AN: SO SORRY everyone for the late post. I've been through hell and back the past few weeks, working full time and then i also came down sick with this nasty ass flu bug, THEN on top of that I split my foot open needing to go and get stitches -sighs- so I've been kind of busy but hey new chapter YAY! Also i don't own SOA all right belong to the correct owners. Same old AN crap.

Last time: I wanted to shoot myself, seriously? Just blurt it out like that, Oh yes come over for dinner. Jax only smile his blue eyes seemed to glow as he nodded his head. "How about eight?" I nodded my head, turning the engine on and kicking the kick stand up."See you then."

Chapter 4

What the hell was wrong with me? I growled pacing back and forth in my kitchen for about the hundredth time. I was technically a prisoner here in Charming...was I not? So why the hell was I flirting away with the devil; the one keeping me here? I sighed flopping down into a chair at the dining room table, rubbing my aching temples.

"What is wrong with me?"

It was weird my attraction to this man. Normally I kept guys away at arm's length I knew the risks of getting involved with anyone. People got hurt, when you're a high ranking member, you were always targeted and since more than half the time said person was heavily protected that meant they targeted there family. One fond memory of my father was of him greeting my grade 5 crush at the door; our school was having a dance and this boy asked me out. My father sat the poor boy down and gave him a stern talking to right in front of his mother who thought it was hilarious.

To me, it was embarrassing only now I understood what he was trying. He was trying to scare them off. I missed my real father, I really did. "What would you be doing now dad? You're probably rolling around in your grave."

I had to end it with Jax, we could only be friends. Plus he had children; I was okay with children but generally they were a deal breaker for me. Plus I could not risk getting attached to anyone.

But you're already attached. My inner voice spoke up making itself known. I growled again, slamming my fist down onto the table. It was true; there was something about Jax teller that I had connected with. I never once believe in soul mates yet I could not deny that something inside of myself was pulling me to him. My head snapped up as someone knocked on the door, I paused. Heart hammering against my ribs; what time was it? God I didn't even know since I didn't have my cell phone anymore.

I pushed up walking to the door having to push Blizzard aside since he was already at it. Jax smiled, flashing me that brilliant smirk as I opened the door and for a moment all those worries just vanished.

"Hey Darling, sorry I'm late."

"Late?" Ah shit. Jax smiled and shrugged his shoulders. "Hey if you're running behind Darling then by all means take as much time as you want. Here."

Flowers were then pulled out from behind his back, a dozen red roses. I blinked; stunned taking the flowered from him. I had never before been given flowers, a custom I had read about in books but never seen it happen in real life. Hell I couldn't even remember my mother ever been given flowers growing up.

"Wow, Jax there beautiful. Thank you. Come on in." I turned leaving the door open for him to walk in as i turned back towards the kitchen, pulling out a large beer mug out of a box and using it as a vase. Would have to do for now, till I could maybe get to a store and buy my own. Hands slid down my side, a warm body pressing up against my back.

Jax's breathe on the back of my neck. "I'm sorry. I didn't notice those scars before in the dim room. So I'm sorry."

I gulped, freezing on the spot. What the hell was I going to do? I turned slowly, Jax's body pinning me against the counter, His bright blue eyes probing into mine. "It's okay."

His lips where on mine a second later, warm and tender. Slow. Not demanding this time and I found my body responding before my mind could catch. Jax was the first one to pull back, a grin on his face. "God I've wanted to do that all day."

I could only smile my mind at a loss for words. I had to change the subject, something to cool him down. "So what's the deal with your kids and that women?" shit I had meant to say his ex-wife. Jax frowned and sat down in a chair leaning against the wall.

"That's my ex wife Tara. She got arrested a year back and has blamed the club since. Divorced me while still behind bars. We have split custody over Abel and Thomas, one week here and one week there. When you saw her at the house she was picking them up for her week then driving back to providence."

I had no idea where he was talking about so I only nodded my head, spilt custody wow. "Is it hard not seeing your kids?" I asked as I prepared two chicken breasts, covered in cream of mushroom soup, Two baked potatoes and some homemade garlic bread.

"Yeah it's hard. What about you, moving away from everything you know?" Guess I had this one coming, asking personal questions means getting a personal question.

"Yes and no. I miss those who were loyal to my dad, my brothers and my mom. Then the others, not so much because they only saw me as a pawn in their little war."

