another immortal chapter 4
WhatEverxx: thank you. i'm trying to avoid hurrting jasper as much as i can.

NANA100: glad you like it. I wouldn't mind him being beaten up... hmm i may have to try that.

elliehandesu: it is going fast but it slows down soon i'm just not good at the begining of a story part i'm trying to get better. here is your update.

Paz23: yup, she is kinda a mix of some of my favorites. I'm kinda a mythological creature geek...

Apathicus: she is I promise! kinda... it gets explained later. yes it's fast but it will slow down. eventually... no one heard Jasper and bella and plus they keep revisiting this town and no one notices? After awhile I would call anyone that figures it out observant too.

Bellice Fan: he is isn't he and in this story he helps make edward berable so double bonus!

Guest (both of you) glad you guys like it. I think everyone loves alice...

if you see *this* is other peoples thoughts that she can hear. usualy speaking to her.
* I don't own any characters or places that are twillight related. everything else is mostly mine.*

It had been hours and they were both still outside my window. They were arguing about who would protect me tonight. Edward kept on calling me his mate and as I listened all I wanted to do is go out and slap him. Unfortunately I could not without revealing I wasn't human. So here I was trying to hold in a growl and listening to an Angel fight with a stupid idiot.

I could not help but to chuckle as I thought about how true it was. Her voice halted as I did so. The fool had not even paused in his rant about being my mate. Then he did something stupid he assumed that Alice had given up and jumped into my window...

Only to be hit by a book that I had thrown. He fell backwards in shock and I felt the vibrations as he hit the ground. I winced as I felt the ground gain a dent in the shape of the still stunned vampire.

"and stay out!"
I yelled from my room listening to the bell like laugh of the Angel. Edward tried again to jump up but I threw multiple books out the window to make it seem like I didn't actually know when he was jumping in. Needless to say some hit him and he made another dent. Stupid vampire weighs to much apparently. I heard Alice laugh again.

"I mean it Edward stay out!"
I thought of his stupidness. Just because he can't hear my thoughts he is interested, I'm like a toy to him. Stupid vampire, stupid mind reader. I stopped an evil smirk forming on my lips. I let my mental shield down and pictured my last lover a beautiful encantado. Even for her race she was beautiful. I let a memory of her trying to seduce me and eventually begging for me to make love to her. Then I blocked all mental connections again. I saw (or more like sensed) him tense and look confused and almost mortified at the memory and of course aroused. I mean it isn't every day that you see a creature that was meant to seduce all hominoid kind, beg for another woman to make love to her. I heard Alice ask if he was okay.

"Alice was that your memory?"

"memory, what memory? I have been laughing at you this whole time what memory would I remember?"

I was so tempted to laugh I felt like I was going to burst. I turned over and stopped breathing.I was sure if I did I would laugh.

"Bella!"
Alice almost yelled it it seemed. The worry and hurt that laced her voicestopped me in my tracks. She was hurt, she was troubled. I had to make it right, I had to make her happy. I turned and was almost half way across the room when I saw her come through the window.

"Bella are you okay?"

"I'm fine Alice,why?"

"thank goodness I thought you had stopped breathing don't scare me like that."

she walled briskly over and hugged me. If there was ever any doubt of it, it was gone. Alice was my mate. Her arms felt like heaven. No this was better than heaven. I wanted to hold her and give her everything I can but once again the fool decided to be stupid. he tried to enter the room again...

I looked at him and pictured Alice and how she felt against me. Releasing my mental Shields I let my mind wander and compare Alice to every lover I have ever had and she was always better and I was just hugging her! I let the images go through my head listing every reason Alice was an amazing woman and how her body felt against mine and how it was better than those insignificant lovers I had in the past. I open my eyes and put my mental shield back up as I heard Edward hit the ground for the third time tonight.

"Edward?"
Alice looked over at the window completely confused. I on the other hand just laughed at him.

" He must really like making ground imprints of himself." I commented unable to stop my laughter.
I looked down at her when I heard her laugh. It was amazing, in all my thousands of years.I had heard sirens calls, actual Angels songs, the heart beat of a maker. None of them could ever compare to her laugh. My heart fluttered and by the way she stopped and looked up shyly. I knew she had noticed. I snuggled into her neck and just let my smile rest against her skin. taking in her scent.

"Bella!" They both said it the same time, luckily for me, if Edward had been the only one to say it I would have growled and I didn't want to scare Alice. I didn't even move, I answered letting my lips glide against Alice's skin.

"yes?"
I smiled even more as I felt her react to the warmth of my breath and the sound of my voice vibrating against her skin.
"Those can't be your thoughts! How could they? I mean that would make you..."
"Gay? Seems so."
I could feel his confusion and almost an anger of sorts.

