A/N: Here's Chapter 4 !
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Ariana is kinda mean in this chapter, like really mean, but I like Ariana Grande,just hope she never gets like this...
Chapter 4:
(Liz's POV)
Flashback..
A couple of hours after the guys leave, I hear the doorbell ring. Its so late who could this be? I open the door and wish I hadn't after I see who it is.
"Ariana?"
"Liz, we have to talk."
(Present)
I can't believe this. Ariana is standing at my door asking to talk. Who does she think she is? She waits a whole week to come talk to me. After the way she treated me, I don't want to hear shit she has to say.
"Well... can I come in?" she asked
"No." I start to close the door, but she stops it with her foot.
"Liz please. I want to apologize." she looks at me with guilt and pity.
"Oh no Ariana its ok. There's nothing to apologize for. You clearly made up your mind last week about who you wanted to be with. I guess i'm not good enough for Miss Ariana Grande!" I say dramatically and walk away from the door. I really don't have time for this. She starts to trail behind me, as i'm going to the kitchen, to get a very needed vodka bottle.
"Liz I don't want to be with him. I want to be with you!" she said
I chuckle. I turn around to face her. "And you really expect me to believe that."
She looks at me shocked, like i'm the bad person for saying I don't believe any word that comes out of her mouth. Really? I'm the horrible person right now?
"Liz you know how much I love you... I can't live without you. Look, what happened last week was a mistake. I realized how stupid I was being and that I chose the wrong person, I called Jai and broke up with him. So now i'm here, just trying to fix my mistake.
"Well not all mistakes can be fixed." I say. And if looks could kill, Ariana would not be breathing right now. I'm not falling for her bullshit again. I'm moving on from her. Hopefully with Victoria...After the guys left I thought about what Leon said, I decided that I should try something with Victoria. Maybe she's the one that I need to be with. She loves me after all. I called her and we had set up a date for tomorrow night.
"Liz... Please why won't you forgive me?"
"Because what you did was shitty." She looks at me and her whole facial expression changes. She looks at me and starts smirking. "There's someone else isn't it?" she asks. Well not yet but I'm hoping that it will be.
"No..Of course not.." I say
"Your lying to me Liz." She says as she starts walking closer to me. I start to back up away from her. She still comes closer to me and pushes me down on the couch and sits in my lap.
"Ariana" I whisper. "What the are y-you-"
She interrupts me and leans in closer to my ear. "Who is it Liz? Come on, you can tell me."
She starts nibbling on my ear and it feels so good... But I can't just let Ariana use me again...because that's all she is doing right now.
"Ariana stop.." "Tell me who it is and i'll stop."
You know in some cases this would count as rape. So yeah basically i'm getting raped by my ex.
What a wonderful world we live in.
"Why do you want to know?" I ask her curious as to why she gives a damn who i'm moving on with.
She leans up and looks at me. "Because whoever it is, I want to make sure they treat you right like I did." she laughs. She has to be kidding me. Did she just hear what she said. I'm pretty sure Jai treated her better, than she has ever treated me & he isn't the best guy in the world. He just gets with girls, mistreats them, has sex with them, and leaves. Douche.
"Well I'm pretty sure she'll treat me better than you ever did, now get off of me."
"No i'm good here." "Ariana i'm serious-"
"You know Liz, as much as you say you want me to get off. I really don't think you want me to move."
I really, really don't.
"Ariana-" "Shhh.. Just sit back and relax.." she whispers and leans in to kiss me and omg. I just realized how much I missed her lips. They are just feel so perfect against mine. I'm on cloud nine right now I don't want the feeling to end. But all good things must come to an end as they say. I just wish it would've ended better.
"Hey Liz, I just wanted to come over to talk about our date tomorrow, and your door was open so I just walked in and -" I immediately push Ariana off of me and look at a shocked Victoria.
"Victoria! What are you doing here?" She looks at me with tears rolling down her eyes.
"Umm well I just wanted to come over to talk about our date tomorrow, but I can see that's not going to happen anymore since your back with Ariana." she looks at me and starts to walk out the door.
"Vic, wait-"
"No Liz its ok. If being with Ariana makes you happy, then be with her. I all want for you is to be happy."
"No Victoria your the one that'll make me happy." I look in her eyes trying to convince her not to leave.
"Obviously, I'm not better than Ariana. Congradulations Ariana, you got the best woman in the world." she says sarcastically and walks out.
After she left I swear I see my future going down the whole.
"Well it was Victoria." Ariana says laughing.
I look at her. "What the hell is funny?"
She looks at me and laughs even harder. "Well she said that I've got the best woman in the world. But I don't have you. Hell, I never even wanted you." she looks at me and starts walking towards the door. "You shouldn't have kissed me Liz, Victoria would be good for you."
"No you kissed me you bitch-"
She interrupts. "But you didn't try to stop to me." she says that and walks out.
Next Night
(Victoria's POV)
After that night I had got two texts. Both from Liz & Ariana.
From Liz:
I'm So Sorry Victoria. Please Text Back. If You Don't I'm Coming Over.
From Ariana:
You Know Liz Still Wants Me And Not You. No one Will Ever Want You. Just Die. You'll Be Better In Hell.
Maybe she's right. Nobody will ever want me. Liz Doesn't even want me. She'd rather be with someone that treats her like shit than someone who would love her unconditionally. I would stay by her side until the day I die...
Which is tonight.
I Grab the gun I keep under my bed. I send out this text to everyone in my contacts:
Goodbye. Thanks For Everything.
Then I Send This One To Liz:
I'm sorry I'm so difficult. I'm imperfect. I don't deserve to live. Leave me to rot in the position I am. No one will ever know I'm gone. You and Her is what you want. You and I is what I dream. And I'll Keep
on dreaming. I guess love is the slowest form of suicide. And i've reached the destination. I Love You.
As Notorious B.I.G Said
"When I die, fuck it I want to go to hell. Cause I'm a piece of shit, it ain't hard to fuckin' tell.
I put the gun to my head and put my finger on the trigger.
Goodbye World Forever.
BangBangBang!
A/N: Uh-oh Victoria's Suicidal... We will See What Will Happen In The Next Chapter?
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