Violating the Rules

by CN Winters

Blis Fic. This story is set during the 'Year Later' time of GL's finale so fall/winter 2010. Blake is set to marry Frank, but she's has an interest in Mayor Wolfe, which is returned. In many ways it mirrors Olivia and Natalia's coupling who also play a role in this fic for Otalia fans .

4. Chapter 4

Chapter 52

"You did what?" Olivia asked.

She was now home for the evening and Natalia stood in their kitchen making spaghetti sauce while they talked.

"It's perfect!"

"Or a murder/suicide in the making."

"You're so over-dramatic sometimes," Natalia sighed.

"So you're certain neither one of them knows the other will be here?"

Natalia grinned. "Actually, this is really your fault."

"What did I do?!"

"I didn't know you had invited Doris over when I invited Blake, but that's okay because, again, it's perfect... After all, God works in mysterious ways."

"Wait. I thought this was my fault; not Gods'?"

"If it goes wrong, THEN it's your fault," Natalia chuckled.

Olivia had to laugh too. "So, by your logic, if this goes 'right' then it's God at work."

"Yes."

"And if it goes wrong it's my fault?"

"Right." Natalia smiled.

"Sounds typical."

They both laughed.

"But just to be clear...," Olivia added, "...none of this is just a coincidence, right?"

"Not at all. They're meant to be alone, in the same house, with no distractions. That way they can talk it out."

Olivia chuckled.

"Why are you laughing?"

"I find it hilarious that the woman who initially warned me to 'stay out of it' is now as thick as thieves."

"I'm not 'thick as thieves'."

"Really, Aphrodite?"

"Oh, stop," Natalia said with a grin as she swatted Olivia with her dishtowel.

"So what's the plan here?" Olivia said as she got a spoon to test the sauce. "Make them spaghetti and then voilà! Lady and the Tramp romance ensues?"

"If we're lucky."

"Ohhh no, don't be throwing around the 'we' word. When this blows up, I want YOU, and God, to get fullllll credit. And for the record... a bit more oregano. Right now this sauce tastes like salty tomato soup," she added as she pointed her spoon to the pot.

Natalia's hands went to her hips. "Would you like to cook dinner for our friends, Ms. Bossy?"

"I'd like to go out to eat and just leave them here. We'll see if the house is still standing when we get back."

"Again, with the dramatics," Natalia sighed. "It won't be that bad."

"What if it's not that good?" Olivia posed.

Natalia paused. "I'm trying not to think of that."

"Uh huh. I'm going to go change. Yell if you need me." Before she left the kitchen, she called over her shoulder. "Remember - more oregano."

Natalia made a grumpy face and an unintelligible grumbling noise.

About a half hour later, Natalia ran to the kitchen door to let Blake and Francesca inside. Right behind them was Clarissa. The teenager wasn't overly busty, but she did have a slim figure and some curves. Her long curly hair was held back in a ponytail.

"Hey Sweetie," Natalia greeted the teenager. "I thought you were at a friend's tonight."

"Change of plans," she said. "Hope that's okay."

Natalia nodded and then finally said, "Yeah! The more the merrier!" She turned to Blake as she took the baby, "How was she?" she asked.

"An angel," Blake said with a grin. "She might be getting tired though because she was rubbing her eyes on the way over."

"Maybe she'll go down for a nap," Natalia looked at her watch. It was ten to six. Doris would probably be arriving any minute, if she wasn't already in the driveway. "I'm almost done with dinner," Natalia added. "Would you mind if you took her up and see if you might be able to get to sleep? Liv's just getting out of the shower or I'd ask her."

"It's my pleasure," Blake answered.

"Clarissa? Emma's upstairs and I'm sure she'd love to see you." Natalia offered. "I know she's a little younger, but she's beyond the Hannah Montana phase now. It's safe if you wanted to listen to some music before dinner."

Clarissa chuckled slightly. "Okay. You sure you don't need help in here?"

"No honey," Natalia replied. "But thanks for asking. You two just head on upstairs."

Mother and daughter both nodded and walked through the doorway to the living room for the journey upstairs. Natalia heard Olivia and Blake's voices and peeked in the living room. Then saw Olivia move quickly down the stairs coming over to her.

"Clarissa's here," Olivia whispered.

"I know," Natalia winced.

"So much for 'alone time'. Now what?" Doris is going to be-." There was a knock on the living room door. "..here any minute," Olivia finished, going to the door.

"Hey," Doris greeted when Olivia opened the door. "You guys get a new car?" she asked pointing to Blake's vehicle.

Olivia thought fast and put a finger over her lips. "We've got the baby down."

"Ooh, sorry," Doris said keeping her voice low.

"Head to the kitchen and we'll be right there," Olivia whispered to her.

From the kitchen doorway, Natalia nodded pleasantly, but silently, to Doris, who did the same as the mayor walked into the kitchen. Natalia let the door close and then moved swiftly to meet Olivia in the center of the living room.

"Again I'll ask, now what?" Olivia asked softly once Doris was on the side of the kitchen door. "This is starting to feel like a French Farce with banging doors and dashes from room-to-room."

"We have dinner," Natalia replied optimistically while keeping her voice low. "You, me, Doris, Blake and the kids."

"Easy as that, huh?" Olivia asked skeptically.

"You have a better idea?"

Olivia put up her hands. "This was your plan, Sweetheart. I'm just here for the train wreck."

Natalia let out a deep sigh. "Fine. Me, Spaghetti and Doris. You and Blake with Chessie. Meet me here in five minutes... we'll play it by ear."

Natalia walked swiftly back to the kitchen as Olivia took to the stairs.

Chapter 53

Doris sat in the farmhouse kitchen, looking annoyed.

"So you knew Blake was coming here when you came into my office?"

Natalia bit her lip. "Yes, but I didn't know you were coming until you mentioned it. I asked Blake before I knew about Olivia's invitation to you, so honestly, I think it's divine intervention."

"So rather than some miscommunication, God's looking out for the lesbians then?"

"God looks out for everyone, but regardless, I thought it would be great for you and Blake to talk."

"There's nothing to discuss," Doris said. "But for the record, I'm okay having dinner with her and Clarissa. It's when I'm alone with her that things get... wonky."

"Blake doesn't want you out of her life and honestly your logic for not seeing her alone is... illogical. You're still going to want each other."

"You're probably right, so I should just go altogether, huh?" Doris said as she stood up.

"No!" Natalia reached out and grabbed her arm. "Please don't. Please. Just have dinner and then you can go. Okay?"

"What are you hoping to accomplish with one meal?!"

"I don't know!" Natalia said honestly. "But I'm certain God put you both here at the same time for a reason tonight. I just don't know what it is yet."

Doris sighed. "Fine. I'll stay. But not for 'God' - I'll do it for you since this seems important to you."

"Thank you!" Natalia said. "Now would you help me cut up the Italian bread?"

Doris grinned. "Ah, I see how you are. You're making me work for dinner."

Upstairs, Chessie was crashed in her crib asleep, but Blake was pacing in the nursery as Olivia watched.

"What if I say the wrong thing?" Blake said. "What if I scare her off even more? I should just go."

"And what do you tell Clarissa about leaving before dinner? She'll want to know why you're afraid of Doris Wolfe?"

"Damn it," Blake sighed. "I'm trapped here, aren't I?"

"Look on the bright side," Olivia said optimistically. "You get a free meal for you and your kid..." In a less hopeful tone she added, "...and some uncomfortable dinner conversation for the next 30 minutes or so."

They heard Natalia yell up to Emma and Clarissa.

"Girls? Go wash your hands please. Dinner's almost done."

Blake closed her eyes and took a deep breath. She blew it out slowly.

"Why am I here?" she asked rhetorically.

"Natalia thinks God put you here so thank Him." Olivia said as she led Blake out of the room. "I personally think it's just a coincidence," she whispered as they walked down the hallway.

Chapter 54

The pair entered the kitchen to see Doris and Natalia setting up the table with the last of the dinner plates and bowls.

Doris and Blake locked eyes and the author nervously said, "Long time no see... It's been..." She looked at her watch. "...look at that... A whole three hours since you didn't want to see me anymore."

"Blake," Doris began, "like I said today, there's no reason we can't be civil when we're with our friends. I'm not angry so I hope you're not mad."

"I'm not mad, I'm... I don't know... disappointed," she offered.

There was a brief silence and Natalia said, "This is good. We're talking; getting things out in the open."

"By the way," Blake said to Doris, "You and Ashlee are still invited to Thanksgiving this Thursday at the Coopers." She motioned to Olivia and Natalia. "Everyone will be there."

"Yeah, I'm... I'm not sure if that's a good idea," Doris said.

"But you just said..." Blake appeared on the edge of tears and didn't finish her argument. Doris had to look away. Before anyone could speak, Emma and Clarissa came into the kitchen. Blake turned and started to gather some silverware so her daughter couldn't see her.

"Can we help with something?" Emma asked.

"Uhhh," Natalia said, caught off guard. "How about you get the green beans from the pantry and Clarissa, can you give everyone napkins there?" She pointed to the bag on the table.

As the girls went to work, the women began to finish setting the food out.

As they settled into their seats, Blake and Doris reached for the same chair. Their hands touched briefly with Doris trying to pull away quickly and as nonchalantly as possible.

"Sorry," they both said at the same time and then grinned.

"Here," Blake said, pulling it out. "Have a seat."

"Where are you going to sit?" Doris asked, a ting of nervousness in her voice.

"Right here," Blake said as she motioned to the seat next to the one she offered. "If it's any consolation, I promise to keep my hands to myself," she added with a chuckle, which made the diners chuckle too – for Clarissa and Emma, it was genuine laughter. For Doris, Olivia and Natalia, however, their laughter sounded more like anxiousness rather than merriment.

"Don't be silly," Doris said as she sat down. "Please sit."

As they began to pass around the bowls of food silently, Doris cleared her throat and asked Emma, "So how's school going, Em?"

"Good," she replied.

"Better than good," Natalia complimented. "She has all A's and one B."

"Yeah, Math. I hate Math," Emma added.

"Don't blame you," Doris and Clarissa muttered at the same time.

They grinned at each other and Doris leaned over and asked the teenager, "So Math's not your strong suit either?"

Clarissa moved forward to see around her mother. "I can't stand math and I've been worried about what I'm going to do at college."

"Your mom said you were looking into being a veterinarian or maybe getting into law?"

"You remembered me saying that?" Blake asked happily before Clarissa could reply.

"Of course," Doris remarked. "You're interested in Ashlee's life so the feeling is mutual." Doris then looked at Clarissa. "So which one is winning at the moment?"

"I love animals, but I only do 'okay' in biology and math," Clarissa said. "So I'm leaning more toward law."

"Law is good because you only need the minimum in math, like one year, unless, of course, you get into something like tax law. Then you need accounting and other math classes."

"Tax law sounds very boring," Clarissa said. She quickly looked concerned. "Oh, you're not a tax attorney, are you? I didn't mean to insult you if you-."

Doris held up her hand. "Criminal and family law," she said.

"So you're like... a real attorney," Clarissa said with a smile and the diners, including Doris, chuckled.

"In a word, yes. But I must say criminal law and family law are just two areas. There are other 'real' attorneys who practice things like environmental law, for example. If you like animals then protecting them from corporations might be something worthwhile. That's one of the facets of environmental law."

"I actually considered that," Clarissa said. "I'm taking some U of S classes now."

"I loved the University of Springfield and got my degree there."

"You did?" Doris just nodded. "I like it so far. This semester I'm studying Geography and Earth Science."

"Really? You're in classes while you're going to high school?"

Clarissa nodded.

"Now your mom didn't mention THAT. Is it tough to balance it all?"

"Not so far. I like the subjects so the classes are pretty easy. My goal is to get one year of college out of the way before graduation. Then it's only 3 years to my degree and then 3 or 4 years of either med school or law school, depending on what I decide."

"Well, if you pick law you're genetically pre-destined for it," Doris said with a sincere smile. "Your father was a great lawyer."

"I've heard," Clarissa replied.

