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My mother woke me up the next morning. I looked at my alarm clock, when I saw the time I rushed to my closet. My mother stifled a laugh.
"easy Aria, I called school and told them you were sick."
I froze. "you did what?"
"I called school and told them you are sick." She said very slowly as if I wouldn't understand it otherwise.
"And what made you do that?" I asked still frozen into place.
"well. I called the obgyn this morning. And I made an appointment for you." She looked at me. I relaxed. And asked. "when is this appointment, precisely?"
"after lunch." She said as if it was cookie cutter clear. I slumped back on the bed.
"okay. And what are we going to do until then?" I asked.
"we are going to shop."
I looked at her in confusion. My mom despised shopping. I always wondered where I got my sense of style. My dad wasn't that into fashion either.
My mom sniggered. "It's not for me. But soon your clothing will be to small and a baby needs clothing and a crib and stuff."
"okay."I dragged out the word. "Well. I'll better get ready then." She understood the not so silent hint and left the room.
After I got dressed, brushed my hair and put on my makeup I went downstairs to eat. My mom was already at the table pouring milk into a bowl with cornflakes. I got my own bowl put in cornflakes and milk sat down and started to eat.
After we were both done eating we put our bowls in the sink. And left the house.
After a half hour drive we reached our destination. It was one of the nearby towns. We drove to a mall and got out. We went to a baby store first. Someone immediately came to us and asked my mother how far along she was. My mother looked at her in confusion. Then her words sunk in.
"I'm not pregnant." She said. Took my hand turned around and left the store. I shot the shop girl a apologetic look. She looked confused.
We went to a clothing store and my mother immediately steered towards the maternity section. MY mother started browsing the racks of clothing while I looked lost.
"come on Aria. We don't have much time." My mother looked annoyed. I reluctantly started browsing a rack of clothing as well. Most of the things where light colored and tight fitting. Not really my style. But after about 15 minutes I had found some pretty cute tops and dresses. My mom took my hand again and pulled me to the fitting room. I tried on the things she picked first. Comfy cotton tops and 2 pairs of dark jeans. Most of the tops where very form fitting so I decided not to buy them. The jeans where very comfortable. Then there was my pile some dark blue and black tops and a few lacy black dresses. I tried them on and liked them very much so decided to take them all. I picked up some leggings to. After we paid for the clothing. We went to a shoe store to pick up some comfy shoes. Since my shoe collection consisted of mostly uncomfortable flats and high heels. I decided on a pair of sneakers and some beautifully studded army boots.
I was really tired so we went to a little café and ordered lunch. It was necessary because we had the doctor's appointment at 1. After lunch we went back to the car and drove to the doctor's office.
I gave my name at the front desk and we waited for a few minutes before a nurse came who brought us to the examination room.
I was sent into a separate room to put on a paper gown. I went back in and the nurse performed all the regular tests. I was sent back into the room to put my clothes back on while the nurse talked to my mother for a while.
I came back in just as the doctor made his entry. He introduced himself as doctor Hale. I shook his hand and answered his questions. He caught my attention when he said.
"It looks that you're about 4 months pregnant." I was shocked. 4 moths.. That's quit long. I looked at my mom. She also looked very taken aback. He was silent for a few minutes. Allowing us to process the news. Then he continued.
"That rules out abortion. We can't remove the baby after the third month." I nodded. I didn't want to abort the baby. That would be wrong. I wasn't listening to him anymore. I did what he said when he told me to lie down on the examination table and pull up my top. I did as he instructed.
"this can be a little cold." He said as he squished some cold gel on my tiny bump. Then he began prodding it with some kind of object. A rapid thudding filled the room.
"the heartbeat sounds good." I was shocked. When I found my voice again I asked. "that's the baby's heartbeat?" He smiled. And answered "yes it is. And when you look at the screen you can see the baby."
I looked at the screen he was pointing at. At first I only saw a tiny blob. But after he began pointing and thing like the head and the feet I began to see a tiny human. I started to cry. I looked up at my mother and saw that she was crying as well. I grasped her hand she squeezed my hand lightly.
"The baby is developing as it should. Do you want to know the gender?" The doctor asked. Not able to form an answer I just nodded.
"It's a girl." He stated. I started to cry even harder.
A little girl.
My girl.
Ezra's girl.
She was neither of them. No.. I knew she was OUR girl.
We made her. And I wasn't going to give her up. I had to do it for her.
The rest of the appointment passed in a blur. I promised to take my prenatal vitamins and that I would eat healthy. That where the promises I made to doctor Hale. The promises I made to myself where completely different. I promised myself I would take care of her, that I would tell my best friends and I promised I would find Ezra and tell him. That last promise had a deadline. 5 months that was all I had.
Hopefully it was all I would need…
Sooo.. no message from A this time.. A quiet day in Rosewood..? who knows.. I know Aria will hear from her soon enough… soo if you want to tell me what you think.. don´t hesitate to click the little button. I love hearing from you.. even if it´s not that nice. I can handle it.. So I´ll try and post another chapter tomorrow.. I have to otherwise you all would have to wait till Monday. My weekend is overflowing.. I have to work Saturday and I will celebrate my birthday with my friends Saturday evening.. and my family is coming over Sunday to also celebrate mine and my father's birthday.. (my birthday was July 23th.. but I was in Italy.. so my dad and I always celebrate it together..) It still boggles my mind that no one mentioned my terrible English.. so thanks a lot.. You´ve saved my fragile self esteem. Soo.. thanks for letting me bore you.. I love you all so much.. thanks for all the awesome reviews..
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