My hair was covering my body up from the chills I was feeling, 'please come help me

Itachi, please all of you. I hope someone can hear me anyone' "Please someone help me, do

something get rid of this all of it please". A nurse came in and saw me and crouched down

and lifted me into the bed carefuly laid me gently into the covers,inserted the needles back into

place, and checked my pulse. She left the room and returned with a wet wash cloth

and began to rub the blood off my face with such care and tenderness that I fell into unconssicousness as she cleaned.

(dream :)

: The sky was cloudless and a brilliant blue color the grass was a attractive green color full of sweet smelling

flowers, beautiful shades of yellows, blues, pinks and reds. I stood in the gorgeous feild wearing

a white sleeveless sundress, my hair was down with one braid, I had a handful of flowers in my hand.

I turned around and on the other side of the field were the akatsuki all had a soft expression when I

smiled at them I ran over to them. Deidara was grinning from ear to ear, you couldnt see it well

but you could tell from his face that Itachi was smiling too. They all looked so happy to see me,

I was only halfway there when the sky turned a disgustenly green color and the grass was died and dry,

there was no sun to grace the field with its past beauty. I looked back up to see my friends, but I

ended throwing up. Their bodys were torn and you could see their muscles, blood surronded them in pools,

but they just kept on smiling beckoning me to come to them. My mind screamed at me not to, yelling no, my body

kept moving towards when I finally had reached them I heard a crunching sound and a wave of pain shoot threw my

body. I slowly looked down and there lodged into my chest was a knife, stuck right into my heart. :

I awoke with a start and alone again with a crude looking nurse, who walked up sat onto

the bed causing me to sink close to the nurse. The nurse looked me in the eyes and her body began to

swirl, another body but this one was a man, a man I knew very much. Itachi. Tears welled up in my eyes and I

began to sob into his chest my fingers curled into his cloak, clutching them for support as if I was going to fall.

I didnt let go, and he didnt push me away until I stopped my sniveling. I felt hope surge through me and I whispered back

into his chest "Itachi you came for me" he hesitated but he embraced me. "Sakura" he whipered into the shell of me ear

"I cant take you back, and I came to tell you that they all miss you very much" 'what!?!' looking into his eyes echoing with

sadness and mine with despair, "but...but, you have to take me back I'll never get better...so whats the use". He bent close to me

and breathed beside my ear "Sakura. I dont have much longer with you...but I just wanted you to know that well...I lov-he shook his head-

never mind forget about it" and his body slowly vanished from my bed realshing the pressure on the bed. He left me alone

to die, he was going to say something. All I can feel right now is sadness and despair, so whats the point of it all.

Nothing could change the fact that I am all alone...

...again.

For the first time I truely felt as if no one was going to be there for me, no one,

not even the Akatsuki, when I died maybe they would come get my body and barry it in the

ground under one of their cherry blossom trees near the base. Well, I have no regrets except

that I left all my friends in Konoha. The door creaked open, and in poked a raven haired

person, with obsidan eyes. "Sasuke". His ever emotionless face looked me in the eye "hello

Sakura", he walked over to a chair beside my bed. He just sat there for a while just looking

at the ground avoiding my eye, "So, Sakura now that your back... would you like to go to the

ramen stand with me?". I could feel anger rise in my throat but I couldnt speak, he was

looking at me with a soft expression. I opened my mouth and shut it a couple of times,

he interupted my shock with a "um...Sakura you look like a fish out of water". 'He made a

joke, he made a joke', I really dont know why but I started to brake out in laughter "was

it really that funny" I shook my head back and forth saying no. I tried to smother my

laughing but I couldnt stop. After a while my laughing ceased, he looked at me "Sorry" I said

"its just that I've never heared you crack a joke and well it was kind of funny" he looked

so serious when he said it "I didnt mean it to be funny". The room fell into silence and

the air was still, not a sound was heard sanes the sounds of the birds outside the window

singing their music, for the enjoyment of others to listen to.

After an hour of him just sitting there watching me breath he left the room without

ever getting an answer to his question. I shakly moved my legs out of the bed and stood on

the cold tile, walking to the window I grabbed the bars for support as I looked out at all

the people entering and exiting the hospitol some were carring flowers, teddy bears, ballons,

chocolate, and some were leaving crying while others were smiling. 'Pathetic, just pathetic look

at them all I just want to throw up looking at them'. 'What who are you, what are you doing in my head?'

'What, you dont know who I am, but my darling little child, I am...'.

'...your demise, your death, the one who will end your pathetic, stupid, useless life'

'Wha...What are you talking about your, my demise' 'the girl has a brain, oh goody, know this will go much

quicker and make my job easier' 'what do you mean make my job easier?' 'I have to kill you' I could feel my eyes

widen. I was going to die and not see my friends ever again, I always accepted the thought of being killed, I was

going to be a ninja after all, but someone in your mind telling you I have to kill you, the gravity of it all is just shocking.