Jax made some kind of sound just to let me he understood. "So no boyfriend back home?" Ah, there we go. He had probably been dying to ask that question.

"Honestly, not really. Sure I had some flings with a few men but nothing really stuck. Being step daughter and a wolf princess was not exactly a promising thing ya know." I smirked glancing back at him. His eyes were glued on me, almost as if I was his dinner. "Then with me owning my own motorcycle and walking circles around then, most men found me to intimidating to be anything more than a one night stand. What about you any other crazy ex's I should know about?"

Jax tilted his head to the side, his eyes questioning. "No one that will ever be bothering us again; that's for sure." I smiled leaning back against the oven, everything side cooking. Could already smell it and my stomach growled painfully. It had been ages since I ate.

"It's going to be about an hour before this is done."

Jax smirked as he stood up, grabbing my hand and dragging me into the living room. He sat down pulling me onto his lap, so that I was straddling him before claiming my mouth again. God he tasted like heaven sparks shot up my spin as I felt him push up against me. Already thick and hard. I growled against his ear again as he bit the side of my neck. "Come on wolf girl. I want to be with you again."

Something inside me snapped; those words. I ripped his shirt open, the buttons flying as he yanked my shirt up over my head. I had to stand to rip my pants off, unbuckling his and pulling them off for him. God I felt as if i was on fire, my need reflecting in his own eyes. I climbed back, straddling him down below allowing myself to sink down onto him.

He groaned his hands kneading my hips, almost as if he was begging me to move. I paused sitting there arching my head back as he licked his way down my collarbone before he thrust up, lifting me up off the sofa. I growled again grabbing his wrists pinning them back. "I'm in control this time."

He didn't argue, just leaned his head back against the sofa as I started to move myself up and down. Slow at first before picking up movement. He was struggling not to move, his muscles rippling as I took it slow. I needed to feel this power, this control over this man. Something inside me was demanding it, demanding that he knew I was in control. "Okay." I whispered biting onto his neck and he snapped. His own growl vibrating through his chest as he lifted me up into the air as if I weighed nothing.

A wall met my back as he pinned me there, thrusting into me hard and fast. His hands roaming up and down my side as I gripped his hair, I felt myself climax first. His name ripping from my mouth as he found his own release, heat pumping into me fast, pulsating with his heart beat but he didn't let me go. He grabbed me again, moving me, walking into the bedroom not once removing himself with me as he placed me on the bed underneath him.

Then he was moving again, a few extra thrusts as he groaned into my hair before he finally pulled himself free and flopped down beside me on the bed. We were silent for a while, just listening to each other's heart beats. Before he broke the silence. "Why can't I stop thinking about you?"

That was a weird question, I couldn't answer it. I had been wondering the same thing myself, what was this anyway. "Jax what are we?" I questioned looking over at him, he blinked, watching me for a few minutes before he smirked shaking his head. "What is it with you women and that question?" he laughed slightly before he sat up running his fingers gently down my side. "You can't be an old lady, you ride and your pretty much one of the guys. I saw how the others looked at you. Right now I'm guessing that we can take it day by day. See where the road leads us."

I laughed shaking my head, swatting his hand away. Feeling much more relaxed now than I had felt in years. "So very biker of you, to say that." He just gave me a smirk standing up and leaving the room. He returned back a second later with a smoke in his hand. "Do you mind if I smoke in here?"

I shook my head but pointed to the window. "Just blow the smoke outside okay." He nodded his head walking over and ripping the window open. Moonlight filtering in through the screen as he lit it taking a drag his eyes closing. "So that dinner smells amazing." Jax commented, i blinked. Shit dinner.

I ran from the room, pulling out everything just in time. Had it seriously been an hour already oh god. Thankfully I got everything out in time before it burned pulling everything onto plates and serving it into the dinner table. Jax walked in a second later a smile on his face. "This smells amazing."

We ate pretty much in silence, Jax was light myself. We were both food territorial. We didn't like other people touching our food while we ate, something else we had in common. We were just finishing dinner when his cell phone went off. He blinked looking at the small screen before flipping it open.

"Opie, what's going on man?"

He was silent, then his eyes snapped up onto me. Ah shit this couldn't be good.

"Are you sure?"

Silence again, goddamn the silence.

"I'm on my way." He clicked off the phone, turned and placing the plate into the sink.

"I need to leave...Your step father is at the club house. They know you're in this town."

AN: OH NO THEY FOUND HER! Little cliffy for you guys.