Atleast we get food… Well it's not exactly food but some disgusting sloppy shit. And the worst part is… We only get fed once a day. Unless they don't feel like feeding us cause they won't.

After I ate the small amount of "food" the Nazis took me outside to work on digging holes and other bullshit. The minute I got outside, I saw Clyde talking to Kevin. His eyes were red from crying the past night, but atleast he got to see the one he loved.

I set to work, digging a hole and a few seconds later I heard two shovels digging beside me.

"You okay Kyle?"

I looked up and saw Kevin and Clyde, they were holding hands at the moment but if anyone came by they drew their hands back and continued digging faster.

"I'm… I'm not sure… I don't want to be here, I'd rather just kill myself and get it over with." I looked down and continued to dig deeper. "Oh yeah… Congratulations on your relationship…" I saw Kevin blush slightly and draw his hand away from Clyde's, he also dug faster.

"Oh… Yeah thanks… But Kyle I thought we talked about this last night… You shouldn't even be thinking about killing yourself… I don't want to see one of my friends die."

I sighed at him and continued to dig, how could he say that? He had no idea how I felt! Atleast the person he loves isn't dead.

Okay I didn't know Stan was dead for sure, he could be alive but I had no clue. He has been here for a month atleast.

He smiled a bit, which was very weird because we could possibly die at any time. "Kyle… I know what will cheer you up… Just one second, I'll be back in a second." He ran off and left me and Kevin by ourselves. "Yeah because I can so be cheered up after all that happened."

Kevin placed a hand on my shoulder. "Clyde… He doesn't understand… We need to help him okay? I can't let him get hurt… I don't know what I'd do if he did get hurt." I slowly nodded and removed his hand from my shoulder, he was sure asking a lot from me, but it's the least I could do.

Clyde came back, skipping happily and Kevin ran over to him to get him to stop before the Nazis saw. Beside Clyde stood a familiar raven haired boy… and no it wasn't another Kevin.

"Stan!" I yelled, running over to him as fast as I could. M shovel dropped and made a loud crash when it landed on the ground. I forgot where I was for a split second, just to hug the hell out of my super best friend/secret crush. He was just as happy to see me, and when I ran to him he wrapped his arms around me and lifted me off the ground.

"Stan I need to tell you something…" I said before he placed his pointer finger over my lip. And before I could move his finger he spoke the four words I would treasure forever.

"I love you Kyle…" I looked up at him with my emerald green eyes, almost tearing up from pure happiness that he felt the same way for me as I felt for him. "I love you too Stan… I always have and I always will…" We both knew what was happening but before someone stopped us, we had our lips together.

Kevin, who was trying to watch over Clyde, looked over at us for a split second and his eyes went wide as he shouted at us to stop. "Stan! Kyle! Don't!" I stopped for a second and turned to look at the raven who had stopped us.

I felt a bit of a shove and I was forced to the ground as I heard a gunshot go off. I turned to look at Stan but when my eyes looked into his dark blue ones, he collapsed onto the ground.

Standing behind him was the same Nazi that killed my brother and took my parents away. I really couldn't get away from this guy, could I?

"You freaks are here to be miserable… I can't have you fags being all happy now can I?" He turned to Kevin and Clyde as a warning that he had his eyes on them and he was just waiting for the chance.

I crawled over to Stan, holding him tightly against me as I cried as hard as I did when I watched my brother die.

"I-I… Love… Y-You… Kyle…" I stared down at him watching as his eyes closed and his head dropped down. I couldn't move and for a moment there I couldn't breathe or even hear any of the shouts coming from Kevin and Clyde for me to stand up.

I decided to block it all and just get killed but Kevin and Clyde both had me on my feet before anything could happen.

I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs at the Nazi. I wanted him to point the gun at me and shoot me dead. I wanted to die and be in peace… But any chance of that was out of the question.

The Nazi was sick of me and made everyone dig in their own spots, away from each other.