Chapter 4
Dean and Sam go inside the hotel room and Dean has no idea how to act around his brother now. Does he remember what happened with them? Does he care? Dean has all these questions running through his mind when really all he wants to do is sleep for a week.
"You know I remember things from when I was possessed." Sam says. "Oh yeah, uh what kinda things?" Dean asks his brother. "I remember killing that man, I saw the light go out of his eyes, I remember torturing Jo." Sam says, quietly looking away. "You were just going to let me hurt her Dean." Sam says, with a frown. "I knew it wasn't you Sammy, I wasn't going to kill you. I'm never going to kill you." Dean says, running a hand through his hair. "Dean, I remember what we did. Why. I don't.. Why would you do that? We're fucking brothers." Sam says, frowning at his brother, he's a bit disgusted right now. "I'm sorry Sam." Dean says quietly before leaving the room to go in the bathroom. He shuts the door and leans against it, trying to breathe. He knew it was going to be bad when Sam figured it out but he had some sort of hope that Sam would be okay with what they did. Dean stripped out of his clothes and turned on the shower, he got inside and leaned against the wall groaning as the water slid over his body; he'd been up way too much in the last six days with his brother being missing and everything. Dean finished his shower and got dressed into his sweats; he was going to sleep in and right now was on auto pilot as he left the bathroom. He walked out to the room and got into his bed, he laid facing the wall, Sam and himself not saying another word to each other. Dean sighed and closed his eyes trying to fall asleep. He heard Sam get up and go into the shower and he curled in on himself. He'd ruined everything with his brother in under an hour, everything they ever were, just because he couldn't keep his hands to himself.
Dean heard Sam get out of the shower and sighed, trying to fall asleep but having a lot of trouble doing it. He finally drifted off when the clock said four a.m. and was back awake at eight. He frowned and rubbed his hands over his gritty eyes. Looking over at Sam's bed he noticed it was empty. "Fuck." Dean growled out, getting out of bed and stalking to the bathroom. He took a piss and got dressed and looked around for his keys, seeing they were missing. If Sammy took his car again he was going to kick his brother's ass. He heard the Impala as it pulled into the parking lot. "I couldn't sleep." Sam says as he comes back with coffee and doughnuts. "Oh okay." Dean says. "Can you find us a case Sammy; I think we need a job." Dean says, looking over at his brother who won't even look at him anymore. "Sure Dean." Sam says, firing up his laptop.
Dean sits across the room and then Sam is telling him he found a case in Pennsylvania, a haunting. Dean gets up and walks over looking at the screen over Sam's shoulder and now just being near his brother was hurting him. He clears his throat and looks down at the screen, trying to ignore the fact of how good his little brother smelled. Sam tenses up and Dean moves away from him mumbling a quiet apology. He walks back and sits on the bed, "Just tell me the case Sammy." Dean says. Sam does, it's a haunting and should be pretty straight forward. Dean tells Sam they'll leave within the hour and he sits down, having some coffee and a doughnut the heavily silence eating up the room. Dean finishes and packs up everything, making sure everything is ready to go. He packs up the car and then takes the room key back while Sam gets into the car. He gets into the impala, starting her up and while he loves his car, right now he'd rather be anywhere but in it trapped with Sam for several hours for the trip to Pennsylvania. He pulls into the parking lot of a gas station and gets gas before they get on their way. He walks inside while the gas pumps and grabs some snacks he gets some soda for him since he's only slept 4 hours last night and he's got a long drive to do. Then he grabs Sam some water and peach rings he knows that's what his brother likes. He gets back to the car after paying for everything and gets in handing Sam his water and peach rings, and for just a moment Sam smiles before it's covered up again. "Thanks." He says quietly before looking out the window. This is going to be a long ass trip Dean thinks before turning on the radio to a classic rock station and blasting it. He starts driving and he doesn't stop till he crosses the Pennsylvania state line. It's night time when they arrive and he checks them into a hotel before looking at Sam finally. "Okay, I think we should just get it over with the salt and burning. You have the information where we can find the bones or do we have to go find it?" Dean asks him. "No, I don't have it we have to go research at the house but it's abandoned so it shouldn't be a problem." Sam told him. "Okay, gonna take a piss then we can go." Dean says, not looking at his brother. "Okay." Sam replies quietly. Sam doesn't know how they are going to do this hunt he's afraid someone is going to get hurt; they aren't in sync with one another like they usually are. Dean gets out of the bathroom and they head back out to the car to go to the hunt.