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I had never really ever shown emotion like this, I didn't even know why the hell I was acting like this! So what if Edward was to never see me again? He would always come and "sleep" with me at night and Charlie would eventually breakdown and allow Edward to see me again. So what? little, little I guess.

I dried up my unexplained tears to look decent for, well, who knows? Charlie will be wanting dinner soon, and Edward was probably wanting to see me to tell me that everything is his fault, even if it isn't, which it wasn't.

A angelic voice suddenly came from behind me,

"Isabella Marie Swan." The voice said with wonder.

I turned to find Edward delicately balanced on the edge of my window. How long had he been there? I had just gotten up from my bed a few seconds ago, hadn't I?

"Edward before you start to go on about how stu-"

Edward cut me off and said, "Bella, you have to promise me that you will never lie to Charlie to come see me again, Okay?"

"I promise" I whispered quickly but then He began again,

"No, I wasn't finished. I also need you to promise me that choosing me was the biggest mistake of your life Bella."

I couldn't answer to that. Ever since I had met Edward my entire life had evolved around him. Yes, he would occasionally bring up the fact that he is undeniably dangerous, but we didn't stay on that topic for very long.

"I know that you noticed the fact that my eyes aren't golden today." Edward quietly whimpered.

I stared at him in shock, amazed that Edward noticed that I noticed.

"I tried not to think of anything of it." Which is true. I didn't.

Before I knew it Edward was hugging me very tightly against his chest. Why was there almost a repetitive thing going on with Edward and I being separated by a couple of feet lately?

Edward pressed his cheek on my head and quickly skimmed through his explanation, "I couldn't make myself leave with Alice. She still went, of course, but my body was telling me that really I truly didn't need to go hunt. So I stayed here, and that was the worst idea I have had in some time because of the fact the I have to be around you to be totally sane. I came here to be with you for a short hour during the night just to see if you were okay." Edward kissed my head before continuing.

"Your smell was becoming to potent and if I didn't get out soon it could have been the end of both our existence. I left the second I felt that need for your blood."

Edward stopped talking and baked away from me so that he could look at me directly.

"I thought you were use to my scent now?" I asked with a weak through. I had to admit, it seemed like a long time since he had gone on about my intoxicating aroma.

"I thought so too." Edward answered.

I still had many more questions concerning the fact that he was still with me and was probably still thirsty, but those questions immediately vanished (as did my current thoughts) when Edward scooped me up off my feet and kissed less guarded than usual. Again.

I wrapped my arms around my vampires neck knowing that my life would not have been the same without him as his tongue entered my mouth.