Wthat insanity awaits? Quite a lot! Can Renee get Bella away from Jacob? Please review! I was thinking of writing a mother/daughter story about Stranger Things ' Nancy Wheeler and her mom (reimagined as Ariella Ferrara) what do you guys think?

Renee was back on the bottle but that sure as shit wasn't all. She kind of holed up in her room and didn't talk to Bella for a couple days. She didn't want to pry into her life but she was leaving her no choice. She went through her things when she wasn't home. Nothing interesting. No drugs, condoms or anything like that. Bella seemed like a smart enough girl to stay away from trouble, at least smarter than her mother.

Renee went to the last resort. Her diary. If it was anyone else she really wouldn't care but this was Bella's personal thoughts. She was worried about her with this boy but also worried about what she might find in there about her.

She sat on the bed and took a deep breath before she opened it. She decided to warm up to the truth. A week or 2 before she came:

Dad worries. I told him I'd call, let him know what's up. What happened between him and Mom happened like a thousand years ago. Can Forks really be that bad? The way he describes it it sounds like something from GTA. I mean it's a small town, right? Population barely 2,000. Not exactly the place for organized crime.

Well the ticket is already booked. I'm nervous. I know this person but I don't know know this person. Is my mom crazy? I mean she's a cop and she's managed to keep her job so she can't be all bad. Maybe she has a beer or two every night. As long as she's not passed out every day I'll be ok with it.

Last night I never had as chance to write. Too tired. I haven't even started to write the novel I wanted to. She seems nice. I think we were both really nervous. She's quiet. Not a bad thing but I feel like she's holding back from me. Maybe she'll open up more over time. I'm sure she hasn't had a ton of Mom-training or anything.

Another long night (lol) I met some cool people (Angela, Jessica, Mike and Jacob). I feel bad about ditching Mom but I'll make it up to her. I guess she's well known in the community. Not sure if she's really liked by everyone. I guess she pulled Angela over once and not sure what the story is there. I guess she's close to Jacob's family. He invited me to his uncle's. Might take him up on that.

Wow...so weird dream last night. Not sure what it means but I might need to see a therapist. I feel sick, ashamed. I don't really feel like writing about it now. I really need to change my sheets!

Jacob invited me over to his uncle's. I got to meet him for a minute. Joe. He seemed nice but also I don't know like not pervy but something sketchy about him. He pretty much lives in a palace, I guess he is that rich. Jacob showed me around but some parts were off limits. Huge pool so maybe I'll get to go swimming next time. Jacob's nice I mean I don't know a lot of guys like him back home. He did want to go on a date or is he said 'Hang together'. I'll definitely take him up on that.

Renee had enough and put the diary back in its place. At least she knew she wasn't having sex or into drugs or alcohol. But it didn't mean she was out if any danger. Renee knew How was one mean son of a gun and he wasn't someone to be around for long. She nearly paid a hefty price back in the day related to a shipment of coke she told him got "Lost". She had to make sure Bella stayed out of trouble. She needed to get a hold of her cellphone at the first opportune moment. What was a bigger mystery to her was what Bella's dream was. It was so awful she couldn't write about it? Her bed sheets? Did she wet the bed or something?

She stood up and checked the comforter then stripped it off the bed. There was this stain but when she got down closer to sniff it she knew exactly what it was. She smiled to herself.

"Damn, you're not such a good girl after all are you?"

She watched the door and proceeded to plant her face into the stain, rubbing her face all over it. She lied on the bed and got comfortable. She wasn't able to control herself, this was hot as hell. She found a picture of the girl nearby and slid her hand sown her pants. She had to fold the picture since it was of her with Charlie and she wasn't exactly interested in seeing his face again. She had to make this quick because who knew when that girl was getting back. The biggest thing on her mind besides getting in those tight pants was wondering what she was thinking when she did that. Was it about her? FUCK! All Renee could do was imagine just how hot that would be. Was it like her wet dream? She wanted to imagine it was way freakier and nasty. Cumming now. She closed her eyes, body vibrating, she called out Bella's name above normal volume.

"BELLA!"

"Mom? Mom are you home?"

Renee covered her mouth. She didn't hear the door. Great, now what?

Bella came inside with Jacob. He stayed by the door while she checked upstairs. "Mom?" Bella saw that her door was opened slightly. She peered through the crack seeing her light was on. She pushed the door open. "Mom?"

There was Renee bent over the bed, taking the sheets off. Renee pretended to just notice her now watching her. "Oh, hey! Just make it home now?"

"Uh yeah...," she watched Renee seeming very guilty about something, "You know...I can start doing my own laundry...no trouble."

"It's no trouble at all, dear." She turned her back for a second to laugh a bit at getting away scotfree. She her footsteps. She turned around and saw the enemy.

"Hey, I brought Jacob over."

"Hey!" He smiled at Renee, nodding his head.

"Hope you don't mind."