"Can I offer some unasked advice?"

"Sure."

"If you're going to do law, be sure it's because it's something you love, rather than trying to live up to some ideal of what you 'should' be. You don't need to be the next Marler who's an attorney."

"You think I'm trying to fill my dad's shoes or something?"

"No, but you wouldn't be the first child to try."

"No, I like law because I was part of a forensic and debate club at school. Frank was hoping I'd be a cop since 'It's good enough for Marina' and I liked the investigative side, but really, I don't think that's for me. He's disappointed about the cop thing, but I really liked the mock trial we did and our instructor said I did a great job. Of course, I'm not sure if that's true, but I really liked being in a courtroom, even if it was fake."

"How about this?" Doris suggested. "Let's debate this dinner after we're done. You can show me your stuff and if you want an honest opinion of your skills, I'll give it to you. No holds barred."

"What will we debate exactly?"

Doris thought a moment. "How good the meal was or wasn't tonight."

"Hey," Natalia said indignant.

"It's wonderful, I'm sure," Doris assured her. "We'll just have someone take a counterpoint for the sake of argument." She then turned to Clarissa, who was grinning. "What do you think?"

"I get to debate the former D.A. about our meal tonight?"

"If you're not chicken."

Doris then made a clucking noise to give her an extra prod. Blake and Clarissa both grinned at her antics.

"Will you go easy on me?" the teen asked.

"Not a chance," Doris replied honestly.

"In that case, I'm in," Clarissa replied confidently.

"Then good luck, Counselor." Doris grinned and extended her hand to a smiling Clarissa. They shook hands over Blake's plate and Doris added, "Now let's dig in."

Blake looked over to Clarissa, who was all smiles, and then she turned to Doris who grinned and gave her a wink, before focusing on her spaghetti.

Chapter 55

After dinner was finished, Chessie began to stir upstairs so Natalia excused herself. Clarissa and Emma went to the living room to set up the 'courtroom', while Olivia helped move the dirty dishes to the sink. Blake turned on the water as Doris cleaned off the remaining food on the plates. Olivia tried to tell them not to worry about it, but Blake shooed her away. If she and Natalia provided their dinner, then she would help with the clean up.

Seeing the opportunity of getting Doris and Blake alone, Olivia excused herself to 'call the Beacon' before Natalia's dinner was put on mock trial. That left Doris and Blake alone in the kitchen.

"Thank you," Blake said as she began to clean one of the plates in the soapy water.

"For?" Doris asked as she waited for Blake to hand it over for drying.

"Clarissa's really excited about your idea. She was disappointed when her plans got canceled with her friend tonight. Suddenly, she had NO friends whatsoever, no one likes her, life is horrible and on and on and on."

"Yes, you can't use logic when it comes to hormonal teenagers," Doris said as she grinned. "Everything is the end of the world."

Blake smiled. "No kidding. But your trial idea though... I can tell she's looking forward to it. You made her night."

"It'll be fun," Doris said as she dried the first plate she was handed. "It's been awhile since I've gotten the chance to strut around a courtroom, even if it is only in the... what did you call it?... The F.O.L. - farmhouse of love?" she said bumping shoulders with Blake.

Blake giggled as she handed Doris another plate before cleaning the next.

"I really did have a wonderful time with you last night at the dance," she said shyly.

"I did too," Doris replied.

"And I... I had no right to interrupt your... conversation with the bartender."

"I had no right to make snide remarks about Frank," Doris offered.

"I accept your apology Doris, so please, accept mine."

Doris turned toward Blake and she leaned in closer as not to be overheard.

"The only reason I was talking to her was because I couldn't have my first choice... you."

"I'm your first choice? Really?" Blake whispered back.

"Really," Doris replied, keeping their voices down. "But..."

"There's always a 'but', isn't there?" Blake sighed.

"But you're taken. That's not your fault though – I just have a history of falling for the wrong girl," Doris teased.

"So I'm the first choice, but the wrong girl?" Blake said as they both now absently washed and dried the dishes.

Doris nodded. "You have Frank to consider."

"I know," Blake said as she closed her eyes against that truth. "But..."

Doris grinned and parroted, "There's always a 'but', isn't there?"

"There's something here, right?" Blake pleaded. "I mean it's not just my imagination? You really care for me, don't you? You're attracted to me?"

"Very much," Doris replied. "Which is why being alone with you, hell even like this, is very hard."

"Why does it have to be hard?"

"Besides my overwhelming desire to kiss you, to touch you, to share... everything with you?"

"I see," Blake replied meekly.

There was a brief silence.

"Do you understand?" Doris asked. Blake nodded and after another small silence Doris added, "You know, what makes it hardest of all?... It's not just me...You feel it too. This spark... whatever it is."

Blake didn't speak. She raised her hand with every intention of pulling Doris into a kiss to show her exactly what she felt when the door of the kitchen opened. Blake, instead of caressing Doris as she intended, used her raised hand to run her fingers through her hair as she turned to Clarissa.

"We're all ready when you guys are," she announced.

"Thanks, Sweetie," Doris answered for them. "We'll be right there."

Clarissa nodded and left the room none the wiser.

"Time to see your gals in action," Doris said.

"Gals?"

"I mean gal, Clarissa."

Blake grinned. "Nice slip," she teased.

Doris grinned in spite of herself as she left the kitchen.

Chapter 56

"I say Emma gets to be the judge," Doris said.

"Why her?" Olivia asked disappointed as Emma clapped in approval at getting job.

"You think you can do it?" Doris asked.

"I don't see why not," Olivia replied.

"You mean other than the fact that you're..." Doris faltered for a moment as she thought of a euphemism. "You're cuddling with the cook each night? Oh yes, I'm sure you could be impartial," she added sarcastically.

Olivia sulked a little bit, but didn't argue.

"Same goes for Natalia and Blake." Doris pointed out. "One IS the cook and the other is the mother of one of the attorneys. The only one far enough removed from this case is Emma." Doris then turned to Clarissa and asked, "Would you agree, Counselor?"

Clarissa grinned at the term used to describe her.

"Well, she is a step-daughter to the cook," the teenager observed. "But I agree, of everyone here, she probably is the farthest removed that we're going to get."

In the 'gallery' (a.k.a. sofa) sat Olivia, Natalia, Blake and Francesca, who was now eating some cold spaghetti in her nearby high chair. The baby was oblivious to what was really happening, but she was interested in all the movement going on around her.

Emma went to the 'bench', which consisted of the coffee table that was slid in front of the television. Emma sat cross-legged and took the wooden meat tenderizer that Doris gave her to act as a gavel.

"The prosecution opens," Doris continued, "but we'll need to decide who's who. I say since the real truth is the meal was delicious, thank you very much Natalia," she said as she grinned at the woman. "For our purposes here, we'll make the pro argument the defense and the con argument - a.k.a. a bad dinner - the prosecution. Agreed?" she asked Clarissa.

"That sounds fair," the teen replied. "Just to make sure I have this correct, the prosecution thought the dinner was bad and the defense will 'defend' the quality of the meal and say it's good, right?"

"Yes. And you can pick whichever one you want – defense or prosecution," Doris offered.

"Since I don't want to get into trouble with Natalia, I'll be defending the meal."

Olivia leaned over to Blake instead, "No one can ever accused Clarissa of being dumb... unlike me."

Olivia then grinned and got up from the gallery and went over to whisper something in Doris's ear. Doris gave her a confused expression, but Olivia said, '"Just do it – trust me," as she walked back to the gallery.

"What did you say to her?" Natalia asked.

"You'll see," Olivia answered with a grin.

Doris leaned down to Emma and whispered something. Emma then banged the gavel and pointed to Doris who stood at Emma's right.

"Court is now in session. Prosecutor, your opening statement," she announced. Olivia and Natalia grinned at each other in silent agreement of how cute yet authoritative Emma sounded.

"Thank you, Your Honor," Doris began with a nod to Emma. "While it can be said that Mrs. Spencer as served many wonderful meals in the past, the dinner that was served to guests tonight was far from delicious."

Natalia whimpered.

Doris turned and whispered, "Not really – this is fake." Then she turned back to the room and in a louder voice said, "The prosecution will show, point-by-point, why this evening was not the culinary delight that the defense will claim. Thank you, Your Honor."

Doris then whispered to Emma and nodded slightly to Clarissa.

"Defense, your opening statement," Emma said.

"Thank you, Your Honor," Clarissa began. "I'm here to say that the claims the prosecution have brought against Mrs. Spencer are unfounded and entirely circumstantial." Doris turned back to the gallery and gave them a nod of approval for the jargon and tone in which Clarissa spoke. "A delicious meal was served tonight," the teenager continued with great conviction, "and it was enjoyed by everyone in attendance. To say that this dinner was far from delicious is purely speculative and not based on any solid evidence. Thank you, Your Honor."

"Line?" Emma whispered to Doris at causing everyone in the room to chuckle slightly.

Doris turned back to the gallery and said, "Emma is quite the little actress, isn't she?" She then turned around to Emma. She cupped her hands around her mouth and said in a soft voice, "Prosecution, your first witness."

Emma repeated the line and Doris stood up from her kitchen chair and motioned to the gallery.

"I'd like to call my witness, Olivia Spencer, to the stand."

Olivia looked surprised, but she stood up anyway. She sat in the other wooden kitchen chair that was placed next to the 'judge's bench'.

"Objection," Clarissa called out as Olivia sat down. Emma wasn't sure what to do as Clarissa went on but Doris motioned Emma to wait. "Your Honor, the defense objects to this witness being called at this time. We were given no prior knowledge she would testify and the defense is entitled to advance notice to any witness who might give evidence to this case. As a result, the defense can't properly prepare for cross-examination. It's also detrimental because we won't have a witness available who might contradict this witnesses observations or conclusions."

Emma looked to Doris, who was all smiles.

"Verrrrry good, Clarissa," Doris compliment. "I'm impressed!"

"What do I do?" Emma whispered to Doris.

"Say 'Overruled'," Doris replied.

"Hey," Blake, Natalia and Clarissa said at the same time and Doris chuckled.

"That's... 'leading the judge' and you can't do that," Blake joked.

"Oh fine," Doris sighed. She handed Clarissa an imaginary piece of paper. "Here's my witness list. I'll call her and you call Natalia. How's that?"

"Agreed," Clarissa said with a grin. "You may continue."

"Thank you, Counselor," Doris replied. "Now Ms. Spencer-."

"Prosecutor," Emma interrupted her. "You forgot something." She turned to her mother. "Will you tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth so help you God?" Emma asked without prompting.

"Emma's being judge and bailiff. Nice catch, Em'," Doris said.

Emma smiled. "I've seen it in movies and I remembered them asking me at my daddy's trial," she said proudly.

Olivia sighed. "10 years old and she's already had to go to her father's trial," she quipped.

"Yeah, but at least she got the line right," Doris complemented.

"Mom?" Emma said annoyed. "You never said yes. Will you tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth so help you God?"

"At the risk of having to spend the next week sleeping on the couch? Yes."

Olivia was still facing Emma when she was slapped upside the head with Francesca's rolled up burp cloth that Natalia had thrown at her.

"See? It's already starting," Olivia pointed out.

Chapter 57

"Ms. Spencer," Doris began as she paced in front of Olivia. "Did you or did you not tell Mrs. Spencer that her spaghetti sauce tasted like, and I quote, 'salty tomato soup' at approximately 5:30 PM this evening?"

"Oooohhh you are in so much trouble," Natalia groaned and waved a finger at her wife.

Olivia giggled and then asked, "Can I pled the 5th Amendment so I don't incriminate myself to a week on the sofa?"

Blake, Clarissa, and even Natalia, had to chuckle.

"No and Judge Spencer?" Doris smiled and turned to Emma. "I would ask that you remind the gallery they need to remain quiet, and not intimidate my witness, or they'll be expelled from this courtroom."

"Ma'am," Emma said, looking at her Ma. "The Councilor is correct. No comments or you'll be asked to leave." She then looked at Doris. "You may continue."

