disclaimer: i own only my own characters and the plot everything else is j.k.rowlings

Lily Pov

Lucius was such an asshole! And he thought she should be attracted to him! The thought just made her shudder. It was damn good of Ebz to hex him though. Yay she was good for more than one thing then. Just then she noticed where she was, moaning myrtles bathroom. The poor girl died over twenty years ago but no one knew how. All they knew is that she haunted a toilet, the sad bitch. Lily walked in though deciding she really didn't give a damn about the ghost. After all she hardly ever left the bathroom and hardly anyone ever came in, meaning myrtle couldn't tell anyone anyway. That decided Lily stalked over to the end cubicle and locked the door behind her. She sighed why did her life have to be like this? Nothing but a mask and a fake smile to get her bye. She slid down the door and sat with her knees pressed tightly into her chest and pulled up her sleeves. Scars, scars and more scars with some still healing cuts. She pulled her school bag closer to her and removed from it her one true friend. Her knife. She took a moment to admire it shiny silver and sharpened with magic. This was the only reason she was still here. She had delayed this too long and so dug her blade in deep then pulled it across her arm. The flesh parted easily and the blood flowed just like a crimson river. She repeated this once more then cleaned off her knife on a rag she always carried with her and replaced it at the bottom of her bag. God she felt so much better! Now that really was magic.

Myrtles Pov

The girl had come in again today. She needed help yet no-one understood that. Ironic that she was the only one who knew and she was dead. shows you how screwed up the living really are. Myrtle was still thinking about this when she heard the door open, she didn't think much of it as it was probably just that girl leaving then she heard the voices.

'Just go away Ebz' that was the girl she knew the voice from the times when she had screamed at herself in the mirrors.

'I can't Lily.' so Lily was her name.

'Ebz just leave me you of all people should understand that I want to be left alone.'

'And what the fuck has that done for you?' the black haired girl, Ebz, seemed to be getting pissed off.

'Got me through my life.' Lily responded simply then walked away. The girl Ebz seemed to wait for a few seconds then followed unaware that Myrtle had been watching the whole thing. Well wasn't this pathetic day getting interesting?

Ebz's pov

Well wasn't that a good idea? Nice one Ebz go after Lily and send her off on one yet again. Gee aren't I great I've upset her three times today in the space of two hours. Hell I think I might have just broken Lucius record! These thoughts plagued Ebz as she made her way back to the common room. 'Serpents tongue' she muttered as the dungeon wall faded away to admit her. She always knew Lily hated herself and did that but to walk in on her doing it! Damn she hated the idea of anything hurting Lily and yet now she was one of the people doing it! She was interrupted of this chain of thoughts by Lucius calling from across the room.

'Ah Ebz where were you go for a quickie with the filthy mudblood Gryffindor?'

'Drop dead asshole.'

'Now, now why would I want to make all your dreams come true?'

'You have no idea what I dream so go get screwed.'

'Now unless I'm much mistaken isn't that one of your dreams? Screwing the mudblood Lily?' Lucius smiled 'Or I-' he didn't get to finish his sentence as Ebz had dived at him and not bothered with magic had simply started punching the hell out of him.

'Get off me you stupid bitch!'

'Why? It's the only time you'll ever have anyone on top!' Ebz finally satisfied that she had beaten him enough got off him and turned to walk away.

'Yer walk away you coward!' normally Ebz just brushed off Lucius' pathetic attempts at insults but now she was already pissed off and he was just so asking for it. 'Scar-'

'Expelliamus' Ebz was cut off mid curse and found herself flying into the nearest wall her wand flying back in the direction she had come from towards-

'Trinity you bitch!'

'Shut it Ebz or I will curse the fuck out of you.' Ebz really didn't doubt that and so for once in her life had no witty comeback.

'Yes sheath your claws lil kitty meow' Lucius smiled cruelly 'Or else your mistress there might have to make you go without your milk!'

'Don't even think about it Ebz.' Trinity seemingly able to read her mind.

'But-' Trinity just turned towards Lucius malice showing in her ice blue eyes

'Scarlacentra' Lucius suddenly had blood coming out of everywhere it could: his nose, his mouth, and somehow even streaming out from around his eyes. 'Now piss me off again you prick and I swear I'll hit you with something worse than this. She then threw Ebz's wand back to her and walked down the stairs to the dormitories.

'It's times like this that I can understand why she was put in slytherin' muttered Ebz under her breath before taking a satisfactory glance at Lucius who was still bleeding while half limping and half being carried out of the common room to the hospital wing. Ahh well the bastard deserved it. It was amazing how ditzy Trinity could act at times and yet at others she could be totally cold and cruel. Having nothing better to do on a Saturday she went too headed to the dormitory she may as well get that potions essay for Slughorn done, even though he probably wouldn't care weather she did it or not. Just like how Trinity wouldn't get done about that curse. She would probably get detention which more than likely would be with Slughorn, then she would just chill for an hour and come out with a pass for the restricted section of the library where she would look up even worse curses and probably end up repeating the whole scenario again. It was the same with herself, Lily and Rebekah. They could do no wrong wherever professor slughorn was concerned.