Chapter 4

I now stood in my room and looked down at the picture of me surrounded by Chad, Ishida, Orihime, Kon and Rukia, along with Renji, Ikkaku and Yumichika as Dad, holding the camera, took the picture.

(ADD-ON TO CHAPTER 4. The short paragraph mentioning Festival.)

It had been taken during the Cherry Blossom Festival and I remember that Ikkaku, had been challenged to train the Kendo Pupils at my school at the time, resulting in him staying at and I quote "Unmentionable person" House at the time.

Sighing, softly, I came out my thoughts as I hear someone knock on the bedroom door, so go up to it and open it quietly, seeing that is Kenpachi, standing there then he steps inside. Yachiru, isn't with him, meaning that he wanted to talk to me about something alone or it was something else, that he had come here for.

My back hits something solid, which I can tell the wall near my bedroom window as he now comes right up to me, that any closer and we would be touching then a large hand, is placed near the side of my head, on the wall as he leans down to kiss me.

His lips are gentle, against mine and he moves them slowly, while we both change positions of them and I bring my hands up, slowly, to hold his arms gently as he does so. The kiss, almost felt like that he was saying goodbye to me and as he lets go, I feel a jolt go through me, as he slides away from me.

A Soul Society, door has formed and I watch in slow motion as they slide open and as he walks, while the mist seeps out, he turns his head slightly to look back at me, where immediately I feel a jolt go through me as a single tear runs down his cheek.

I bring my hand up, as I step forwards to stop him, but my vision suddenly begins to blur then as I collapse on both knees, the room as returned to normal and he is gone from my sight as I now feel tears start to form as I wrap my arms around myself and lower my head, as my body starts to tremble.

(ADD-ON TO CHAPTER 4)

Why had he just done that?

What the hell did it mean?

I should have stopped him, from going and told him that he would be becoming a Father. Maybe, it was because he was frighten of what he was feeling inside.

Getting up, I go over to the desk and grabbing a tissue from the tissue box, wipe my eyes then sort myself, so my friends don't see that I've been crying.

Even though, I wanted to tell them about what had happened and why I had been acting strange around them, I needed just time to spend with them.

Enjoy their company.