I wake up from my nap and i look at the clock and it is 7:30! FUCK! I have to be at the Boarding House at 8:00.

I quickly get ready i am wearing a pair of washed looking skinny jeans with a beige sweater topped with a scarf. I am wearing beige/brown boot heels and a bow in my curled hair.

I quickly run downstairs grab my bag and hop in the car. I arrive at the boarding house at 8:05. I'm late...

I walk up and knock on the door and Stefan answers it... oh my best friend i wish you remembered how close we were it breaks my heart!

I say,"Hey Steffie" Shit did i just call him by his nickname i gave him? He looks confused and says,"Hey Rachel...how did you know my nickname only Damon knows that? I'M OFFICIALLY SCREWED!

I reply,"I honestly don't know i just know." CHANGE THE SUBJECT! "So Stefan Elena told you my secret i'm guessing?" He nods and smiles,"Yeah, you could've told us especially when you knew we were vampires too." I smile and say," Yeah i am sorry about that...may i come in?" He steps aside and escorts me in. I walk in and see Elena, Bonnie, Caroline, Tyler, Matt, and Jeremy. I wonder where Damon is?

I walk in and take a seat next to Tyler. I say," Hi Tyler i met your cousin Jake the other day." He replies,"So you are the cute vampire from the woods?" I nervously laugh and say," Yeah, i apologized for what happened...i'm sorry." He laughs and says,"Rach, don't worry its okay...he is a werewolf just like me." I am shocked and say,"OMG REALLY? I should have known." Everyone looks at me and laughs at my outburst. I shyly say,"Sorry guys!"

We are sitting there when i excuse myself from the table to go to the bathroom. I walk upstairs to the bathroom when Damon suddenly steps out of his bedroom with a half naked woman. I feel crushed! He heard me that son of a bitch! He wanted to make me feel like shit and he walked out with this old skank. UGH!"

He is only wearing boxers and she is only wearing underwear and his shirt. That should be me! He sees me and smirks and i frown and walk into the bathroom sadly.

I stay in the bathroom for a few minutes and then i walk downstairs and see him sitting at the table with her. He says smirking,"Oh Rachel i didn't know you were here!" That little lying bastard!Is he just trying to make me mad?! He introduces his slut,"Everyone this is Andie Star, my girlfriend." He says that looking straight at me...

I pull Elena aside and say,"Elena, i'm going to head home alright?" She looks at me worried and says,"Why Rachel are you okay?" I reply,"No i'm not i need to go home figure some stuff out." She nods and says,"Okay...but i'm always here to talk if you need someone to talk to." I smile and say, "Okay thanks" I walk to the table and say goodbye to everyone...i notice Damon is not here...probably having sex with that whore.

I head outside and get to my car when someone suddenly stops me from opening my car door. I turn around and see Damon. I say,"What do you want?" okay now i'm being a complete bitch.

He says," Leaving so soon?" I nod and say,"Yeah why do you care?Why don't you go upstairs to your girlfriend instead of harassing me?"

He smiles creepily and says,"Is someone jealous?" I CAN NOT BELIEVE HIM RIGHT NOW! UGH

I grab him by the neck and pin him up against the wall and say,"Whatever game your playing Damon it's not funny! Do you enjoy making me feel upset by parading around our dinner party with that whore?I HOPE IT WAS WORTH IT BECAUSE I AM DONE WITH YOU!" I release my hold on him and strut away...he says desperately," R-R-Rachel" i am already in my car. I drive off leaving him standing there with all his regret and guilt.

I stop outside the grill and walk into an alley where i see a woman walking. I catch up to her and i grab her by her neck. My fangs are out and my eyes are red and my veins are formed. I look into her eyes and compel her not to make a sound. I look at her and say,"Do you know what it feels like to have your heart break in two? DO YOU? I can't deal with all these emotions! I cant deal with this anymore. I can't"

I TURNED IT OFF...THE LAST REMAINING BIT OF MY HUMANITY AND FEELINGS!

I viciously ripped into her neck not worrying about killing her...It felt sooooo good! I drained her dry...I dropped the body on the ground carelessly and walked to my car and drove home.

I got home and texted Katherine.

Meet me tomorrow near the tomb.

After that i went to sleep with not a care in the world...and it felt good

HEY GUYS HOW DID YOU LIKE THIS CHAPTER?

PLEASE REVIEW

ANOTHER UPDATE ON THE WAY

~~~~~I like this no humanity Rachel~~~~~

In progress story