Natalia folded her arms across her chest, but otherwise remained silent.

"Thank you, Your Honor," Doris said. "Now, Ms. Spencer please answer the question, did you say the sauce tasted like 'salty tomato soup'?"

Olivia grinned at Natalia. "Yes, I did."

"Can you tell me what you do for a living?"

"I'm a hotelier."

Clarissa sat on her chair, making notes on a legal pad.

"I am I correct to assume your hotel has a kitchen?" Doris asked.

"It does."

"So would you say you can spot food quality rather well?"

"I can."

"Aside from being a hotelier, have you held any other positions associated directly or indirectly with the food service industry?"

Olivia grinned.

"Remember, you are under oath," Doris reminded her.

Olivia chuckled at her friend's theatrics and said, "I was a professional chef."

"A professional chef!" Doris announced to the room with a wave of her hand. "Would you say, of anyone in this room, you know more about food quality and if the sauce was like tomato soup?"

"Salty tomato soup." Olivia corrected her and was soon beaned with a stuffed animal that flew from the sofa where Natalia was seated.

Doris chuckled and then said, "Yes, salty tomato soup."

"Yes, I would be the expert out of everyone here, but can I say-."

"And," Doris said cutting Olivia off, "Did you see Natalia prepare the water for the noodles?"

"I did."

"Did she add any oil products to the boiling water?"

"She did. But again-."

"No further questions at this time. Right to recall, Your Honor," Doris said cutting Olivia off again.

"You're a brat," Olivia complained to Doris. "You're making me sound like I hate her food."

Doris just smirked and she then looked to Clarissa. "Has your debate team discussed right to recall?" she asked the teen.

"Yeah, you can recall the witness, like if a second party's testimony, say Natalia's, contradicts evidence given by the original witness, Olivia, on direct examination. With right to recall you can call Olivia back to the stand again."

"Very good," Doris praised and gave a little 'golf clap'.

"Now what?" Emma asked.

"Oh," Doris said. "You ask Clarissa if she'd like to cross-examine the witness."

"Councilor," Emma said sounding official. "Would you like to... cross the wit...do what she said?" Emma finished.

The room occupants all grinned.

"Yes, Your Honor," she replied.

Clarissa stood up with her pad and approached Olivia.

"You mentioned you were a professional chef, correct?"

"I did," Olivia replied.

"As a professional chef, you would know how to improve this dish?"

"I would."

"And did you offer Mrs. Spencer any advice this evening?"

"I told her to add more oregano to the sauce."

"Now based on how it tasted during the meal, would you say she did as you instructed?"

"I would."

"So what began as salty tomato soup became a delicious spaghetti sauce?"

"Objection," Doris said. "Defense is leading the witness with that question."

"I withdraw the question, Your Honor. I'll rephrase it," Clarissa said before Emma could reply. "Ms. Spencer, based on your skills as a cook, was it obvious to you that you were being served spaghetti sauce at dinner?"

"It was."

"On a scale of one to ten, with one being the least appetizing, how would you rate this sauce served tonight?"

Olivia considered it. "Honestly? And at the risk of another teddy bear upside the head? I'd say seven. But the reason it's not a ten had nothing to do with the chef's ability, but rather the ingredients they had to use."

"Could you explain?"

"The base was made with a canned spaghetti sauce rather than fresh tomatoes or home-made canned tomatoes. Any chef will tell you fresh is always better than anything factory produced."

Doris scribbled something on her pad while Clarissa looked at her notes.

After a brief paused, Clarissa asked, "You told Ms. Wolfe that you witnessed Mrs. Spencer putting oil in the water for the noodles, correct?"

"Yes."

"How much?"

"Maybe a teaspoon."

"What's the purpose of this act?"

"It makes the noodles less likely to stick together and as I was going to mention before Ms. Wolfe interrupted, we don't mind the oil."

Clarissa thought for a moment and then said, "No further questions at this time."

Doris stood up. "In light of Ms. Spencer's testimony, I have some follow up questions."

Emma motioned Doris to continue.

"Now, Ms. Spencer is it true that adding oil to the noodles can be detrimental to the overall enjoyment of a spaghetti dinner?"

"Objection," Clarissa said. Doris smiled proudly. "She's leading the witness," the teen added.

Doris didn't turn around entirely to face Clarissa, but from slightly over her shoulder she said, "I was hoping you'd catch that." She turned back to Olivia. "Ms. Spencer, aside from making noodles less sticky, what side effects can it create for the meal?"

Olivia looked reluctant to say anything.

"Come on," Doris coaxed. "You can say it."

"The sauce won't stick to the noodles as well as it should when oil is added," Olivia said reluctantly.

"You're making that up," Natalia said in an outburst.

"Am I, Ms. Spencer?" Doris asked Olivia.

"No. It's really true. The oil, which makes the noodles slippery, will also make the sauce slide off the noodle too. It's considered better if the sauce clings to the noodle, but like I said-."

"No further questions or witnesses, at this time, Your Honor," Doris said. She then leaned over to Emma.

Emma faced the court. "Ms. Marler, your first witness."

"I call Natalia Spencer to the stand," she replied.

Natalia and Olivia playfully snarled at each other as they passed on their way to and from the witness stand, respectively.

Chapter 58

"Natalia Spencer," Emma said. "Do you promise to tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth, so help you God?"

"I do," Natalia nodded firmly.

"Mrs. Spencer," Clarissa began. "Is it true your wife was a chef?"

"So she claims."

"Claims?"

"I rarely see her cook a meal here so..."

"Hey!" Olivia laughed. Blake and Doris burst out too and looked at each other with smiles. Natalia had to smile as well and started to giggle.

"Remember," Emma warned as she waved her fake gavel. "One more outburst and I clear this courtroom!" She looked to Doris. "How was that?"

"Now you sound like a judge," Doris replied.

Emma knocked her gavel. "Order in the court... Councilor, go on."

"Did Ms. Spencer tell you how to improve the sauce based on her first taste of it?"

"She did."

"And did you follow her advice?"

"I did."

"So you made the sauce to her standards?"

"Objection," Doris said. "That's hearsay, Your Honor. Ms. Spencer's standards have never been discussed."

"Fine," Clarissa said annoyed. "I withdraw the question. Mrs. Spencer, would you say..." Clarissa thought for a moment, "Ms. Spencer prefers her spaghetti cooked a particular way?"

"Objection again!" Doris shouted. "More hearsay."

Clarissa smiled and turned to Doris. "Will you give me a break?"

"Heck, no!" Doris laughed. "I've never given a Marler a break in court and I'm not gonna start now!"

Clarissa looked to her mom who just gave her an 'you're on your own' shrug and grinned at Doris.

"Fine," Clarissa sighed again, although she still grinned. "Mrs. Spencer... How do you prepare your spaghetti?"

Clarissa gave Doris a mock glare, as if daring her to object and Blake smiled at her daughter and Doris's antics. Doris herself had to laugh. She put her hands up and shook her head as she smiled.

"That's a legitimate question," Doris said and motioned for Natalia to go on.

"Well, it depends," Natalia answered Clarissa. "On the weekends, I usually slow cook the sauce and use my own ingredients like homemade canned tomatoes, garlic, onion powder, Italian herbs and so on. During the week, or when I'm busy like this weekend, I use canned spaghetti sauce and then try to add my own spices to it, as I did tonight."

"What are the usual results?"

"Everyone LOVES it."

"Was tonight usual in that way?"

Doris grumbled a little, but let that go as Natalia said, "Yes, everyone at the table complimented me for the meal and two guests had seconds."

"No further questions. Right to recall," Clarissa said as she took her seat.

Doris strolled up to Natalia.

"You said Ms. Spencer told you to add more spice, correct?"

"Yes."

"Do you have a witness that saw you add it?" Doris asked.

"Are you insinuating I lied?" Natalia asked.

"Just answer the question please, Mrs. Spencer," Doris said in a snotty tone.

"What a biiii... bigggg pain you are!" Natalia censoring herself.

"Permission to treat Mrs. Spencer as a hostile witness, Your Honor!" Doris shouted.

"Objection!" Clarissa said rising from her chair. "My witness is being badgered by the prosecution!"

"Order!" Emma said as she banged her gavel a few times. "Ma, answer the question, please."

"No, no one saw me put in the spice!" Natalia spat. "But Ms. Spencer already said-."

"And did you put oil in the water for the noodles?" Doris asked, cutting her off.

Natalia sat silent.

"We're waiting Mrs. Spencer," Doris prodded.

"Yes!"

"So you admit that no one saw you physically follow your chef-slash-wife's instructions AND you admit to using oil in the water, correct?"

Olivia giggled to Chessie as she picked spaghetti out of her daughter's hair. "Your Ma and Auntie D are funny."

"Yes and yes!" Natalia said.

"Prosecution rests, Your Honor."

"Defense rests too, Your Honor," Clarissa said.

Doris whispered to Emma.

"Would the prosecution like to start their closing argument?" Emma asked.

"We would, Your Honor... If you ask us, this case is open and shut. Was this meal edible? Yes. But that's not what's on trial here. We were asked if this meal was delicious. The answer is no. Even by the witnesses own testimony, the sauce wasn't prepared in the best way possible and the noodles had one destructive element... oil. She used oil," Doris said with such conviction as she pointing her finger at Natalia.

Natalia sulked and said, "She makes me sound like a murderer."

Even Clarissa and Blake had to smile.

Doris ignored her and went on. "When she, Mrs. Spencer, did that the sauce didn't become part of the noodles and it slid off. She could have used some salt and stirred the noodles often to prevent sticking while cooking but she did not! So again, this dinner could be consumed, yes, but it wasn't the delight the defense will try to make you believe...I rest my case, Your Honor."

Natalia continued to sulk between Olivia and Blake who both tried to reassure her. Doris turned around in her chair to them, "I'm just kidding; dinner was great," she whispered to Natalia, just to cover her hide a bit more.

"Natalia Spencer made a meal her family and friends have loved on countless occasions," Clarissa said as she strolled around the living room confidently. "She took the advice of a chef – a chef! - And she cooked her noodles as she had many times before, much to the love of all those who ate them. To say that this meal was not delicious is a travesty and quite frankly, subjective. Everyone loved it, from oldest to youngest," she pointed to Chessie who was covered in spaghetti happily still chewing away. "The prosecutor herself had seconds. I ask, if the meal was so terrible as she claims, would that have happened? The answer is no. It would not. And honestly, if you say that this meal wasn't delicious, then you seriously might need to have your taste buds checked... I rest my case."

Blake and Natalia both gave Clarissa a round of applause.

"Judge Emma," Olivia called out. "What's your decision?"

Emma looked at both Doris and Clarissa.

"I'm not gettin' in trouble with Ma. Clarissa wins!"

The room broke out into a host of different noises – some cheers, some groans, some claps.

Blake smiled from ear to ear as she watched Doris extend her hand to Clarissa.

"Congratulations, Ms. Marler," Doris said sincerely.

Clarissa shook the extended hand. "No hard feelings, Ms. Wolfe? Even if the judge was bias and the case was stacked against you?"

Doris smiled. "Not at all. You might not like the decision, but you should always respect the process and the people who righteously uphold it."

Clarissa smiled and tightened her hold on Doris's hand and gave it another shake.

Blake positively beamed as she watched the two of them together.

Chapter 59

After the group finished their celebratory chocolate cake desert, Blake and Clarissa donned their coats. Olivia ordered Emma upstairs for her bath, which she did begrudgingly.

"Here you go," Blake said as she handed Clarissa the car keys. "Did you bring your learner's permit tonight?"

"Yeah. Are you letting me drive in the dark?"

"If you can battle Doris Wolfe, you can drive in the dark. Besides, ya gotta start sometime," her mother answered. "Go ahead and hop in. Adjust the seat and mirrors. I'll meet you out there in a few."

Clarissa nodded thankfully to her mom and then turned to Olivia and Natalia.

"Thanks for dinner," she said. "Despite what Doris said, it was great," she teased.

"Hey," Doris moaned and then giggled.

