I don't want to be idol;
See the pedestal is high and I'm afraid of heights...
- Alanis Morissette, 'Not The Doctor'.
John's doing it again. Looking at her across the briefing table like she's a saint. It's been annoying her she noticed three weeks ago.
She asks Rodney a question, hopes he'll start to bicker and give her a distraction. Frustratingly, he's actually polite for once. Typical.
She glances back at John. Damn it, she's a leader, not God. She wishes she could throw a tantrum like she wants to, maybe slap some faces, or break something. But she bites it down. She'll have to be a good girl for now. She can't show her whole self and be his leader...
A/N: Not so good. I think it's my own miserableness leaking over into her...