'But how can you kill me, your in my mind' 'your not so smart after all, I'm in your head, if I wanted to I could kill you right now, tell

your brain to stop your breathing, cease your heart beat, use your imagination kid. I felt my self start to shiver violently

'are you killing me?' 'No, not yet, thats you breaking down from the shock of death, you have what, at least a week left'. A week, a week

was all I had left to live before this thing in my head killed me. Then I have to get out of this anntoing place and spend my last week

living out my life. Slowly realsing my grip on the bars I dragged my weak legs over to the door, I was so annoyed with myself for not

having the strength to walk to the door, escape this place. I grasped the handly shaking "why, why, why,why" whispering harsly to

myself my anger rose in my throat "WHY, WHY, WHY, WHY, WHY" breathing harshly "I cant do anything on my own, why, I have to get

out, I have to see my friends, I have peomises to make, and to "LIVE ON!!!!". Strength surged through ever single muscle, I kicked the

door down as if it was nothing, splinters stuck into my heel but it didnt stop me. Two nurses down the hall jumped at the sound looking on at me, they called security,

I didnt give them time, I ran down the long hallway and flipped crushing the window with my back. Wind spread over me, just the scent of the outside kept me going.

Glass was stuck in my skin but I didnt care I was getting, I was out I was free. But just as I got comfortable I could sense chakra coming up behind me, glancing behind me there were

three jonin rank ninja, none I knew. I may be able to fight them but I dont want to risk getting captured, I ran through the town as fast as I could, I saw the gates of Konoha up ahead I

knew the wouldnt leave their village for risk of becoming rogue-nin. 'Throb' NO NOT KNOW, I cant feel bad now I'm almost there almost to freedom, almost out. A cough erupted

'No not now please' 'Sorry kid, but its my job' 'can you make me sick later' 'Nope I feel like right now' 'BASTARD JUST WAIT TILL I GET OUT OF THE VILLAGE'

'I guess you dont understand I can kill you right now, make you get caught, but you in a comma, make you go crazy,

stop your legs from moving anything, okay, bitch'. I felt all this pain in my back all of the sudden, my legs froze and I fell mid jump to the

hard ground below I heard a bone crack when I landed on the dirt. I guess I was screaming in pain because everyone was looking with worried expressions,

then my legs were moving and I was running. Running towards the gate, the jonin were still chasing me when I pushed through the guards in a hurry,

I pumped ckra into my legs and kept on running, running. Then when I was about ten miles away I began to cough I collapsed to the ground shaking,

my throat was closing up, my stomach throbbing, I felt my self throw up, and my body was jolting itself around the place. Just when the pain reached

its peak I fell into unconsciousness. I woke up with the worst headache I have ever had, I was clutching me head for all the throbbing it was doing,

when I spotted all the blood over the ground around me, in a giant pool of crimsion surronded my head with the wretched smell of vomit.

I had no idea what I had thrown up, all that was in my stomach was water and jello, but the smell the vomit gave off was of blood and other

scents I could not name. I pushed my right hand on the ground to stand up put screamed in pain from my fall back in Konoha, the pain was

unbearble. I raised a steady hand and pumped chakra into my arm looking for the bone broken, it was the main bone inside the arm

the chakra mended the bones back together doen to the last cell. My arm was healed but the healing took some of my chakra but enough

to get me going on to the base, I lifted myself off the ground clutching my right arm tenderly, I trieed to use it as little as possibly on the process.

Jumping through trees, feeling the wind through your hair gives you a rush, and my paced quickened as I dashed through the trees, I crouched down on a branch

pounced through the air and spread my arms, feeling so happy. Landing to the ground I continued my running through the forest, I encountered a

blackberry bush full of its sweet fruit, my stomaching rumbling like mad I dove in grabbing the fruit, chowing down, liked I was a starved

animal. 'So where are you going?' 'WHY should we tell you!!' 'because I could kill you right now' 'I guess you have a point there'

'damn right Im right' 'pfft..men'. After filling a near empty stomache, running back on was a must to get there by sunset, my innerself and

demise kept talking about nonsense, the usual. Before I realized it, it began to rain in pellets above me,when I remembered what Sasori and Deidara

taught me that each rain drop has a diffrent persons sadness in it so that when god gets to filled up with all this sadness he lets it all go,

it falls to earth and dissappears, put sometimes the raindrops turn into dew and that persons sadness lifts as the sun comes up, and the

world shines like a diamond with the morning dew speckled all over the place. From then on I always thought of all the sadness built up,

realising it into the rain to dissappear.