"You're quite welcome," Natalia answered with a warm smile for Clarissa.

Clarissa turned to Doris. "And thanks for not taking it easy on me," she said.

"You know," Doris began as she adjusted Clarissa's scarf and coat. "Lots of people take pride in their children who really shouldn't. Your moms' pride in you though isn't misplaced at all. You've got raw talent that can become great potential if you decide to become a litigator." She offered her hand again. "Well done, Councilor."

"You're not just saying that?"

"No, I'm not," Doris said sincerely.

Clarissa giggled bashfully and took the offered hand, giving it a final shake.

"Thanks," she said as she blushed and went outside, but not before giving everyone else a wave again.

"She's an exceptional young lady," Doris complimented Blake after Clarissa crossed the threshold and closed the door. "I mean it. You have every right to be proud of her and yourself for raising her."

"What you did tonight..." Blake said with a teary quality in her voice.

"It was nothing," Doris said.

"It was not nothing," Blake said firmly. "She came here depressed because of her canceled plans and now she's leaving happy with a stronger sense of herself because of you. Taking an interest in Clarissa; doing this trial thing tonight... Don't say it's not nothing."

Doris smiled nervously. "You keep it up and you're going to make me blush like your daughter just did."

Blake took a step closer. She raised her head to come as close to eye level with Doris as she could. She smiled softly and looked directly into Doris's eyes.

"You have the bluest eyes I've ever seen," Blake said sounding mesmerized.

"Blake..." Doris said nervously as she tried to look away.

Blake made Doris refocus by tenderly gripping her chin. She then took great interest in studying her lips. For her part, Doris appeared frozen, unable to move. Before the mayor could shift away, Blake's lips descended upon Doris. It wasn't a quick movement or a jarring one, but it was still filled with determination and purpose.

Doris's first reaction was to move away, but almost as instantly, she knew this might be it - her only chance to feel Blake kissing her. So, she relaxed against Blake's seeking lips and the tongue that began to tease her upper lip. Doris opened slightly wider, but it was all the invitation and inspiration that Blake needed to deepen the kiss.

The mayor felt Blake's hand slid to her throat and then make it's way to rest at her neck as she cupped her face just under her jaw line. Doris's hands and fingers gripped Blake's hips hesitantly, almost in fear; as if she might vanish if she touched her. Once she realized Blake didn't disappear though, Doris tightened her hold.

At the other side of the kitchen, Olivia and Natalia watched the display speechless, jaws dropped. As the seconds progressed, their shocked expressions turned into smiles.

Doris moaned softly when she realized that kissing Blake was everything she expected. Her lips were soft, plush; moist. She matched her stroke for stroke rather than fighting for dominance. Much like they had done when dancing, they moved in time with each other in graceful movements that only heightened the growing passion.

No, Doris realized after a few moments that kissing Blake wasn't everything she expected... it was much more. It scared her because it was something more than passion alone. She felt a connection; something that had eluded her for decades. But she also realized something else, this feeling... this love... it was something she couldn't take or steal... Blake's love had to be something that was given to her... freely and without entanglements. Right now, that just wasn't possible and the truth was, it might never be a reality. Reluctantly, and with a heavy heart, Doris pulled away slowly, ending the kiss.

"You WILL be at Thanksgiving dinner with Ashlee," Blake said with playful yet authoritative tone.

She licked her own lips, as if savoring the taste of Doris, while she let her thumb affectionately and lazily glide against Doris's lips that she'd just thoroughly kissed.

Doris was still speechless as Blake waved a casually goodbye to Olivia and Natalia, who were equally shocked and speechless, but otherwise pleased.

Olivia was the first to break from her dazed yet happy stare when she heard the second backdoor close in the kitchen.

"Doris?" Olivia said as she walked over to her.

Getting no response, she stood in front of her and watched for a moment.

"I think she's catatonic," she told Natalia. Olivia began to snap her fingers in front of Doris's face until the mayor jumped.

"Did I just imaging...?" Doris mumbled.

"Noooo!" Natalia said excited. Olivia chuckled at Natalia "See?! I told you two! There was a reason everyone ended up here tonight. There's a reason Clarissa's plans got cancel. God is at work!"

"How do you figure?" Olivia asked.

"Blake had to see how Doris fit with Clarissa. And they fit great! And now Blake knows that! I'm telling you, it's God's will."

"And it's not just fortuitous chance? Olivia asked.

"Absolutely not!"

Olivia and Natalia noticed that Doris still hadn't said anything or moved.

"Are you okay?" Olivia asked Doris.

"Can you help me to a chair before I fall over?"

Doris stumbled a bit, but Olivia managed lead her to the nearest chair.

Olivia smiled. "What are you going to do?"

The mayor looked up at her friend.

"I have no idea."

Chapter 60

"Doris is a lesbian you know."

Clarissa was driving while Blake sat in the passenger seat. The new driver didn't take her eyes off the road.

"Annnddd...?" the teen said to the statement that seemed to come out of nowhere in the silence of the car.

Blake grinned. "That's one of the things I love about your generation," she said proudly. "When I was your age-."

"Please, Mom. Not a 'when I was your age' story," Clarissa teased.

Blake chuckled. "I was going to say when I was your age, if people talked about someone being gay, the reaction was... disbelief or disgust or often both. Today, I say something like that and your reaction is more like, 'So what?'"

"Well, yeah. What difference does it make? It's about how she treats others; not who she loves."

"So, what do you think of her?" Blake asked tentatively.

"I think she's cool," Clarissa said with a smile, which Blake then mimicked. "Even when she was telling me what I should do – about not maybe being a lawyer – she didn't come off all high and mighty about it. That's a nice change from...what some people usually say... It's just nice is all."

Blake knew who 'some people' were.

"Frank cares about what's best for you and your future," she said.

"Well, sometimes he acts like a know–it-all."

"Clarissa."

"Sorry, but it's true. I really like the idea of being an attorney, but he doesn't seem to listen to what I think. Doris though, she actually wanted to see how I'd do and talked about the different types of law to practice, so that was a nice change of pace."

Blake considered what her daughter said.

"Frank can be a great father figure," Blake began, "...which, honestly, is something I regret not being able to give you all these years. He'll provide that on a daily basis."

Clarissa shrugged. "Emma doesn't have that – a dad figure 24/7 – and she seems just fine."

"She still has Phillip," Blake pointed out.

"Only since last year," Clarissa countered. "For the past 3 years or so she's had two moms and she seems no worse for wear... Mom, you're not a secret homophobe, are you?"

"What?! No!" Blake laughed. "My best friends are gay for crying out loud."

"Fair enough," Clarissa said, "It just seems like all this talk about having a dad around means more than having parents who care, regardless of what 'parts' they have."

"Do you feel you've lacked something since it's just been the two of us for so long? I feel bad that there're no men in your life. Heck, you never see your older brothers except for holidays and... that's my fault, I guess. They'd rather live at boarding school than here, I suppose."

"That's not true. They've always liked their independence, regardless of you," Clarissa replied. "Me? I like being with you and I did have a dad, but he's gone. Still, that doesn't mean you need to find a 'daddy' to replace him." Clarissa giggled slightly. "To tell the truth Mom, and don't get me wrong since he's a nice guy overall, but I'd pick Doris over Frank if you really want me to have another parent," Clarissa giggled.

Blake snorted. "Why?"

"Well, when it comes to a connection to dad, she'd be perfect."

"Why do you say that?" Blake sounded nervously.

"Aside from being the D.A. and mayor like dad, she knew dad. I'm sure she has stories about him, probably things that you might not have heard because they worked together, right?"

"Yes, Doris was the assistant D.A. for awhile."

"Right. So if I ever wanted to get closer to Dad having Frank as a quote-unquote replacement wouldn't be nearly as meaningful as hearing stories from Doris about him – about Dad, I mean."

"I know what you meant, Honey," Blake said warmly.

"Plus, when I talk, she actually listens to what I'm saying. You know what I mean? With some people, you can talk and you know that they aren't hearing a word you say. They're thinking about what THEY'RE going to say next. Frank does that A LOT. Maybe it's because of her job as a politician – like she has to listen to what people are saying, or at least act convincingly that she's listening... I don't think it's an act though because she asks follow up questions to what someone says, and not just at the fake trial. She did it too when we were all eating cake."

"You're quite observant," Blake complimented.

"That's funny. Doris said the same thing to me tonight. Just one more reason to be a lawyer, I guess."

A silence passed between them as Clarissa drove on. Blake realized that Clarissa had a fun time, but she didn't realize it was quite so meaningful for the girl. She also realized that if she did call off the wedding, Clarissa didn't seem like she'd be too broken up about it.

"You know," Clarissa said, pulling Blake from her thoughts, "I'd like to do that again."

"What?"

"Have dinner with Doris and the Spencers. We could do another courtroom debate. Ooh!" She spared glances to her mom as she spoke. "Maybe we pick an Emmy award winning T.V. show to defend or prosecute on the merits of whether it actually deserves its accolades? Something like 'The Simpsons'. What do you think? Do you think she'd do that?"

Blake chuckled at Clarissa's excitement. "Hey, focus on the road," she said.

"I don't know if we'd do 'The Simpsons' since she might not watch it, but we could always do another show we both watch. I think it'd be fun," Clarissa said with her eyes front again. "Do you think she would?"

"She plans to come to Thanksgiving; maybe you could ask her yourself," Blake offered.

Clarissa nodded and smiled as they drove on.

Chapter 61

"Hey, Marsha," Olivia greeted Doris's assistant. "Is the boss lady in?"

"Sorry Olivia," she replied. "She hasn't been in yet this week."

"Has she checked in at all?" Olivia asked in concern.

"Oh, yes. She's just been working from home or on the road. Would you like me to let her know that you're looking for her the next time she calls in?"

"No, thank you. I'll find her eventually," she said with a considerate smile.

Olivia left the Mayor's office and made her way to Company. When she walked in, she found Blake pouring coffee for the customers. After she finished, Olivia waved her over.

"Can I get you something?" Blake asked.

"Have you seen Doris?"

"I was going to ask you the same thing. I've tried to call her, but it goes right to voicemail. I thought she was just avoiding me, but you haven't heard from her either? "

"No, not since the spaghetti dinner," Olivia answered.

"Has anyone seen her?"

"Her assistant said she's called in so she's okay I'm sure."

Blake gave a relieved nod and then asked. "Did she say anything after I left the other night?"

"You mean about..." Olivia didn't finish the sentence. She looked over Blake's shoulder to see if anyone might be eavesdropping on their conversation.

Blake just nodded again.

"Honestly, she looked pretty shell-shocked," Olivia admitted.

"Is that good or bad?"

"I don't know. Like I said, she hasn't talked to me since that night."

"Do you think that something has happened to her?" Blake asked in concern. "Maybe she's being held against her will or something? Like the kidnappers are letting her call into work so they don't arouse suspicion. This is Springfield. Anything's possible."

"No, she spoke to Natalia yesterday. I guess her and Ashlee are still planning on coming to Thanksgiving because she asked Natalia if they could switch dishes. Doris swears that she can cook, but she can't bake. So she wants Natalia to handle the pumpkin pies while she does the green bean casserole."

"What else did Doris say?"

"That was that. Natalia tried to ask how she was, but Doris just sidestepped the question and said she was busy; then hung up."

Blake began to look disappointed. "Maybe she thinks..." Blake looked over her shoulder and then turned back to Olivia and whispered, "... I'm horrible kisser."

"Yeah. I don't think that's her issue," Olivia said with a touch of sarcasm. "She almost fell over after you left. That's not the sign of a bad kisser."

"Why does it seems like she's avoiding everybody right now then?"

Olivia got a determined look on her face. "Well, she's not avoiding me. I'm going to find her and see what the hell is going on."

"Will you tell me?"

Olivia looked reluctant. "Maybe. I don't want to break confidences with Doris, but I'll try not to keep you in the dark either. That's the best I can promise."

"I'll take what I can get."

Olivia nodded and then turned to go, but Blake called out stopping her.

