Magnus' POV
After the phone call from Alec, no Izzy, I couldn't stop thinking about what I did. Not that I haven't been thinking about our fight, but the realization of what happened didn't hit hard until now. I screwed up.
I screwed up bad.
The look on his face after I said what I said made me sick to my heart. It was a look of utter pain and sadness. There were tears in his eyes, and it hurt me deep inside to know that those tears are because of me. I don't even remember deciding to say it, it just came out, and it was too late to take it back as soon as the words came out of my mouth. How could a small accusation turn into such a big fight? And the worst part was the waiting. Waiting for Alexander to call me, or text. Waiting to see what will happen. Waiting to see if Alexander's heart still belonged to me.
The next morning I woke up on the couch. I guess I fell asleep to my own thoughts. I was too lazy to get up so I summoned myself a coffee out of thin air instead. Alexander used to make coffee every morning. I haven't been in the kitchen since I read the note, 6 days ago. When I found the key next to the paper I ended up blowing a huge hole in the wall, and I haven't gone in there since. I was just about ready to give up. Seeing as there was nothing I could say that was as low as my previous comment. I've broken the relationship to-
A knock at the door interrupted my thoughts. I got up quickly, hoping to see Alec on the other side of the door when opened. And just to my surprise, I found a shy Shadowhunter with blue eyes on the other side.
"Alec," I breathed out. He looked at me as if I had two heads, before responding without saying hello.
"Magnus," he responded timidly. I snapped out of my daze then moved away from the door beckoning for him to come in.
"Please, come in," I murmured as he walked into the loft and to the middle of the living room.
Sorry, it's short, but I've been busy and I didn't want to not update for like 2 weeks. The next chapter will be Alec's POV and will feature their talk. I promise it won't take longer than 4 days to post it. Like and comment, don't forget to check out my other stories too.