2nd Best

In the heart of a gamer

That is all I will be

Something that comes last

Whereas the games are 1st

Dates are lost

Time always pushed back

Family time turns to all night

A girlfriend who always cares

Lets him have his way

Rarely makes a fight

Tears go unshed

Always hidden from sight

The attitude still there

Wondering when I can speak

Not wanting to say goodbye

Not wanting to hear the rumors

Not wanting to hear the lectures

Just want to finally be happy

Not wanting to feel the way I do

Knowing I'm always 2nd best

~2010~