CHAPTER-4
I didn't know what was going on i couldn't see nothing i could just hear things and it wasn't very good either.
"SAWYER!" someone shouted it sounded like Jude.
Then i heard sirens.
I opened my eyes. I was on a beach but a minute ago i was in a crash. What was happening? I saw Jude; he was layed on the beach. I approached him.
"Jude baby hey"
He didn't reply, and then he got up and looked at me. He walked off. It was as if i wasn't here. I didn't really know what was happening. I looked at my t-shirt and there was blood on it. Where was this from? I put my hand into my pocket and found a bracelet. I had never seen this bracelet before. Why has it just appeared in my pocket? I had no idea.
I decided that i needed answers so i went looking for Jamie. I walked all the way to the River Court to find him sat on a bench.
"Sawyer" He shouted
"Jamie hey"
"Why is everyone ignoring me" he asked,
"I dunno. Jude has just ignored me as if i wasn't there"
"Something weird is going on here, we need to figure it out"
Me and Jamie sat down on the bench. We talked and talked. We must have talked for about 1 hr.
"I remember when we arrived in this town on the highway when you stopped"
"The highway i may remember something or it could have been a dream" Jamie said
"Well i had a dream where we went to a basketball match and then we had a car accident and i was driving"
"Same dream i had was it on the highway"
"Yeah it was, let's go to the highway"
We got up and walked to the highway were we found Jamie's car and police tape.
"Okay maybe it wasn't a dream" i stated
"Well that explains the blood on your shirt and me having blood on mine too"
"This is weird. Is everyone ignoring us because they can't see us" i asked
"Possibly"
I hugged into Jamie.
"Jamie im scared. What happened to us?"
"I am not sure maybe we should go to the hospital, maybe we can find someone"
We headed to the hospital where we saw Hayley and my mum was there too.
"Jamie there's your mum"
"Sawyer, why is your mum here and why is she so upset"
"What!"
Jamie went up to his mum,
"Mum its okay im here"
"She can't hear or see me" he stated
"Jamie i can see you" i turned to Jamie and pointed to where he was, not him but his body.
"What on Earth, am i dead" he asked
"No you're in a coma or sedated, it looks like you have a head injury" i told him.
"Sawyer where are you"
"I dunno, Jamie look there's Jude"
"Oh yeah he looks upset"
We walked up to Jude. He was talking to Peyton my mum. We listened in to their convocation.
"Jude how is she, what happened" Mum asked
"She's in surgery, she's bad Peyton, real bad"
"W…What happened?" she asked
"Well we were driving home when a car run a red light and hit us. The car hit the driver's side and the car flipped. She wouldn't wake up. Jamie woke up then went unconscious again. She just wouldn't wake up, i tried, I did" then he started crying.
"Damn, i hate them people my mum died of an idiot running a red light, just remember it's not your fault Jude"
"I just want her to wake up"
I walked away and started to cry. Jamie came over.
"It's going to be okay Sawyer"
"No it's not your going to be fine i might die and if i dont make it i want you to look after my mum please, her mum died of a car crash"
"Your going to make it, it wasn't your fault"
"It is though Jamie, i was driving and now we could die. I could die"
I got up and walked to the surgery watching place where i stood and watched, Jamie came in behind me.
"You shouldn't watch this"
"I want to"
We watched the surgery. Then I flat lined. It took 4 nurses to revive me.
"I just flat lined, im going to die"
"Your not, listen to me you are going to be fine i will not leave you here"
"You have too"
We walked out of the operating theatre and appeared at the beach.
"It is my fault"
"No it aint"
"Jamie are you feeling weak" i asked
"Yeah why"
"It means your body is getting ready to go back, your going home, i aint my body is getting stronger"
"Im not leaving you"
Jamie and i went back to the hospital but this time i was out off theatre. Thank God. We went and i stood over my lifeless body. Jude was there by my side. He hadn't left me. My mum and everyone had gone home but he was there. We went to see Jamie's body and his mum was still sat by his side too. Jamie then collapsed on the floor.
"Jamie what's up"
"I dont know i feel too weak"
"You are going home Jamie"
"No"
"Jamie close your eyes. I will be fine"
He closed his eyes.
