Our lips moved in time, sending waves of bliss through me. She pulled me closer by putting her hand on the back of my neck and I just followed her lead. The rain was still beating down on us but neither of us cared to move.

She pulled away for a moment. I put my hands on her hips and smiled wider.

"This is what you want?"

"Ash, I wouldn't be stood here, making out with you in the rain if this wasn't what I wanted."

"I never thought that in a million years I would be making out with you."

"Well do you want to do it some more or just talk about it?"

She blushed but didn't hesitate in kissing me again.

We were stood in the middle of the road. Luckily no one went out when it rained.

"Spencer!" my name was almost screamed down the street.

I turned around to see a very angry Aiden storming down the street. I quickly turned back to Ashley and kissed her quickly and put both my hands on her shoulders, as if to ready her for what I was about to tell her.

"Ok, so remember how I said I broke up with Aiden? Well he wasn't all too happy about how I did it or that I told him I was coming after you."

"You told him that?"

"Of course I did. I don't want to hide us Ash." She smiled but I didn't get a chance to see her full smile because Aiden had spun me around. "What the hell Aiden!"

"Spencer, you are drunk or, or, or someone spiked your drink and you are high or something like that because you have never been gay. You are fucking catholic Spencer and the amount of shame you would bring on you family is ridiculous!" he ranted.

When he was stood panting and out of breath I said, "Are you done yet?" he nodded silently.

"Aiden, you are right. I am not gay. Just in love. And no one can tell me any differently. And if I do end up with Ashley for the rest of my life," I felt her hand slide into mine. "Then I have no problems with that. But please don't be an ass and tell my parents just yet. I know that somewhere deep down there is a good guy.

He sighed.

"But I love you Spence."

"But I don't love you Aiden. What we had was great, but I think we lost it a long time ago."

"No we didn't Spencer! You just don't see it!" he shouted and started walking away. "You will see it, even if I have to force you!"

I stood in shock, watching the corner that he had disappeared around. I couldn't move. A mixture of fear and anger ran through me and I knew I was starting to cry.

"Spence?" she said quietly as she came and stood in front of me. "Ba… uh, Spence, are you ok?" I raised an eyebrow at her.

"What?"

"I said are you ok?"

"Before that."

"Spence."

"Before that."

"Uh," she blushed and looked so cute. "Baby." I smiled and kissed her.

"You are too cute sometimes." I wrapped my arms around her shoulders as her arms went around my waist and her hands rested on my lower back.

"But are you ok?"

"Yeah. But I think its best if we go spend the night at my house. In case Aiden shows up."

"Sure. But lets go get my car." I nodded and kissed her before she grabbed my hand and pulled me towards her Porsche.

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As we walked through the door of my house, Aiden was already sat on my couch, fake tears rolling down his cheeks and my mother handing him tissues.

I rolled my eyes and asked Ashley to wait in my room.

"What's going on?" I asked my mom and Aiden.

"Spencer, why would you think of breaking up with Aiden?"

"Because I'm not in love with him mom."

"Spencer, you two have been together for such a long time."

"Yeah, and I can't do it anymore. I can't try to convince myself that I have feelings for him when I don't!"

"I am going to go and make some tea for us all. Spencer, sort things out!" she whispered as she walked past me.

Aiden came and stood close to me.

"Why are you doing this Aiden?"

"Being gay is wrong. It's hot yeah, but it's wrong."

"I don't want to be with you. I want to be with Ashley, and if you really cared about me, you would let me be happy."

"Give us another try. Please Spencer."

"No. I'm with Ashley."

"Give us another try, or I tell your parents about what I saw in the street. Plus, I need you to keep up my image in high school. Four more months, then you are free to fuck whoever you want."

"I'm not sleeping with you Aiden."

"Fine. But you aren't sleeping with anyone else."

"I hate you."

"I don't care." he snaked his arm around my shoulder as mom came back into the room. I plastered a fake smile on my face.

"Oh good! I see you have worked things out."

"We have Mrs C." he said sweetly. "But please excuse me, my parents will wonder where I am.

"Oh ok, no problem."

We stepped outside.

"I don't want you kissing her either."

"I can do what I want."

"No Spencer, you can't. You are mine and no one else's!"

"Good night Aiden." I said and started to walk back inside.

He grabbed me by my shoulders and held me tight in front of him and kissed me. I didn't respond to the kiss as he tried to force my mouth open.

"Aiden!" I shoved him away from me as soon as I could and ran back inside, past my mother and straight up to Ashley.

As I slammed my bedroom door shut, she was there, asking me what was wrong and why tears were streaming down my cheeks.

I told her what happened. I told her how dirty I felt now that Aiden had put some weird claim on me. I told her how disgusting I felt after Aiden had forcibly kissed me.

I told her how sorry I was because I don't have the guts to come out to my parents.

"Hey, babe, he cannot stop us being friends. And he definitely cannot stop me coming over here after school. I will even get my cousin to act like my boyfriend so your parents think I am some harmless straight girl."

"But you are my harmless gay girl." I pouted and kissed her. She smiled and blushed.

"Yeah, but I don't think your parents would see it like that, do you?"

"No, I don't." I sighed. "So what do we do now?"

"We sleep and just forget about Aiden."

"How do we do that?" I cried.

"We get into your bed, and you curl up in my arms and let me protect you."

I fell asleep quickly that night. Being in Ash's arms has always helped me sleep. She kept whispering that she loves me and that nothing can keep us apart. I remember sighing and saying 'I love you' to her.

I can't believe how easy it was to go from best friends to more, but I am more than happy that it happened.

AN:: sorry this took so long guys… I had to wait till my friend was back…

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