching, I picked the lock, and we went inside, locking the door from within so no one on the outside could open it. I went to the far-left corner of the building, and moved some things around to make a good enough place to sleep. I took of the backpack, and I then placed the blanket I had bought from the shop on the floor for us to lie on.
"Here, Naruto, you should go to sleep. You're probably worn out by now." Wow. How I was wrong...

"Me? Nope! I'm not even a little tired!" In fact he was pretty much bursting with energy. I've never met anyone as energetic as him. I kept finding more and more to like about Naruto. There's nothing I don't like.
That's when I really lost control, and I pushed him up against the wall without warning.
"Wha- Aaa..." I started running my hands up his chest under his top, as I kissed his collar-bone.
"Sasuke..."

"Do you want me to stop?"

"I... Stop. Please..."

"I need you. Please... I'll be gentle. I want to take you so you'll be mine. I want to remove all traces of any other; those men who I scared away, your father, anybody who's ever touched you."

"Liar..."

"...What?"

"You won't be gentle. Nnn!" I smirked.

"Well I can try, can't I?" 'He smells so good'

"...Okay..." With that I brought his top over his head without removing it from his arms, trapping them behind his head with it. I kissed him deeply and undid his pants, putting my hand in them to stroke the quickly growing bulge in his boxers.

"I want them, now."

"W-what...?"

"Give me your heart and your soul."

"Mm! Aaa..."He moaned as I kissed up his neck and cheek till I got to his mouth, as I kissed him he continued to moan in my mouth, making me moan back. We broke the kiss for air, so I hurriedly took of my top, and went back to ravishing those lips. My kisses started to travel down his neck again. He moaned more as I sucked down his chest, still playing with his erect member. I obviously hit a spot when I sucked his left nipple, because he called my name in a wonderful lusty voice. That voice made me want more, but not wanting to hurt him, I tried hard to keep some patience. I took his top off of his arms, threw it on the floor and told him to lie down. He did so slowly; he looked scared and I felt bad when he looked at me with those big blue worried eyes. Maybe I was doing the same as those bastards had done? I felt a pain in my chest; was I just showing him I was the same as them?
I knelt down and cupped his face with my hands.

"I'm not them. I don't want to hurt you, I want you to feel good, Naruto. Please don't be scared. Trust me?" At first he seemed to hesitate, but then shone me a smile, so I gave him one back.
I stroked his cheek with my thump, before reaching down to take of his pants and boxers, throwing them aside. I swear his blush deepened even more as I stroked his now freed arousal. I kissed the tip, making him jump a little, before licking the slit with my tongue.

" Sasuke..." His now unrestrained hands tangled their delicate tanned fingers in my hair, as his head shot back and his back arched slightly. I took him in whole, deep-throating him. I swiftly brought my head up, making a small pop like noise as his dick left my mouth.

"Suck." I said as I put two fingers to his mouth. He did just that. My own pants were beginning to become unbearably tight. I took his cock back in to my mouth, moving up and down, up and down, until he came, his taste spilling over my tongue.

"Aaa! Sa-Sasuke!" I swallowed, leaving just a trickle of the white liquid to run down his member. I then took of my own pants and boxers. Content on the purring coming out of Naruto, and that my fingers couldn't be any more lubricated, I took them and placed them at his entrance. I was about to put one in when-

"No! W-wait, Sasuke... I..."

"What?"

"You j-just, and you... I..."

"..." He then did something very unexpected. He pushed me in to a siting position, and bent down over my cock.
"Naruto?"

"You did it to me... So, I..."

"You don't have t- aaa...!" My head shot back. It was bliss, pure bliss. I looked down to see his head bobbing up and down, occasionally stopping and licking at the tip. The warmth of his mouth was wonderful, my body jerked forward and he coughed at the sudden deep-throating he was giving me, but continued anyway. Soon I came as his mouth was on the tip of my dick. Most or my cum went in his mouth, but some splattered his face. 'So fuckable...' I brought his face to mine to kiss him.

"Gah! S-Sasuke...! Don't I just... just did that... you'll get it in your mouth! And before you.. to me.. I'll get mine in my..."

"So?"

"What do you mean s-mmm! Sasuke!"

"What...?"

"I said don't!" I pushed him back down.

"Tut tut. Now you're going to have to wet my fingers again." I said, but this time not putting my fingers to his mouth, instead I wiped some of my cum from his blushing cheek. When I decided they were coated enough, I slowly put one in. He jumped a little at the intrusion.

"W-what are you d-arg!" Then a second finger.
"Ah...!" He whimpered a little in pain. I started to slowly move the digits in and out, scissoring them to stretch his hole. He started to relax, panting slightly. When I had finished preparing him, I lent over him, stretching out his legs and putting them on my shoulders.

"I can't promise this won't hurt at all, but I'll be gentle. It'll get better." I cooed in his ear. Kissing his neck, I put my swollen shaft to his hole, and slowly pushed in the head. 'So tight.' I quickly pushed in to get the pain over with. But his muscles tightened around me as he screamed and started to lash around.
"Naruto, calm down! Shh... You've got to calm down." I frantically kissed him all over in effort to calm him down and make the pain go away.
"Please, Naruto... shh... relax. You have to relax."

"It hurts..."

"I know... If you relax it will feel better, I promise. But you need to calm down." I spoke softly, my forehead pressed to his. He slowly calmed, luckily because he was suffocating me. He was so tight even when he'd calmed down. But he felt so good, so hot. I slowly started moving in and out, in and out. My beautiful blond at fist was whimpering in pain, but soon started moaning. I stated to get faster, searching for that spot that would send him over the edge.

"Aaa! Sasuke...! That... t-that felt s-so goo-a!"

'found it.' I sped up, hitting his prostate each time, pushing myself in to the hilt. He became more vocal as the heat heightened. And at last Naruto came all over our stomachs, screaming my name, and a second later so did I as he tightened around me, filling him with my seed.
"Naruto..!" I collapsed on top of him, and we just lay there gasping for air. I rolled to the side of him and held him tightly against my chest. Naruto looked up to me a couple of minutes later, and I traced the whisker marks on his cheeks with my fingers. After a few more minutes, we were both asleep.

God; I thought that he had forsaken me; but when I met Naruto... I found out all I had to do was be patient. That my life was like this so that I could understand and save him.

It's the angels in this world who deserve to die... not the demons like him. Because we understand life more than the idiotic goody two shoes who have no reason to live. Who just play an everlasting role in a play.

most of the angels are the demons hidden beneath angel wings. And most of the demons like Naruto, are angels scared with the demons mark, and cursed with the devils wings on their back. But whatever it takes, I'll rip of those evil wings, and save him.

I'd murder a whole town for him.

My Naruto;

I love you.


(* : area 2 in the Shinjuku District of the Shinjuku Special Ward of Tokyo, Japan. Ni-chōme further distinguishes itself as Tokyo's hub of gay subculture, housing the world's highest concentration of gay bars)
(*2 : I have no idea of how much that stuff would really cost in Tokyo, or how much it would be in dollars... So I'm winging it and you can imagine something else is written if I got it completely wrong. My currency where I live isn't even dollars but euros, I didn't use yen to try to make it easier to put a price, and dollars felt more appropriate? I dunno. ._. )

Hope you all liked this chapter!
I don't know when it will be continued and if it will be continued though... For now I'm going to be focusing on my newest fanfiction, a blackIce (Rise of the Guardians, pairing Pitch and Jack rated M). I've already written 8 or so chapters that just need editing, it's the longest thing I've ever written, so you can be assured that there will be no short chapters in that one.

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