"Now open them"
"I dont want to"
"You have to, just remember til kingdom cum"
"Til kingdom cum, you better come home Sawyer"
"I will, i will see you soon now open your eyes"
He opened his eyes and then disappeared.
I carried on watching over his body, his mum was talking to him,
"Jamie wake up please. I love you, you are all i have. I dont want to lose you", then she went silent she put her head on his chest then his eyes opened.
"Mum you are not going to lose me"
"Jamie. Thank God you're okay"
"Yeah, how everyone else"
"Lydia has a broken arm, Jude has a fractured arm and a few scratches and you have a head injury, you are going to be out of basketball for a while"
"What about Sawyer, how is sawyer"
"Sawyer is in critical condition. She may not make it"
"She will, she told me she will"
"She told you"
"Yeah she told me"
i walked away and went back to my body. I looked at the time it was 4:00 a.m. and Jude was asleep while holding my hand. He hadn't left.
Over the next 2 weeks the same thing happened over and over, Jude hadn't left me once and Jamie had been discharged and was on the road to recovery. I on the over hand, hadn't changed at all. I stood over my own body watching as things got worse. All of a sudden i flat lined and i didn't know why. Jude ran out the room,
"Help her, please help her"
All the doctors rushed in and performed CPR and revived me Jude was in tears. I had never seen him so upset before. From this day for another 2 days he was constantly asking the doctors when i was going to wake up. I left the hospital and got into a car. I have been in this coma for 2 weeks and now 3 days and i was getting weaker, this was a sign. I went back down the highway in this car i found and crashed the car the same way it crashed before. The car flipped and it went black again.
I could hear my mum
"Sawyer all i want is you to wake up. I will never leave you again please, i won't leave you"
then i opened my eyes,
"Please mum do leave me again"
I was awake and was in the hospital.
"Sawyer oh my god you scared me"
"Where's Jude, i want Jude"
"He's outside ill go get him"
She walked outside and i heard her say,
"She's awake" everyone screamed "Thank god"
"Jude she's asking for you"
Jude walked in and i had my head turned.
"Sawyer, please Sawyer wake up"
"Jude thank god you're okay"
i looked and smiled at him.
"Me, never mind me, im glad your awake"
"I heard everything you said, and i could see you crying"
"Really"
"Yeah, how is everyone"
"Everyone is doing good, Jamie has been here a lot"
I laughed then he kissed me.
"I love you so much. You scared me"
"I love you too can you get Jamie please"
Jude turned and went out the door then Jamie walked in.
"I am so sorry Jamie"
"No it wasn't your fault, i love you cuz"
"I love you to cuz"
"I am alive though Jamie, even though i doubted it and so did you, i could hear you"
"I could hear you to. You helped me get back and i looked after your mum for you, your dad was here but he had to go back to New York"
"Okay"
Jamie got up and walked out, Jude and mum came back in. Jude sat one side and mum sat the other side.
"I love you guys, you know that okay"
"We love you too but im sorry Sawyer i have to go back to New York tonight but Jude's going to look after you"
"Okay mum i will call you when im out"
"Okay i love you" she gave me a kiss on the forehead then hugged me, then she left and went back to New York.
"I better leave you to get some sleep"
"Dont leave me please i aint seen you in ages please"
"Okay i aren't going anywhere"
It was about 1:00 a.m. and i did need sleep.
"Will you stay all night please"
he nodded then climbed on the bed with me. He cuddled my body and made sure i was comfy enough. It was painful very painful. I think i had cracked ribs and a sore head but i did know i had broke/fractured my leg. Anyway i went to sleep with Jude right next to me.
When i woke up i looked to my right to find Jude not there. I didn't know where he was, so i did something stupid. I ignored what the doctor had told me and i got up out of bed. I grabbed my crutch and hopped to the door then i saw Jude he was walking my way. I fell against the door do he ran up to me.
"You are supposed to be resting!"
"I'm fine"
"Well why did you fall"
"Okay i got dizzy"
He picked me up and carried me back into the room then paced me back in bed, he then went to the door and grabbed my crutches.
