I am so sorry I haven't updated earlier. I'm staying at my nans house and her internet is the slowest thing I have ever experienced. On the plus side, I have written heaps more. It will take a while to get the new chapters up tho. I would love your ideas on just like things that could make the story more interesting, you guys are like 3 chapter behind on what I've got written already tho. Thanks for the reviews and support, you have no idea how much I appreciate it. P.S there is a big twist in chapter 5-6, just to get you pumped.

Enough said. Hope you enjoy.

Chapter 3

My breath hitched in my throat as I let out a gasp. The white horse shaped wolf before me was looking at it paws like they were some foreign object. The wolf let out a wine then looked over at me. Those eyes, there my brothers eyes. That wolf is my brother. How is that possible? What the hell is happening? The wolf looked me up and down to make sure I wasn't hurt. I took a step forward and the wolf's eyes got bigger.

"Jamie?" It came out as a question and my voice somehow strong. But all I wanted to do was run to a mental clinic. The wolf nodded. "Oh my god." I whispered

The wolfs ears shot up and he moved himself to be in front of me. He growled baring his teeth. He was protecting me? But what from? Suddenly three more horse sized wolf's appeared.

The one in the middle one in the middle was jet black, on its sides were a reddish brown coloured one and a grey one with light black spots on its back and a black nose. I took another few steps back till I hit something hard. I turned around to see Paul Lahote smiling down at me with Jared by his side looking slightly concerned.

Jared sighed "guess the wolfs out of the bag." There was a growl behind me.

I looked around at the wolfs, then back at Paul and Jared. I was about to leg it but I looked at Jamie and saw my little brother's eyes looking back at me with so much worry, concern and fear it hurt. So instead I took a breath and walked towards my wolf shaped little brother. I put my hand on the wolf's shoulder. Right now he would need more comfort than me. Paul and Jared were looking at me like I was the one who had turned into a wolf.

I took another breath looking straight at Jared, who is considerably the nicer of the two, well at least that's what I'm gathering since Kim is dating him. "What, is going on here?" I demanded.

Paul and Jared both looked very awkward now. Jared scratched the back of his neck while Paul shifted his weight to his other leg. I raised my eye brows at them aggressively. Paul looked past me apparently to one of the wolves. "should I drive her to Emily's, so he can explain it to her there?"

I tried to ignore this. Did this happen to someone else other than my brother? What do Paul and Jared have to do with it? Ok I'm going to stop thinking, I'm giving myself a head ache.

So half an hour later we arrived at this cute little house in La Push. I was walking toward the house when Jared turned to me "I wouldn't stare if I were you, it bugs Sam" then he kept walking and I followed frowning. Why would I stare?

I entered the house into the little kitchen. Paul and Jared had already started scoffing down some muffins from the table. There was a woman standing against the counter scolding them for being pigs. She looked at me and smiled. She had scare's half of her face, but she was beautiful, it was like the scare's made her more beautiful because she wasn't trying to hide it. I smiled back but it probably didn't reach my eyes like it did with her.

"Hi, I'm Emily" she walked over to me giving me a hug, she was nice.

"I'm Bella. It's nice to meet you." I smiled when she pulled back. She gestured toward the muffins, for me to have some. "no, thanks"

Emily turned to the boys. "Where's Sam?" she asked.

Paul gestured at me "her little brother phased. Sam's trying to get him to phase back."

I opened my mouth to ask what was going on again but Jared spoke before I could. "Were not allowed to explain to you until Sam, Embry and Jamie are here."

My eyes shot wide at Embry's name but I didn't say anything. Just then Sam came in followed by Embry, Jamie and Jake. My eyes were glued to Embry's but when my not-so-little little brother started walking towards me I shifted my attention to him. I reached out and hugged him before he started squirming and muttered something about how uncool this is. I had to chuckle lightly at that.

"are you ok, what was that, what happened?" I instantly jumped into the question.

He furrowed his eye brows and looked over at Sam. Sam told Paul and Jared to go run patrol before he explained. And it took probably a whole half an hour of convincing.

I took a deep breath "ok, so certain members of the Quileute tribe have a gene that is triggered by the presence of vampire's that makes you turn into giant horse sized wolves for the sole purpose of killing vampire's?" I clarified looking at each one of them in turn to make sure none of them were lying. Emily was in the kitchen cooking. They all nodded, well half nodded I suspected there were little differences in my statement than the real thing.

