A/N: k so I was thinkin bout writing a little differently and realized that maybe they would be super sappy together instead of the love/hate fest that most people have. So lots of OOC-ness and really sappy Kanda…
Lavi was walking down the hall this morning towards the cafeteria. It was breakfast soon and he couldn't help but get lost in his own thoughts going along the dreary corridor.
Why did it have to end up like this? Every time I try to just stay out of people's way they end up finding me. I'm not even supposed to feel anything for anyone. Not even Allen, but I do and that's the hardest part. The worst part is that I care more for Kanda that I do for Allen. I love Kanda and I want to be with him, but I don't know if I can trust him. Ugh…why do I have to be so indecisive?
He admitted his love to me why not just try it out. I mean it can't feel worse that I already do. He gave me time to figure things out and I think I have it. But how should I tell him other than just going up to him and saying 'hey I'd like to accept your love would you be mine.' That sounds so girly, but maybe that's what he wants. I don't know I've never done anything like this before….
He reached the cafeteria and walked through the black double doors. There, sitting at a table alone, was Kanda. As usual he was eating soba and not caring what anybody thought of him. But there was something different about his aura today; he was tense? uncertain? troubled?
Lavi got his food and decided to sit by him. He ordered a plate of whatever food he didn't need and went to sit by the samurai. When Lavi sat beside him Kanda had a look of shock but hid it quickly waiting for Lavi to say the first words.
"You know it probly took 'bout all night to figure out what I was going to say to you without sounding like the lovesick puppy that I am. It seemed so crazy that you actually returned my feelings after what you said," Kanda visibly tensed and Lavi put a reassuring hand on his back. "But then I thought what the hell? He says that he loves me and why not see if it really is true?"
Kanda looked at Lavi with pain in his eyes. This uncertainty was wrong. He shouldn't have to feel like that, I need him to know what I said really is true. "Everything, Lavi, everything I said, about loving you, is absolutely what I feel. I want you to believe that. What I said before it….it was a mistake and I never meant to hurt you. I thought to myself, before you came, about what I was going to do if you said no or something like I did –"
"Stop. Kanda, two people who love each other don't make the same mistake. Please, I just want to be loved by Yuu." Kanda's heart beat a little faster at his name being said by Lavi. The young bookman looked into Kanda's eyes and was overwhelmed by the amount of passion that he found there. Kanda reached up to Lavi's face rested an unsure hand on his cheek. When Lavi leaned into it he became bolder so he reached around and pulled Lavi closer yearning to feel the heat of the smaller one's body against him.
Lavi gasped as he was brought nearer to his love. He gazed directly into the samurai's eyes and hoped he communicated what he wanted. Not noticing that the Japanese man was already moving down. He captured Lavi's mouth, bringing them flush against each other. They didn't notice that the cafeteria was slowly filling up during their conversation. Allen, who was always running bit late for something or other came in and saw the two kissing.