"Olivia? If you do find her, will you tell her…?" Blake seemed hung up on what exactly she could say. "Tell her I'm worried about her and I apologize if I wronged her in anyway."

Olivia closed the distance between them and whispered, "Are you still going to marry Frank?"

"I honestly don't know."

Olivia pinched the bridge of her nose in frustration.

"Look," Blake continued, "I just want to get through Thanksgiving at Marina's and Shane's. I'll figure out my next move after that's over."

Olivia wore an annoyed smile and shook her head. She muttered, "No wonder she's hiding."

"This isn't easy and you act as if I should have everything figured out," she ranted in a heated whisper. "How long were you in love with Natalia before you had the guts to say anything? Months; years maybe? How soon were you ready for the stares and the whispers and the snide comments, and maybe even the violence that might happen? Were you ready overnight?"

Olivia looked to the back kitchen. She then took Blake roughly by the hand and led her out the door.

"Do you love her?" Olivia asked once the door was closed. "Or are you just playing games?"

"I'm not playing games," Blake insisted. "But you can't tell me that you don't realize what a huge leap this is for me! Doris has had years, decades, of being attracted to women. She knows who she is. But for me, it feels like I'm just starting to learn who I might be." Blake began to tear up. "Maybe you're so brave that you never get scared. Maybe the thought of loving Natalia didn't cause the least bit of fear. So you can call me a coward if you want, Olivia. But right now, I feel completely trapped and I have no idea how to move. No matter which way I turn I'm gonna hurt someone who's wonderful." Blake threw her arms up in the air. "You don't get it, so you know what? Don't say anything to Doris for me. If she comes to Thanksgiving dinner, I'll talk to her then."

Blake turned around to walk back inside.

"Even with Frank there in the house?" Olivia challenged.

Blake paused in her steps, but she didn't turn around to face Olivia.

"Yes, even with Frank there," she said firmly.

Blake went back inside and Olivia stomped away in search of Doris.

TBC

Chapter 62

Olivia slammed her purse atop the bar at The Beacon. The bartender walked over and recognized she had long day.

"Have you seen my wife around here?" Olivia asked him.

"No, Ms. Spencer."

"Good. Then set me up with extra olives and little bit dirty."

He grinned. "Comin' right up." He went to work on the martini. "If you don't mind me saying," he added, "you seem a bit... exasperated."

"I can't seem to find our illustrious Mayor anywhere in town and she's not picking up her phone. I've been to her house. I've been to her office. I've been to Company. I've been to Towers," Olivia rattled on. The bartender began to smile. "You find this funny?" Olivia asked in a voice that reeked of his termination.

"Ma'am?" he began as he poured her martini in a glass. "Have you checked The Beacon?"

He dropped in her extra olives and winked. Then he motioned over to one of the high booths in the back. Olivia couldn't see the woman's body or face, but she recognized the long shapely legs.

"Rather than run around town, next time I'll just call you," Olivia joked before she walked over to the booth with her drink.

She stood for a moment and then motioned to the seat across from Doris.

"Mind if I sit down? My feet are tried from walking all over this town looking for you."

In front of Doris was a tulip-type glass of scotch, neat. She raised it and motioned to Olivia. "Knock yourself out, Spencer."

"Natalia said you called. So you don't bake, huh?" Olivia started casually.

"Nope."

There was a brief pause. "I've been calling you."

Doris held up her glass. "I've been running."

Olivia snorted. "An honest politician. Who'da thought that?" She nodded to Doris's glass. "How many of those have you had?"

"This is number two since noon. And still pretty filled I might add."

"And how many before noon?"

"None."

"Really?"

"Really. I promised you and Natalia I wouldn't get drunk over her so I've been sitting here, nursing this fantastic scotch, which is waaaay better than what Towers serves."

"Thank you."

"And much more expensive," Doris muttered.

"Gotta pay for quality," Olivia quipped. She picked up Doris's glass and sniffed it. She took a sip, tasted it and then swallowed. "He gave you the good stuff. That's good."

"I did ask for the tip top of the top shelf. Would you have him out on his ear if he didn't?"

"Again, when you pay for quality, you should expect it."

After another small silence Olivia asked, "Are we going to talk about the elephant in the room?"

"I told you. I haven't drunk that much. There are no elephants here," Doris teased.

"I didn't say pink elephants," Olivia countered. She cleared her throat and said, "She's been trying to call you. She says it goes to voicemail."

Doris took a small sip, tasting the whiskey before swallowing. "I wouldn't know what to say."

Olivia shrugged. "For starters? Leave Frank and come with me?"

"Is that what you told Natalia way back when?"

"This isn't about me."

"Do as I say, not as I do?"

"Damn it, Doris," Olivia sighed.

"Why didn't you stop Natalia's wedding to Frank?" Doris asked leaning over the table in a hushed voice. "I gave you every opportunity to step up that day and you didn't, so tell me why?"

"We're talking about you."

"I know we are. And the same reason I can't tell her to leave Frank is the same reason you couldn't say the same thing to Natalia! And you know damn well what I mean!"

Olivia didn't reply. Instead, she took a sip of her martini.

"Shit, this is good."

"Way to be evasive," Doris sighed.

"Sorry," Olivia replied. "Look, I know I suck at giving advice, especially at love when you look at my history of train wrecks. But with Natalia, I got it right because I did the opposite of everything I did in my past. If you ask me Doris, you're doing the same thing with Blake you've done with other women over the years."

"I didn't ask you," Doris countered. "So just leave me the hell alone, okay?"

"Fine," Olivia sighed. "But if you didn't want me to find you, why are you in my hotel?"

"Because I figured 'under your nose' would be the last place you would look. And I was right... if not for the big mouth bartender, you wouldn't have seen me here."

"So I should just walk away and not care about you then?"

"Right now, that would be a welcome relief."

Olivia looked emotionally wounded and got up from the table.

As Olivia reached for her glass, Doris try to diplomatically say, "You can't fix this, Liv."

"I'm not trying to hurt you or make your life more difficult. Honest, I'm not. I'm just trying to help; be a friend. But apparently I suck at that so I'll finish my drink at the bar...See you at the Coopers in two days."

Olivia walked to the bar with her martini while Doris stayed in her booth, swirling her scotch.

Chapter 63

"I give up," Olivia said as she came through the door looking worn out and defeated.

"So I shouldn't ask how your day went?" Natalia asked as she stirred the pumpkin pie mixture in the kitchen.

Olivia dropped her briefcase on the nearby chair and kicked off her heels.

"Just kiss me and tell me you love me."

"Awwww." Natalia put down her bowl and wiped her hand with her dishtowel. She kissed Olivia on the lips and then nuzzled into her neck. "I love you... Rough day at The Beacon? I'd say yes since you smell like gin and olives."

"Please don't yell at me about the drink. I don't need another woman mad at me today."

"Uh oh," Natalia said as she pulled away. "What happened?"

Olivia took a seat on the edge of the kitchen table. "Our bestest friends in the whole wide world are indecisive pig heads," she pouted.

Natalia had to grin at how child-like her wife sounded. Olivia even kicked her legs back and forth like Emma does from time to time when she's upset.

"So which one is it today?" she asked with a sympathetic expression.

"Oh, not one. Both. I managed to piss both of them off today," Olivia sighed as she moved from the table and took a seat the nearby chair.

"How'd you manage that?" Natalia asked as she went back to her pie baking.

"Well, I went looking for Doris since she no longer talks to us."

"You."

"What?"

"Doris talks to me. That's why I'm making pie." Natalia grinned.

"Fine. She no longer talks to me... Anyway, I went to Company thinking MAYBE she was there, but all I found was Blake reading me the riot act for not remembering what it's like to fall for a girl. Hello? I live with you, don't I?"

"Is this where I just nod my head and keep my comments to myself?"

"Yes... For the moment...Anywaaaaay, after finding Doris nowhere, I went to the Beacon to unwind. And as luck would have it, guess who's there at MY bar? Doris!"

"Oh, no. She was getting drunk again?"

"No. Just in a booth... alone... having deep thoughts; none of which she wanted to share with me since she said, and I quote, get the fuck away from me."

"She said that?!"

"Well, no. It was more like my departure from her booth of sorrow would be a welcome relief. She said, I can't fix this... And she made me sad for not letting me help," Olivia pouted again.

Natalia walked over and pulled Olivia's head to her chest. Then she kissed her on the top of the head.

"Maybe she's right, Sweetie."

"Not you too," Olivia sighed.

"No, hear me out. This is something they have to do at their own pace. We can't push it. We can help, we can encourage, we can be sympathetic. But we can't force them to do anything." Olivia began to open her mouth and Natalia added, "Even if it is in their best interest."

Olivia deflated and blew out a breath.

"Doris is hurt," Olivia said. "Blake's scared... And it's got me thinking."

"What?"

"Please don't ever leave me. I don't want to be single again."

"Keep your nose clean, and the martini's at a minimum, and you won't have to worry," Natalia replied as she raised Olivia's head and leaned down for another kiss.

Natalia went back to her baking and Olivia got up and followed, wrapping her arms around Natalia's stomach.

"You're being clingy tonight," Natalia giggled. "Literally."

"Is that a complaint?"

"No, I love your arms around me," Natalia replied.

"Truth is, I just want pie." Olivia smirked.

"These are for Thanksgiving," Natalia warned her.

"I said I want pie. I didn't say what kind," Olivia chuckled as her hands slid down to Natalia's center.

"Oh, so you want my pie," the brunette laughed.

"Your pie is the best," Olivia complimented with a sexy lean to her voice.

Natalia laughed and turned in her wife's arms. Then she got a mischievous look.

"You know... Chessie IS napping and Emma won't be home from Philip's until late."

"Say no more," Olivia said.

With lightening speed, she took the pumpkin batter and put it in the refrigerator. Then she took a giggling Natalia by the hand and swiftly pulled her toward their bedroom.

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"Knock, knock," Ashlee said as she peeked her head into her mom's office door.

It was the next day and Doris braved coming into work. She looked up and smiled before making her way around her desk to meet her daughter.

"You made it!" Doris said as she opened her arms.

"Of course, I did!" Ashlee said as they hugged. "Getting out of California and dealing with everyone at the airport was hell, but it's good to be home, even if it's just a few days." Doris pulled back and admired Ashlee. "What?" the young woman said, feeling she was under scrutiny.

"You're making me feel old," Doris chuckled.

"I didn't say anything."

"You look so... adult. Tall, tan, fit. You're not a girl anymore."

Ashlee grinned. "Oookay, you saw me last month, Mom."

"True, but you look even more mature."

Ashlee grinned. "I'll take that as a compliment."

"It was intended as such."

Ashlee pointed at the desk. "I didn't mean to bother you," she said.

"You're not a bother, Ashlee."

"Well, I just wanted to let you know we made it in. I was going to swing over to Company and have lunch with Daisy. You're welcome to come too."

Doris looked really hesitant. "Yeah, no, I mean I can't. Tell them I'll see them tomorrow for Thanksgiving, okay? I-I do have some work to do before the long weekend tomorrow. So you go ahead and I'll see you tonight at home, okay?"

Ashlee knew something was amiss, beyond the fact her mother said 'okay' several times. Last time she saw her mom this rattled was when she came out. But she couldn't place what was wrong now. She only knew something wasn't right.

"Okay, well, if you change your mind, you know where I'll be."

Doris nodded and pulled Ashlee into another hug. "I'll see you tonight, Sweetie."

Several minutes later, Ashlee arrived at Company to see Daisy talking with the Coopers and Blake. Once she crossed the threshold, they all welcomed her with open arms.

"Okay, who's the lucky fella?" Buzz asked.

"Lucky fella?" Ashlee asked.

"You can't tell me a beautiful girl like you doesn't have a boyfriend yet."

"Maybe it's not a boyfriend," Blake said. "Apple not falling far from the tree and all that."

Ashlee laughed. "No boyfriend. No girlfriend," she said. "Right now, it's just lots of studying, but I might have more time next semester."

"How's your Mom?" Blake asked. "It's been a few days since she's been in here."