I took another breath "and when they become a wolf they have the ability to imprint which means they find there soul mate that that's what I am for Embry?" they all nodded, wearily, but it was undeniably a nod.

I looked at Jamie "you are not going to Forks high school anymore! You can Transfer to the Res's school. I do not want you anywhere near those bloodsucking soulless leeches that did this to you!"

He smiled down at me before growing serious. He looked at Sam "I need to tell me parents. I don't want Bella at that school and I want Damien transferred to La Push as well. And that won't happen unless our parents know."

Sam nodded in agreement and also suggested we move to La Push. Sam, Jamie and Jake then left to go tell them. He left Embry with me because he said we need to talk.

I hoped into the passenger side of my truck because Embry said he would rather not get in a car crash because I'm not focused on the road. We had been in the car for 1 minuet and it was already awkward.

"soo… what dose being an… imprint, mean Exactly?" I asked

He shifted in his seat to face me slightly "well it means that were soul mates. It's like… when you look into her eyes the first time after the phase… everything changes… all of the sudden it's not gravity holding you the earth it's her. You would do or be anything to make her happy. When she's hurt… you hurt at the thought of her hurt. Nothing else matter's your whole world resolve's around her."

I closed my eyes. I had always had a little crush on him, like seriously from the sandbox, always. And I've always hoped that one day we would realise that we loved each other, even though I didn't love him. But not like this, it's like the imprint makes him feel this way.

I opened my eyes but looked at my hands. "What do you want? You know me, you know I'm not selfish enough to do only what I want. I want to know. How do you feel about me, when you see me, is it the same as you always did, or do you want something more. " my voice was strong but I could hear cracks in it.

He pulled up at the side of the road and turned the car off. "Bella, it's not about me, I don't want us to be something you don't want because I feel a certain way. My life revolves around you, I will be whatever you want me to be."

My eyes started to sting. "What I want is you to be honest, and for one minuet be selfish. Neither of us are selfish people but we need to be selfish when we talk about this because we will always do what we think the other will want, when we actually don't know. I won't do anything I'm not comfortable with, I Promus you that, but I need to know how you feel, so I can do what's best for the both of us." I could feel my eyes watering up and kept staring at my hands."

He seemed to consider what I said then take a deep breath. "When I see you, it isn't the same as it always was. I use to have a big crush on you but now, I love you, and I'm certain of that. The only thing I'm certain of is, you."

I proper tear got caught in my eyelashes when he said I love you. I was trying my dammed hardest not to cry. "So then that's the imprint isn't it? I mean if it has changed the way you feel, made you feel stronger than that's the imprint." And that was it saying those words out loud a couple of tears rolled down my cheek. And I hastily tried to wipe them away.

He grabbed my hand and the feel of his skin against mine made my skin tingle. "No, that's not what the imprint is. What the imprint dose is points you out to me, tells me you're the perfect person for me and says that I'm wasting my time on anyone else. It speeds up the emotional process so I skip the falling in love part and go straight to the in love part." He assured me.

My heart did a tight squeeze. "Are you sure?" I ask looking up at him. He gave me a massive smile and tightened his hand around mine.

"Now, I just poured out my heart and soul. What do you want?" he asked loosening his grip on my hand.

I wanted the grip back but i settled for the light grip. I sighed "I'm pretty much going to be repeating what you just said so I'm going to say something else. Nearly my whole life I have had a crush on you, it varied like it would get stronger then weaker then stronger again, it was really weird. And to be honest when you were flirting with that girl two weeks ago, out of nowhere jealously flared, I couldn't believe how jealous I got. It started to scare me because I never got like that with any of your previous girlfriends but like suddenly and out of nowhere I was getting jealous. And honestly I wasn't going to do anything about it, I was going to pretend it never happened. But, this changes things. I want to give us a try." I admitted feeling myself blush at that confession.

He squeezed my hand again "im glad," then we started driving towards the house again.

As we pulled up at my house Embry laughed, the sound made my heart flutter. I raised my eye brows. "they've convinced Charlie and Renee and decided not to tell Sasha cause she won't understand that you can't tell people. But they told Damien, and so Jamie just phased so they could see what his wolf looked like. Damien is completely thrilled, he was just like 'I've always wanted a dog'. Jamie growled at him and Damien was like 'Chill man, who forgot to feed you last night.'" When I just looked blankly at him he sighed "it was a you-had-to-be-there thing"

I rolled my eyes "you weren't there".

"Yea but I heard the tone of voice" he scoffed climbing out of the car.