"But how? I am your mate you are suppose to love me!"

"I'm not your mate and you know it."

He stopped moving right then and there.

" Your wrong. How could you know?"

"The way you look at him."
" But...i..."
"Edward what is going on?"
I held her tighter feeling jealousy that she had asked him and not me. Why would i feel this much jealousy over something so simple? Was a mates bond that strong?

"I'll explain later Alice."

I felt another pang of jealousy hit me. He would see her later...

"Bella, one question who were they?"

"Past lovers. Awhile back I felt lonely and it hurt so I charmed many woman into bed with me to try to find one I could fully love."
I felt Alice tense and felt some pain radiate off her. I went into a panic. She was hurt, I had hurt her, my mate was hurt because of me u felt like my heart was going to burst with pain. I found it hard to breathe and before I knew it I was in the arms of my mate, my love, the one I had hurt. I couldn't stand it she was amazing, then I had to hurt her. I felt us running but all I could focus on was the pain of hurting her.I heard voices around me. I heard shouts and tried to focus.
"what happened?"
"is she alright?"
"Alice why are you shaking."
"Alice what did you do?!"
My head jerked to look at the Person that dared to yell at my Alice. I may be the scum of the earth but no one should be able to yell at her. I growled and got up walking slowly, menacingly towards him. I wanted to make him feel pain for disrespecting her. As I headed towards him I recognized only one thing. He had his arm around my Alice's waist. He wanted my love, my mate, my Alice.
"Bella what would Alice think!"
I stopped in my tracks my fists clenching and unclenching. it would hurt her. If I hurt him, I hurt her. But he insulted her! He wanted to take her away!

" He doesn't want her Bella. Let me in, let me help. You will hurt her if you don't let me help you."
hurt her? no I can't hurt her. he doesn't want her? he doesn't want to steal my Alice? I felt my mental barriers fall away and instantly I felt the waves of calm hit me and absorb into me. I felt my rage go away. I heard Edward gasp. oh crap, I had lowered my guard. Jasper took Edwards hand and after a bit I realized what was happening. As I saw Jasper nod at me I felt the relief over come me my secret was safe and the rage that had been carrying me left.
I collapsed and was about to hit the floor when I felt her arms wrap around me. I felt her worry and fear over my reaction. I felt my heart break at the thought that she was sad because of me... I curled up snuggling into her my head returning to her neck. Not daring to let go. Whimpering at the idea of her not looking me for it.

"Bella?"

her voice was so scared.I hated myself I had caused her to feel that way. I whimpered again holding on tighter feeling tears roll down my cheek.

"Alice, tell her its alright. tell her you don't hate her."

"wha..."

"just do it."

"Bella?"

I whimpered again into her shirt waiting for her to tell me she disliked me waiting for her to say she can't care for me. If she did I should die, I want to die if she does, I need to die if she dislikes me. How could I ever live knowing that she disliked me that she was displeased with me. I wanted to die. I wanted to die in her arms for what i had done. I'm not even sure I deserve to die with her so close to me...

"Alice quickly!"

"Bella, its alright. Bella please don't be sad. I need you to be happy. for me..."

it was alright? i shouldn't be sad? she didn't want me to be sad? then I would have to be not sad for her. I refocused and realized where I was. I was in the cullens house. I was in my mates arms. I had almost killed Edward. I had lost control.

"welcome back Bella."

I looked up to see Jasper smiling at me. What had happened? why did I lose control?

*Jasper says you lost control because of the need to please your mate when she hasn't fully accepted you yet*

that made sense. wait Edward?

*at your service.*

weird... I nodded at the two of them.

"Thank you."

*no problem*

"Bella?"

my heart still clenched at the worry in her voice. She had been their the while time. She had been worried about me all this time.

"Alice!"

I launched myself at her it did very little seeing as we were already really close. I held her tight with no plans to let go.
"what just happened?"
I looked up and looked at Emmet who looked like he couldn't get anymore confused.

"I found my mate."

I froze in shock. those words came from Alice. my Alice had found her mate? Who was it? who would steal her love from me?

I heard Edward laugh and then soon after Jasper and him were on the floor laughing really hard.

"Bella, you think... that Alice could... how funny is that!"

I just blushed and hid against Alice's body.
"What are you guys taking about?"
"Who cares! Who is this lucky person that is you're mate sis?"

Leave it to Emmet to be so direct. But the seriousness of the question scared me if it wasn't me...
"She is in my lap at the moment."

**an encantado is mythical woman that original form is a water snake or eel. they are beautiful women who are usually protrayed as seducers. they are suppose to be able to make any human fall in love with them.**