In truth, Blake still hadn't seen or heard from Doris since the kiss at the farmhouse. Based on her conversation with Olivia the day before, Doris seemed to be avoiding Olivia and Natalia too. Of course, they might have seen the mayor and they were just staying tightlipped. Either way, Doris seemed to be in exile. Although it had only been a few days, to Blake it felt like forever.

Ashlee heard something in Blake's voice that sounded... amiss, much like her mom's expression when she asked about coming to Company. She was certain the two were related, but she wasn't sure how. Then it hit her... Maybe Blake was lying. Maybe she HAD seen Doris, in secret. Maybe the two of them were having an affair behind Frank's back. 'After all, it was Blake's idea to dress Mom up as a sexy nurse for Halloween,' she thought.

"She's, uh, good," Ashlee replied. "...What about you? Still getting hitched next month?"

Blake nodded. "Yeah, that's the plan," she said with seemed a bit like a nervous chuckle. "You should have invited her here to lunch."

"I did actually, but she had to finish some work. I'm going to see her tonight at the house."

"You're both still coming to Thanksgiving dinner tomorrow at Marina and Shane's, right?" Blake asked.

"Yeah! Of course! We wouldn't miss it," Ashlee said.

Ashlee bellied up to the bar for lunch with her best friend and her family, but silently Ashlee couldn't wait to get home to find out just what the heck was going on with her mother and the soon-to-be Mrs. Cooper.

Chapter 65

"Remember how you promised you'd be open and honest with me about your life?" Ashlee asked as she and Doris sat picking at their dinner.

"Yes."

"Will you keep that promise?"

Doris put her fork down. "What do you want to know?"

"I'm not sure... Is there something, ANYTHING, happening between you and Blake?"

"Why do you ask?"

"Do you have to be evasive?" Ashlee sighed.

"I'm not being evasive," Doris replied. "I'm just curious why you're... curious."

"I mentioned going to Company and you turn deathly white. Then you start doing that 'okay' thing you do whenever you're real nervous."

"I don't have an 'okay' thing," Doris snorted.

"Yes you do. You end every sentence with a question and use the word 'okay'."

"Yes, I might get nervous from time to time. I'll give you that, but that doesn't mean I'm hiding anything, okay? Shit. That doesn't count."

Ashlee giggled. "Moving on," she said dryly. "After talking to you this afternoon, I get to Company and Blake spent our first few minutes asking about you..."

"What's your point, Dear?"

"Did you... sleep with Blake?"

"No," Doris replied. "Next question."

"Mom, you're not on trial," Ashlee told her. "Look, I'm not going to force this conversation. I was just hoping that we'd actually talk about our lives. But if you still have trouble letting me in then-."

"She kissed me the last time I saw her at Liv and Natalia's. That's it. End of story."

"No. Not End of Story... When?"

"This past weekend."

Ashlee opened her mouth in surprise and then said, "She's engaged."

"True, and I'm feeling a bit nervous about seeing her tomorrow. I haven't seen her or spoken to her since it happened."

"I'm, I'm not sure what to say, Mom... Do you... Is she... Do you want to be a couple?"

"No," Doris answered. "She's still engaged to Frank."

"Why is she engaged to Frank and kissing you?"

"Good question. I have no idea," Doris replied. "Well, I have some idea, at least when it comes to the kissing part. She and I... we've gotten closer."

Ashlee giggled. "How close?"

"Oh, get your mind out of the gutter," Doris said. "It was one kiss... and some dancing... and I played with her hand at the bar when I was drunk... Oh, and I pinned her against Olivia's car outside of Company after the Halloween party...Yeah...I think that's all."

"That's all?" she said incredulously. "Did anyone see you?"

"Most of the town," Doris replied wryly.

"Mom!"

"So we danced at the Thanksgiving Ball and I read her palm, big deal?"

"You can read palms?"

Doris nodded. "I learned it in college. Great way to touch pretty girls hands and find out who might be interested in you."

"Mom!" Ashlee laughed.

"It's true," Doris chuckled along.

"Well, did anyone see the car grinding?"

"The car grinding and the kiss? Only Olivia and Natalia saw that."

Ashlee absorbed the information for a moment. "Do you love her?"

Doris considered the question.

"It doesn't matter," she said in a neutral tone as she stood up and took her plate to the kitchen.

Ashlee followed along. "Of course it matters."

"She has ever intention of marrying Frank."

"Does she love you?"

"I don't know."

"Really?"

"Really. I don't know. I... I know she's attracted to me, but... I don't think she's brave enough to love me or... maybe she thinks I'm not worth the risk of loving."

"Mom," Ashlee said sympathetically. "You are worth it."

"It's a big change to her life and she's sure to hear about it. Not only am I a woman, I'm a carbon copy of her dead husband."

"You're not Ross Marler."

"Maybe, but for all I know our similarities might be why she's attracted to me – I remind her of him in many ways – and maybe that's another reason she's scared. She's worried the town will see her trying to replace me with Ross and honestly... sometimes I wonder that myself."

"And maybe you're making too much of it all and she just needs time."

Doris looked at her watch. "How much? Because she's due to be wed in about two weeks."

"Perhaps she should postpone the wedding?"

"That's a good point, which our friends have mentioned, but even if she did, like I said, I don't think she's brave enough to love me openly. And I spent too many years in the closet to go back to hiding. So yes, she might love me... she just doesn't love me enough you could say... How's that for honesty?" Doris smiled sadly.

"Oh, mom," Ashlee said again and brought her into a hug. "If that's really true, it's her loss. I mean really? You or Frank and she picks Frank?"

"He's a good guy – a bit of a stiff, but he's dependable... like a basset hound," Doris said. "And truthfully, I'd make a play to steal Blake away from him if he was an abusive prick, but he's not."

"He is pushy though."

"Prick and pushy aren't the same thing."

"Not exactly. I remember when he tried to give me advice about Coop, since he was his brother, although I didn't ask his opinion. Maybe Blake doesn't want to get married, but she's not sure how to say no since she's this close to the altar and, like I said, Frank can be a steamroller."

"Even if that's true, I don't want to be the excuse she uses to tell him no... If she leaves, it has to be for 'her' and not about me. Does that make sense?"

"Not really," Ashlee said. "What difference does it make why she leaves if she's with you in the end?"

"It would matter to me," Doris answered. "Is there anything else?"

"You really haven't talked to her about the kiss since it happened?"

"Nope."

Ashlee grinned and nodded. "Tomorrow might get pretty darn interesting then."

"And that's why we're arriving late, eating dinner and then getting the hell outta Dodge, agreed?"

"Mom!"

"Agree or I won't go."

"Fine!" Ashlee sighed.

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"You came," Blake said happily as she opened the door.

On the other side of the threshold stood Ashlee, who was holding the large casserole dish, and Doris, who almost seemed to be holding her breath.

Doris put on a grin. "I was ordered by three beautiful women to be here," she replied playfully. "How could I resist?"

Ashlee smiled and turned away. It humored her. She's never seen her mother flirt with a woman before. In fact, she'd never seen her mother flirt with ANYONE before. When she turned back again, after regaining some composure, she watched Blake's eyes canvassing her mother from head to toe, with a sexy smirk on her lips. Obviously, based on Blake's reaction, her mother was more practiced in the art of seduction than she realized.

"Can we come in?" Doris finally asked.

"Oh, yes! Of course, I'm sorry," Blake said stepping aside and letting them in. "I was just... distracted. Come in!"

"I switched dishes with Natalia since I don't bake," Doris said.

"I know she told me when she handed me the pumpkin pies," Blake replied.

"They're here?" Doris asked.

Blake nodded. "I told Natalia I didn't mind since I know what a great cook you are."

Doris looked around and saw Shane talking to his mom and dad with Olivia and Natalia nearby. Frank was talking his daughter, dad and mother-in-law while the twins talked with their sister, Clarissa.

"Where should I put this?" Ashlee asked as she held up the dish slightly.

"Oh, I'll take it. Doris? Will you collect Ashlee's coat and follow me to the kitchen? I'll show you where to hang them."

Doris was no fool. She knew Blake was trying to get her alone. For what purpose, she didn't know. She might be mad for not returning her calls. She might try a seductive ploy if the look she got on the doorstep was any indication. Either way, Doris took her daughter's coat and followed nervously behind Blake, going deeper into the living room, still unsure what awaited her.

"Hey Doris; Ashlee!" Frank called out warmly and started over. "Glad to see you guys finally made it! We started to have our doubts."

Doris felt Olivia's stare from behind him and knew where her next stop would be. They hadn't spoken since Doris told her to go away and she knew the night would be awkward if they didn't try to clear the air.

As Frank continued toward Doris and Ashlee, the young woman told her mother in a soft voice, "Go on. I got this." She then gave Frank her full attention. "Long time, no see, Chief! It's been what? Three whole weeks?" she said, giving him a chuck on the shoulder. "I stopped by Company yesterday, but you were busy working."

The two began to chat with each other, which gave Blake and Doris enough time to retreat to the vacant kitchen.

"I called you," Blake began once they were alone. "I left voicemails, but..."

"I know," Doris said apologetically as she took off her coat and put it over one of the kitchen chairs. "I could lie and say I've been too busy, but the truth is... I didn't know what to say if I picked up."

"Well, if it helps, I'm not entirely sure what I would have said if you did," Blake confessed. "I, uh...I'm at a loss of what to say here now?"

"Well, say the first thing that comes to mind."

"You're a fantastic kisser," Blake blurted.

Doris blushed. "The feeling's mutual."

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Blake closed the distance between them, but Doris took a step back, almost hitting the swing kitchen door, so Blake stopped.

"I really want to talk to you. Alone," Blake said. "And not with the entire Cooper family on the other side of that door. Will you see me this weekend? I could make some excuse about Black Friday tomorrow and we could-."

Doris held up her hand. "That's how it starts, so no."

"What? I don't understand."

"Making excuses... seeing each other in secret... I spent years with women who wanted me in their bed, but not in their life. I can't Blake. As much as I love you, I can't."

Blake began to grin. "Y-You love me?"

"I wish you were a...free woman, but you're not." Doris released a heavy sigh and then shook her hands. "Let's just get through this dinner, okay? Let's not talk about it and just be two friends - two people with our families together enjoying the holiday, okay?" Doris began to giggle. "Ashlee's right, I do say 'okay'," she said to herself. She shook her head and turned her attention to Blake again. "I don't know how you feel about me... But this isn't the time or the place."

Blake put her hands in her pockets and looked insecure for a moment.

"What you see as... indecision... is more... fear... But it's not just me I'm worried about, you know?"

"What do you mean?"

"You have an election coming up. I've already ruined one election for someone I love. That's enough for one lifetime."

"You love me?"

Blake thought about it and said, "I love talking to you, laughing with you, fighting with you, kissing you..." Blake smiled. "Yeah, I do love you... But if I call things off, and I date you, what's going to happen when the voters go to the polls, huh? The female mayor dating the police chief's fiancée? How do you think Springfield is going to view you?"

"I don't care about that," Doris replied.

"Yes, you do," Blake said with great certainty.

Doris considered it. "Okay, I do care, but it doesn't mean as much as... other things."

"Like...?"

Doris sighed, "Again, this isn't the time or the place."

"And again, I offered to talk to you, but -."

"Fine. We'll have breakfast and go shopping tomorrow on the most ungodly of retail days. How's that?"

Blake smiled. "You mean it?" she asked hopefully. "No canceling on me? I don't want to be standing outside at Kohl's all by myself at 5 AM."

Doris grinned. "Okay, first, there will be no standing outside at 5 AM. Period...If you want, I don't know, a diamond tennis bracelet I'll buy you one. But not in the middle of a madhouse at 5 AM." Blake grinned too. "How about this? Breakfast at seven and then we'll see what's left on the shelves after that? Somewhere in between, we'll talk. Agreed?"

"Okay."

"But no lying to Frank," Doris whispered. "If he asks, you promise to tell him the truth. It's breakfast and shopping, okay? Because that's what it is - Nothing more. Nothing less."