"Why were you out of bed"
"I didn't know where you went and i wanted to see you"
"1. Dont do it again and 2. I will never leave you"
"Ano but i wasn't thinking"
We looked at each other before he gave me a kiss and a hug. I turned over and went back to sleep. I slept for a hour before hearing Jude talking to the doctor,
"Hey doc when can i take her home"
"Within the next few days" he replied
i turned over and told the doctor,
"I want to leave today, i dont wasn't to stay here"
"You are not well enough to go yet, you are on medication and you are on a limit to how much your allowed to do. You also have to have physical therapy because of your leg"
"I dont care i want to go home, Jude will look after me wont you"
"Well yeah but you heard the doc, your best place is here"
"I can't hold you here if you dont want to stay" the doctor said.
"SO i can leave"
Jude looked at me with a worried face,
"Only if you wish to"
"Yeah i do"
"I'll go get the discharge forms then"
The doctor left to get the forms.
"You are very stubborn aren't you"
I laughed,
"Not really, i just hate hospitals"
He nodded as the doctor walked back in.
"I need you to sign here then please and i need your signature too Mr. Baker just to say i let her go with you"
"Okay" we replied
We signed the forms and everything looked good.
"Okay you are ready to go, whenever your ready, but you must take the crutches and you have to leave in the chair, it's the rules"
"Okay thanks doc"
the doctor left and i got back out the bed. I hopped behind the curtain and got changed. I came back from behind the curtain and Jude helped me to the chair.
"Thank you"
"Welcome beautiful"
I smirked as he wheeled me out the hospital. We got into his car and drove. We had to drive back down the highway in order to get home. You could see where we got hit and were we landed.
"Stop! Stop!"
Jude stopped.
"What's the matter babe"
"Is this were we crashed"
"Dont think about it, its in the past"
"Okay"
He carried on driving.
"Jude im sorry"
"What for"
"It was my fault. I cause the crash"
"You never"
We were finally off the highway and we were driving past the river court.
"Is that Jamie on the court"
"Yeah why?"
"Pull over please i need to talk to him"
Jude pulled over. I opened the car door, grabbed my crutches and hopped on over to the river court. Jamie was trying hard to hit the shot.
"Looks like you have lost your shooting skills cuz"
He turned and looked at me surprisingly. He then ran up to me and then he picked me up and hugged me so tight.
"Ow"
"Oh sorry" then he giggled,
he put me down and then hugged me again put this time he wasn't tight.
"How are you Sawyer"
"I'm a little banged up but i will be okay, how are you"
"I'm good. I've got a bad shoulder, so it's affecting my shooting".
"Oh. You will battle through it, Scott men are hard"
"That's true. I thought you would be still in hospital"
"She's meant to be. But she's too stubborn to stay and decided to discharge herself" Jude said as he walked over to me.
"Yeah she is quite stubborn aint she"
"Hello im stood right here"
we all laughed then Jamie said
"Anyway i better go. Glad to see you feeling better though Sawyer"
"Thanks"
i turned and hopped back to the car. We got back in and drove home.
"You are meant to be taking it easy, so i am putting you on house arrest"
"No way. I dont listen to doctors"
"No the doctor said take it easy. I am putting you on house arrest"
"Why though"
"Because i love you and i dont want you to end up in hospital again"
He got out of the car and came round to help me. He carried me in and put me on the sofa. He went to the bedroom and grabbed a pillow and a blanket. He made sure i was comfy on the sofa as he went to the kitchen to make a cup of tea. He brought it over and i enjoyed it.
"You okay"
"Yeah i feel fine"
It was about 10:00 p.m. but we fancied an early night.
"I think we should go to bed you look tired and i am shattered"
"Okay"
"Do you want me to help you Sawyer"
"No"
I hopped to the bedroom and Jude was behind me the entire time.
"I will stay here until you are well enough to do things yourself. I will sleep in the spare room if you want"
"No its fine you can stay in this room with me, i mean it's been about 3 months and we are still going strong its fine come on"
He climbed into the bed with me and i got comfy on him.
"I love Tree Hill" then i went to sleep on him.