"Um, no. Not at all." She was shocked. In all honesty she had never met the boy before, she knew about him but only knew the reputation of Joe and his father. As far as she knew he didn't have any involvement in their business. Clean record, not even a parking ticket.

They took off soon after Bella showed him around. "Be back by 11."

"Oh, don't worry, ," said Jacob showing a dimple in his cheek when he sneered.

Once she knew they were out of sight, she hit the bottle. She felt guilty, she should have tailed him, sure there was no proof yet that he was up to something but what if Bella got caught in the crossfire? Instead she just felt sorry for herself.

Bella came home that night earlier than expected, he claimed he had to something for his dad in the morning. They shared a quick kiss in his car. Bella felt a bit awkward about it but liked it. She saw that there were still lights on inside the house. Renee must've been waiting up for her. She couldn't believe what she saw. Renee was passed out drunk in her chair with a bunch of beer cans on her and the floor.

She could feel her heart sink, this was exactly the kind of thing she didn't want to come home to. She tried to just ignore it and go to bed. But the next couple days she found Renee passed out or drunk and slurring her speech in the morning, on the days she saw her anyway. She wanted to ask what was up but was scared to. It wasn't until Saturday, the day of the concert that she said anything.

"Hey, Bella, where you going?" She watched in the kitchen drinking something that wasn't coffee from her mug; you could practically smell the booze on her.

"The concert," she answered bluntly.

"Oh?"

"Yeah, Jacob's waiting."

"I thought...I thought we'd go together."

"Yeah...I already sort of told you about that. Didn't think you'd be that interested anyway."

She didn't say goodbye. Renee watched her leave, helpless to stop her.

The concert was...ok. Bella was getting a headache and wanted to leave. Jacob wasn't complaining. He asked her if there was anything else bothering her. She just lied and told him the week just kind of tired her out.

"I'm going to be gone for a week. Flying to Hawaii. Wish I could take you with me but it's kind of a family thing."

"Oh?" Bella was disappointed, she actually wouldn't mind getting away for actually while; some excuse to be away from home.

"Don't worry, I'll text you." They kissed and she went inside the dark house. Renee wasn't home, must've gotten called in. She just wanted to sleep. She wasn't sure at first if she could but once she took some time she was dreaming and dreaming again about Renee.

She was sitting in Renee's lap and Renee was smiling widely at her. Bella's hands squeezed her clothed breasts. Renee giggled and undid her blouse. She said something inaudible as her heavenly chest was revealed to her eager daughter. Bella's head was pushed in and she was sucking and slurping on her mother's breasts like a mad woman.

Bella woke up in shock to her wet pants. It happened again! What was this? She tried so hard to get past those two times before as just nothing, some weird thing. First it was the whole shower thing and now it was sucking on boobs? She wasn't even into girls. he thought dating Jacob would change things but it didn't do a damn thing.

Luckily in the morning she reviewed a text from Angela about going to the local fair with her and Jessica. That was perfect. Anything to take her mind off of everything and get her out of the house; maybe she could talk them into a sleepover.

She tried very hard to have a good time but every time she got on a ride or tried some corny game all that stuck with her was Renee and those damp sheets, this shame building inside her.

"Let's try the fortune teller," said Jessica, pointing to air blue tent.

Well maybe it would at least give her some hope for the future even if it was bullshit. Only one person was allowed at a time. Bella was first. The tent seemed a little bigger on the inside. It was all mystical and fake looking even the crystal ball on the table. The woman wore all bell blue, easily in her 20's but acted older. Bella sat down and listened to her ruse.

"I sense you are in great distress. Please let me see your hand."

Bella rolled her eyes but played along. The woman studied Bella's palm but acted weird when she looked at her life lines. She stared at her oddly.

"What?"

"Maybe I should not say."

"What kind of fortune teller are you?"

"I see great trouble..."

"No rich future or meeting a tall dark stranger?" She joked.

The woman shook her head. "It's very foggy. Have you been having dreams? I can interpret dreams."

Bella couldn't just tell a stranger about these creepy sex dreams she's been having, she couldn't even admit it to herself. "About my mother," she bit her lip.

The fortune teller moved her hands around the crystal ball. "Yes. Your mother. You have not seen her in in a long time. She has not lived with you in a long time."

"How did you..."

"What happened in these dreams?"

Bella paused, "I...walked in on her in the bathroom...she was getting ready..."

"Yes and she pulled you in, instead of scolding she did something else."

Bells felt the hairs on the back of her neck stand, "How..."

"And in the next dream?"

"She...wanted...to show me something...I..."

"She presented herself to you! You sucked on her breasts!"

"No! I...I...what does it mean?"

"Easy! You want to fuck her...," she stared at Bella blankly.

Bella had her mouth wide open in total shock, she was panting heavily after getting all of that off her chest. She didn't know what to say.

The fortune teller cleared her throat and stuck out her hand, "That will be $5.50."

To be continued really soon! Things are going to get hot!