Blake admired Doris silently for a moment.

"I really want to kiss you again," she whispered, taking a step closer.

This time, Doris didn't step back, so Blake moved even closer until they were only millimeters apart.

"Blake, please," Doris pleaded.

"Please what?" Blake whispered as she nuzzled her check against Doris as she gently took position of the mayor's hips. "Another kitchen; another kiss?"

Doris released a ragged sigh and closed her eyes. She let her hands slide around Blake's waist.

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Doris was captured in Blake's arms. She gripped the author firmly by the waist and then said, "No. I meant what I said... Just friends... Please."

Blake pulled back and looked at Doris's expression. The mayor didn't look aroused or scared, she looked... hurt. Blake slowly let her arms fall.

"I'm sorry," Blake said automatically.

Doris just nodded and then cleared her throat. She pointed to the coats. "Where should I put those?"

From out of nowhere, the door opened and smacked Doris in the shoulder.

"Ohhh God, I'm sorry, Doris," Frank said as he came into the kitchen. "Are you okay? I didn't expect anyone right there."

"Fine," Doris said with a grin. "I shouldn't be so close to the door. I was just on my way out."

"No, I should have opened it slower," Frank insisted.

"Relax, Frank. I won't sue," Doris teased. She then turned to Blake and said, "The coats?"

"Oh, don't worry. I'll put them on the hook back here," Blake said as she motioned to the entry room.

Doris nodded and made her way into the living room. She saw Olivia and Natalia talking to Reva, Josh and Shane.

From her nearby travel playpen, Francesca spotted Doris. She pulled herself to her feet as quickly as she could and tired to extend her arms upward to be picked up.

"Did your mean ole momma's lock you up, Sweetness?" Doris asked the baby.

"AwwnDee," Francesca said reaching up for Doris.

The mayor had begun to lean over the pen to collect her, but stopped in her movement and asked, "What did you just say?"

"AwwnDee," Francesca repeated.

By now, Natalia and Olivia heard and saw the exchange.

Natalia motioned and said, "I think she's saying Aunt D."

Doris smiled at the pair and then looked back at Francesca. "Are you saying Aunt D?"

Francesca raised her arms and squeezed her fists open and closed to signal she wanted Doris to pick her up. In an annoyed tone she said, "AwwnDee. Up!"

Doris had to chuckled, as did the Spencers and Lewis's who stood nearby.

"You have the patience of a Spencer, I see," Doris quipped as she reached down and brought the baby to her hip. "AwwnDee sprung you from the pen. Chessie happy now?"

At the word 'happy', Francesca put on a fake, cheesy looking smile and nodded her head insistently. Doris laughed and brought the baby up higher, giving her a big raspberry on the cheek which made the baby giggle.

"Oh, you're a sweetheart," Doris said as she moved closer to the nearby circle of friends.

"Hello, Doris," Josh said politely. "I was just saying how well Ashlee looks. It seems California agrees with her. She's a beautiful young lady."

"Thank you," Doris said. "You're all looking well yourselves," she said returning the compliment before focusing on Olivia for a moment. "Do you mind if I steal Liv away for a few?"

"Just bring her back in one piece," Natalia said. "She's a lot more fragile than she looks."

Reva and Josh chuckled slightly as Natalia grinned. Doris, however, knew exactly what Natalia was saying. Yes, Olivia could be a very fragile soul from time to time, especially when people she loved harmed her, intentional or unintentional... people like herself. In her own way, Natalia was warning the mayor not to hurt her again.

"I'll be careful," Doris said diplomatically.

Chapter 69

Once the two women were out of earshot, Doris said, "I'm very sorry for what I said at the Beacon." She was subconsciously swaying with Francesca who was quite content with the movement. "I know you were only trying to help and I know this will sound like an excuse, but... I'm not good at this... you know this..."

"No. I don't know."

"This being friends thing. I've never had many girlfriends. I mean friends who are girls."

"You were captain of your softball team... or was that a lie."

"No, I was. But when you're the leader, you have to be the boss. And when you're the boss, you can't always be one of the gang. I'm sure you know that from running the Beacon, don't you? Yes, employees might like you, but you'll never be a real part of the group... But who knows? Maybe you are and it's just me who feels like an outsider most of the time."

"No, I get it. You are treated differently when you're a leader. And I'm no expert on friendship either. I can count on one hand how many female friends I have, including Natalia."

"Likewise, so the last thing I want to do is alienate the one friend I like more than all the others... But I did this week... and I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry too."

"You didn't do anything."

"Well, according to my wife, I live in the moment. I don't look to the past too often. She's right, and one reason why is my past...well... it mostly sucks." They both snickered before Olivia continued. "So, I try to focus on the here and now, but by doing that, well, sometimes I forget what it's like to be in certain situations... Like yours... in love with a beautiful woman and unable to do anything about it. So I should have given you space or... sympathized more."

"Liv, you have no reason to be sorry. I was frustrated and hurt, but I shouldn't have been mean to you."

"True, but I'm pushy."

"You?" Doris said sarcastically and then grinned.

"Shocking, huh?" Olivia grinned too before looking serious. "Listen, Doris, if you specifically tell me 'Back off' I'll know that's my cue and I'll stop pushing. But just remember, I'm here if you need me. After all, you where there for me... even after I blackmailed you."

Doris grinned. "You're a tough woman to refuse. Although I've always been had a weakness for women with a great ass," she countered.

Olivia chuckled, "Were you checking me out?"

"Absolutely, I was in the closet then, not dead." They both chuckled. "Beside, Natalia did end her threat with that perky, 'Thank you for your time.' I swear you'd think I just gave her directions to the nearest gas station and not given into her extortion... Anyway, I had to help you guys."

Olivia giggled. "You love us."

"I do." Doris grinned. She kissed Olivia on the cheek and pulled her into a hug as she balanced Francesca with her other arm. The baby was momentarily smushed between them and started to fuss.

Doris pulled back and said, "I have a lot to be thankful for today, you included."

Olivia giggled and then said, "Ditto."

Doris chuckled. "You're so emotional," she added cynically.

"Hey, everyone," Marina said getting their attention. "Dinner is almost done so we'll be eating soon."

A little cheer went up in the house.

"Of course after dinner, you know what comes next?"

"Footballllllll!" Buzz yelled and tossed the ball he was holding over to Kevin Marler, who passed it to his twin brother, Jason.

"That's not all," Shane added, "After the traditional Cooper football game, I'm starting my own Thanksgiving ritual. We spit up into groups and – since I know she's a great drummer and guitarist – I'm picking Olivia for my band in our annual Rock Band competition on the X-box."

"What about me?" Marina complained while the crowd chattered among themselves.

"Sorry Baby," Shane said. "I gotta play to win. And I gotta say, Olivia knows how to handle the sticks."

"I didn't think sticks were her thing anymore," Reva quipped.

The group chuckled and went back to their conversations.

"It has been awhile," Olivia shot back to Reva with a grin before turning to her husband. "I might be a bit rusty. You wanna gimme a hand... or two, Joshua."

"Hey!" Natalia and Reva both spat, which made Olivia, Josh and Shane chuckle.

"I'm kidding," Olivia said. "Yours are the only one's I want," she said before kissing Natalia.

"Good answer." Natalia grinned. After a moment, she began to look confused. "Wait. When did Shane ever come over to play Rock Band?"

"Funny story," Shane began.

"Yes," Olivia said, grabbing his little finger. "A funny story, which, if he decides to tell, will end with his pinky getting broken. So let's just say we've played before and leave it at that."

"Ohhh," Doris said with a look of realization, "was that the night-."

"Zip it, Doris!" Olivia said.

"Okay, now I gotta know what you're hiding," Natalia said as she folded her arms across her chest.

Olivia sighed and hung her head.

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"It's not that big a deal," Olivia insisted. She could tell by the look on Natalia's face she might as well say it. "Fine. I showed up at his dad's office. End of story."

Shane laughed, "Yeah, I open the door and there she is on my dad's desk in a skimpy black dress and a bottle of half empty Jim Beam."

"What?" Josh and Reva both asked.

Shane nodded. "Yep. The sexy step-mom fantasy waiting for me right there."

"Oh, god," Olivia muttered as if she were in physical pain.

"When was this?" Natalia asked.

Olivia and Shane looked at each other and shrugged.

"A couple of years ago," he offered.

"Were we living together?" Natalia asked Olivia.

"Yeah." Suddenly, Natalia looked pissed and Olivia quickly added, "NO! We weren't, you know, together like... together. In fact, it was the day you told Frank you'd marry him... I tried to go back to the standard defense mechanisms – drugs and sex. Didn't work though," Olivia laughed.

Doris looked confused. "Wait, when did we hook up at lesbian ladies night then?" she asked.

Josh, Reva and Shane's eyebrows all went ups simultaneously.

"Noooo," Olivia said to the Lewis's. "I didn't go there to met her! I ran into her on accident!"

"And then you hooked up?" Reva chuckled.

"Poor choice of words," Doris said. "I meant I saw her there."

"Right! I never slept with Doris!"

"Geeee," Doris sighed. "Do you have to make the prospect of being with me sound so bleak?" she asked.

"Oh stop," Olivia replied quickly. "I just meant you and I never dated or anything else. And for the record, the night I met YOU was the night Frank proposed to her."

"Ahh," Doris remarked. "So Frank's actions often drive lesbians to drink. Is that what you're saying?"

Olivia chuckled. "I'm just gonna let that go."

Moments later, the gathering was seated in the dinning room getting ready for the feast.

"Let's all join hands," Buzz said from the head of the table.

Frank flanked Blake on one side and her son, Jason, sat on the other. Doris sat directly across from her with Ashlee on one side and Olivia on the other. The two women looked across the table at each other and smiled as Frank watched his father.

"Dear Lord," Buzz went on, "we'd like to thank you for all the blessings we've received in the past year. We appreciate being able to gather here together and we think of the people who, for whatever reason, can't be here today... Friendships have been strengthened. Love continues to grow and we're lucky our children and grandchildren are healthy and happy. So here's to a wonderful 2010 and an even better 2011! Amen and cheers!" he said holding up his glass. "Now dig in!"

A hurrah went around the table as people began to shuffle plates, bowls and silverware. In a short time, people began to eat, trying each other's dishes that they brought. Lots of ooh's and ahh's went around the table as people tried the different culinary delights. Soon people were in their own little groups talking.

"Doris?" Clarissa began getting her attention. "I had fun the other night at Natalia and Olivia's house."

"Me too," Doris replied with a sincere smile.

"Would you like to do it again sometime?" Clarissa asked hopefully. "I was telling my mom that maybe we could debate a TV show."

"How so?" Doris asked.

"I thought we pick an award-winning show, one that we both might've watched, with one of us saying they deserve the critical acclaim and the other challenging that."

Doris nodded. "That does sound fun actually. Any ideas on a show?"

"I was thinking maybe something like The Simpsons or The Daily Show? Do you watch either of those?"

"Yeah, I watch Colbert too."

"Cool!"

Frank looked confused. "What are you talking about?"

"Oh," Blake said casually, "this week we had dinner over at Natalia's and we put her spaghetti on trial."

"In which Doris made me sound like murder," Natalia threw in and then smiled.

"It was my job," Doris laughed. "I'm never going to live this down, am I?"

"Probably not," Olivia chuckled.

Frank still looked confused. "I'm still not following you."

"We had court battle," Clarissa explained. "Doris was the attorney for the prosecution. And I defended Natalia and her meal and I won."

Frank shook his head. "Still playing lawyer, huh?" He grinned but the tone wasn't very jubilant.

Doris didn't say anything, but she could by Clarissa's features the young woman's anger started to simmer.

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"Yeah, I'm 'playing lawyer'. So what?" Clarissa challenged. For good measure she threw in, "Not everyone can be Marina after all."

"Clarissa," Blake said sternly.

"No," she said defiantly. "I'm tired of the snide remarks about being attorney. I don't want to be a cop." She turned to Marina, "No offense. It's just not for me."

Marina put up her hands and said, "Hey, that's fine by me."

