Disclaimer: Still don't own OTH but god I wish I did. I would be that much closer to making Chad Micheal Murray mine!
OMG I'm so srry for the delay! Stupid AP classes are taking all my time. But here is Chapter 4 Happy Reading!
God it felt so good to have his arms around me again. His lips pressed on mine. It was literally like heaven, clique I know but what can I say that's how it felt. I poured all my emotions into that kiss and to my astonishment so did Lucas. I was so lost in him that I didn't notice the tugging.
I was suddenly pulled away from Lucas. WTF is basically going through my mind. I turn around to find the culprit who ruined this long awaited moment. To look into the fiery gaze of the one the only, Haley James Scott. She always had this tendency to be in the wrong place in the wrong time. I look past her to see Nathan giving me a sheepish smile.
I nod towards him telling him to go and I turn around to Lucas with his ocean blue and with his pleading look I let him go to . It wasn't until then that I looked at Haley again. The fire was gone but replaced with disappointment. I have a feeling I like the other way so much better!!!
We just stood there for what seemed an eternity to me but which was actually like five minutes. I didn't want to be the one to break the silence because it was I who fucked up. It just seemed like if it was spoken about out loud that it was somehow ok then.
It was her who spoke first it complelty shocked me the anger and hate in her voice. Also the sheer volume she used took me aback a few steps. She stood there yelling at me "What the fuck Brooke!!! I know you love him but seriously why now? God what about Peyton? I know she fucked you over but I mean really? Oh and Lucas what the hell? Did either of you think this through?" She stood their looking at me.
The only part of that rant that I heard was the part where she said I loved him. How the hell did she know? I mean I don't think I was that obvious! If I was then Peyton should have noticed because she know me better then anyone. So yeah there is no way she knew. I kept trying to convince my self of that. Until I heard Haley clear her throat. All I could do was "I um ye uh How did you know I was in love with him?" "Omg Brooke seriously? Do you really think your not being completely obvious? I mean you either have to be really stupid not to see it!"
Wow she is pissed and she keeps fucking yelling. This is starting to piss me off. But the problem is that now I feel like I deserve it. Peyton is my "bestfriend". I don't know its just not the same anymore so I guess I should try to explain it to Haley.
I seriously want to tell her everything explain my reasons to her. At least try to convince her what I did wasn't wrong. So at least I could convince myself of it also. I knew it was wrong but god it felt so right. Just like we were meant to be maybe that's exactly it maybe it is just in the past. That would make everything so much easier.
I didn't realize this would make me feel so guilty. God I kind of miss the days when I didn't have a conscious. Well that was because I was wasted most of the time and when your wasted nothing really matters. Now I got the cogs working in my head thinking how the hell could Peyton do this to me? I feel so bad about just kissing Lucas but she actually dated him behind my back. What the fuck did she feel the same way I did at that moment? Or maybe she is just a cold hearted bitch? Why hadn't I asked these questions before. I was starting to get heated again anger flareing up in the pit of my stomach when Haley slapped square across the face.
"What the Hell" I exclaimed bringing my had to my cheek where the sting burned like a bitch. I looked at Haley increduouly she just shrugged her shoulder and said "You weren't paying me any attention but now I do!" She seemed to have calmed down some since I was having an inner battle with myself. She looked straight into my eyes and asked "Why Brooke? What are you going to do?" That's when I realized that all other questions were to be set aside because really what the hell was I going to do. All I could say to Haley was "I really don't know and I still need to explain everything to you and why. But I just don't know what's going to happen. I have to talk to Lucas!" I was about to walk towards the door when it burst open.
None other then the bitch Rachel had to walk in the room. She looked at me and said "Hey hoe we gotta go back and get this wedding underway." "Ok Slut calm down im coming." It wasn't until I left the room that I realized the implications of Rachel's words. Lucas was still going to marry Peyton. What the Fuck, omg what was I going to do now! I really had to talk to him and I still can't believe he is going to marry her!!!!!!
With the rant going on in my head I didn't realize Rachel was pulling me somewhere. Once I looked at my surroundings I realized I was in her car and she was driving hella fast. I just gave her this quizzical look and she responded. "The weddings off Lucas called it off. I didn't tell that in front of Hales because I had a feel she would have torn you into pieces. So before she found out I had to get you out of their also I didn't want Peyton to get a hold of you either!" Wow I never thought id say this but thank god for having a friend like Rachel. The bitch is actually a pretty amazing friend. Then I realized how the hell did she know about the whole Lucas deal. It must have been the look on my face that she answered my question.
"I was in on the plan. I knew you were still in love with him I could see it in your eyes. I'm taking you back to my house. Where we can talk if you want Lucas will come later on so you guys can sort things out." All I could do was smile at her I guess she saw in my eyes that I was thanking her because she smiled back. She really was a great friend and I think she is the new Peyton and I've gotta say I think I like Rachel better.
So that's chapter 4 hopefully you guys liked it Review plz even though I don't deserve it but pretty plz pretty plz with Megan Fox on top? Come on who can resist Megan Fox?