"I just think it would be best if you explore all your career options," Frank said.

"Can we discuss this later?" Blake said trying to keep the peace.

"I'm not real hungry anyway," Clarissa said as she got up from the table and went to the kitchen.

"Clarissa, sit down," Frank ordered.

Clarissa ignored him and continued on her way. Frank started to stand up, but Doris stopped him.

"Let me talk to her," Doris said diplomatically as she rose. She didn't wait for Frank to reply. She was already on her way to the kitchen.

"Well," Blake said nervously, "Great turkey, Marina!"

Marina smiled. "Do you mean that or is this just a diversion?" she laughed.

"Both?" Blake replied.

"Then thank you," Marina chuckled.

Everyone began to go back to his or her conversations in the dinning room as Doris looked around the kitchen for Clarissa. Not finding her, she opened the kitchen door and looked outside. She spotted the young woman bundled up in her coat at the edge of the driveway. Doris looked around briefly for her outerwear, but couldn't find it, so she started outside without it.

"Hey," Doris said softly as she made her way over.

"Why does he constantly criticize me?" Clarissa asked exasperated.

Doris shrugged. "He's Frank Cooper."

Clarissa gave her a ghost of a smile. "I wish that he'd just accept me for me. You know?"

"Yeah, it's not easy trying to be something when people tell you that you can't."

"Like being gay?"

Doris shrugged again. "Yeah, but that's not what I was thinking of... I was actually talking about being a lawyer." Clarissa looked confused. "See, I didn't have a trust fund waiting for me like you do," Doris teased. "In fact, my family was pretty dirt poor. And when I was around your age, I really got interested in law. I was determined I was going to be an attorney, but no one in my family graduated from college, let alone law school. Some were lucky to have a high school diploma. Anyway, I saved my money from odd jobs and I studied as much as I could so I'd get a scholarship."

"Obviously you succeeded."

"Yeah, but along the way lots of people, even people I loved, didn't think I could do it. So, keep this in mind. There's only one person in this world that needs to believe in you – and that person is you. So, it doesn't matter what I say, what your mom says, or the Frank Coopers of the world for that matter. The only thing that does matter is how you feel about YOU."

"Can I ask a question?"

"Sure," Doris answered as she kept her hands under her arms for warmth.

"Did you really think I was good the other night or were you just trying to score points with my mom?"

Doris seemed thrown off by the question. "Score points?" she asked.

Clarissa grinned. "I'm a teenager, but I'm not blind."

Doris was speechless.

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"W-what do you mean?" Doris asked Clarissa as they stood outside.

"Never mind. Just forget I said anything," Clarissa said as she started to walk away.

"Hey," Doris said reaching out to make her stop. "Look, I do think you have a lot of talent, especially for someone your age. Hell, I've seen law school grads that don't have the swagger you have – and that confidence can be key in the courtroom. And no, I didn't say that the other night to make your mom happy. I said it because it's true and I meant it."

Clarissa nodded. "And what about my mom?"

"I've never seen her debate. So I can't say if she'd make a good lawyer or not," Doris teased.

"That's not what I meant," Clarissa countered. Doris shivered and the teen wasn't sure if it was because of the question or because the temperature. "You know, after we left that night, she talked about you a lot."

"Oh, well, I really admire your mother too. Any woman who can single-handedly raise a smart and talented young lady like you is worthy of admiration and again, I'm not pandering. Now, if you don't mind, I'm freezing and hungry. Can we please go back inside and eat?"

Clarissa grinned. She quickly took off her coat, put it around Doris' shoulders and motioned to the house as she began to walk back.

Doris chuckled slightly.

"What?" Clarissa asked.

"Your mom has a habit of 'stealing' my coats and you give me the coat off your back. I didn't think a Marler woman was capable of that."

"I do want that coat back," Clarissa insisted with a smile.

Doris smiled too and handed it back to her as they walked up the steps.

"Just an idea," Doris said conspiratorially, "...if you apologize for leaving, it'd probably get Frank's goat since I got you back inside when he couldn't stop you."

Clarissa giggled, "Okay."

As the conspirators came in the dinning area together, Doris said, "Clarissa has something to say everyone."

"I'm sorry, everybody – you too, Frank. I shouldn't have left and I apologize for storming off the way I did. I keep asking to be treated like an adult, so I should start acting like one. Just because I don't agree with you that's no reason for me to just walk away. So again, I apologize."

Doris patted her on her back and they both made their way to their chairs as everyone went back to their conversations and meals. Blake was all smiles and Frank looked like he was spiting nails. Clarissa tried to hide her grin. When she looked over and saw Doris give her a quick wink, she had to stuff potatoes in her mouth to stop from giggling.

Ashlee grinned. She leaned over and whispered, "You're smooth by gettin' in good with the kid first."

Doris laughed out loud and quickly covered her mouth.

"Sorry," she told the group for her outburst. She then turned to Ashlee and said, "Stop it," which made Ashlee grin.

After a few minutes, Doris and Clarissa caught up to everyone else when it came to eating. Then Buzz announced it was football time.

"Coopers verses the world!" he said.

"Who am I?" Blake asked. "I'm not a Cooper yet so does that mean I'm part of the world?"

"Yeah, where do I fall since I married a Cooper?" Shane asked.

"You," he pointed to Blake, "are a Cooper my dear. Shane is on his own."

"Thanks," he said indignant.

"Oh, fine," Buzz sighed. "If you married a Cooper of any kind, or will soon, you're a Cooper, agreed?"

"Yay," Doris told Olivia unenthusiastically, "Well, at least we're part of 'the world'. Of course, you slept with both Coopers and your daughter's part Cooper. Wouldn't that make you an honorary member?"

"First, I'm not playing, and second... you're an ass."

They smiled at each other.

"What do you mean you're not playing?" Doris asked. "It's only touch football."

"With the cold and the running and my heart? I'm not taking any chances. Besides, Natalia's the real animal on the field."

"Really?" Doris asked skeptically.

"You'll see," Olivia laughed. "I'd say you're lucky you're on the same team, but... well..."

"What?" Doris asked concerned.

"You'll see," Olivia laughed again.

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Fifteen minutes later, Doris did see what Olivia meant. Natalia was like a field general.

"Josh you ARE allowed to catch a ball Frank throws! You know that, right?! It's called an interception so make an effort! Marina is making a mockery of you out here! And you!" she pointed at Doris. "The only way you could cover Blake any further away is if you were in the living room with Liv and Reva!"

"I'm doing my best!" Doris shouted back.

"Your best is crap! Step it up!"

Josh just smiled and shook his head.

Back inside the house, Olivia and Reva watched the game as they let their children watch through the window.

"Natalia's..." Reva let the sentence hang a moment as they watched Natalia pointing and shouting, "...really into her sports."

"Just football," Olivia replied. She pointed Natalia out to Francesca. "See Ma out there? She looks like a tyrant on the field, huh?" Reva chuckled. "Can you say tyrant?" Francesca garbled two syllables and Olivia replied, "Ehh, close enough."

Buzz hiked the ball as Lillian defended Frank, the Quarterback, while Ashlee tried to break through.

Blake's twin's ran a fake while Blake took off in a run. This time, Doris closed in on her. As soon as Blake jumped and landed with the ball, Doris rushed her, but she lost her balance and ended up tackling Blake to the ground accidentally. The two women landed hard; wrapped in a tangled mess.

"I'm sorry," Doris said while Blake chuckled.

"Sure. You just wanted to pin me down," Blake countered and wiggled her eyebrows.

"Really, are you okay?" Doris asked.

Blake raised her lips to Doris's ear. "I like your body sprawled out on mine."

"Yes, you're fine," Doris growled, ignoring the remark, as she started to stand up.

"It's touch, not tackle!" Natalia chastised as she made her way over.

"I can't win," Doris said to no one in particular. "I play too weak. I play too rough. Gimme a break!"

On the next play, Frank went to Blake again, but Doris leapt and came up with the ball, much to Natalia's delight... finally. Doris started to run to their end zone with Blake hot on her heels. Ashlee and Natalia managed to defend Frank from stopping her as Doris ran by. Blake was still in pursuit and knew Doris was going to score so she dove and wrapped her arms around Doris's waist, wrestling her to the ground.

"No fair!" Doris and Natalia were both yelling.

Doris rolled over, still pinned under Blake, so they were face-to-face. Rather than stand up, Blake slid a bit higher and positioned her body over Doris more fully.

"Sorry. I slipped," Blake said knowingly.

Doris chuckled, "Right. You 'slip' again and..."

"And what?" Blake challenged.

"You'll be crusin' for a brusin'."

"Oh, is that so?" Blake laughed. "You're really gonna bruise me?"

"Test me," Doris taunted and chuckled at the same time.

"Ooooh," Josh and Shane both mocked as they helped their teammates up.

"Hey," Doris pointed a playful finger at Blake. "You've been warned."

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"I think that should be an automatic touchdown," Natalia argued.

"What?!" Frank replied. "Are you kidding?"

"Doris would've scored if Blake had tackled her!"

"What about Doris? She tackled Blake the play before."

"That was an accident. Blake intentionally brought Doris to the ground."

Blake and Doris both had to look away with Doris taking an interest in her shoes and Blake studying the leafless tree nearby.

"How about this?" Josh offered. "We spot the ball where they fell. But we get an additional down. Agreed?"

Natalia grumbled and walked away while Frank nodded.

"Hey guys?" Lillian asked. "What do you say the next point wins? It's freezing out here."

"Second that," Marina and Shane both said at the same time.

"Are you forfeiting?" Natalia asked the Cooper team.

"We're not forfeiting anything?!" Frank replied firmly.

"Then get to your line of scrimmage!" Natalia replied as she gathered everyone on her team around.

Back inside the house, Reva asked Olivia, "So what's the deal with Natalia and football?"

"I haven't a clue," Olivia said honestly. "But in every relationship there are some things you just don't question. For us, this is one of them."

"Well, she's good," Reva offered and then paused. She took a moment and watched Olivia silently. "Can I ask you something?" Olivia didn't answer, but she did turn to face Reva. "Were there any other women you were ever attracted to? I mean before Natalia?"

Olivia grinned. "Is this a roundabout way of asking me if I've ever been attracted to you?"

Reva blushed. "Well, everybody knows how you and Natalia competed over Gus, then found a common ground, and then fell in love. It just seems kind of similar to the triangle we had with Josh."

Olivia didn't answer immediately, but a slight grin came to her face.

"Reva, I have to admit you're a great fit for Josh. I'm happy you're both together and making it work this time. But I also have to admit there is no way you're in the same league as Natalia Rivera."

"I get it," Reva replied.

"Hell, you're not even in the same sport as her," Olivia went on.

"I get it," Reva repeated more firmly and more offended.

"You're not even-."

"I get it!" Reva cut her off and then began to giggle.

Olivia smiled and said, "So to answer your question? No. She's the only woman that I ever wanted." Olivia looked back outside. "All 120 pounds of football fury that she is."

At the moment, Olivia's woman was at the line and playing center to Josh's quarterback. She hiked him the ball and managed to keep both of Blake's twins at bay while Ashlee covered Lillian. Clarissa, who took up with Doris's team, covered Buzz. In the backfield, Josh, faked to Daisy, who wanted to be on Ashlee's team, as Doris ran to the endzone.

Once more Blake was in hot pursuit, but Doris had gained a big enough lead that when she looked back over her shoulder she knew she shouldn't have any trouble catching the ball heading her way. At least she did... until Blake leapt at her and they both tumbled to the ground.

Natalia immediately went into coach mode and started to yell about pass interference as Blake smiled, fully aware of what she'd done although she tried to act naïve.

"I warned you Marler! I told you I'd bruse ya!" Doris yelled as she pinned Blake's body to the ground.

With her hands captured at her wrists near her head, Blake was unable to move. Doris used the rest of her body to pin Blake down so she was unable to roll or move. Hand-to-hand, breast-to-breasts, hip-to-hip they melded together.

Their eyes locked and Doris licked her smiling lips methodically before she descended upon Blake neck.