Sam and I walked to her house. We shared earbuds as we walked, listening to the Beatles. Sam sang along to the song quietly, smiling at me everytime we met eyes. When the song finished I took her hand.
" Your voice is amazing." I said, smiling.
"Its nothing really. Its kinda crappy to be honest." she said, blushing.
We got to her house and she unlocked the door. We went up to her room.
"No one is home and won't be until tomorrow." Sam said, sighing.
"Work?" I asked.
"Yeah." she said, shaking her head.
I pulled out her guitar and stummed a few notes. She sat next to me on her bed and smiled.
"Hey, Ryan." she said.
"Yeah whats up?" I asked.
"I love you too." she said quietly, blushing. I gazed into her deep blue eyes with my own, and leaned in, kissing her softly. She sighed and wrapped her arms around me. I sat the guitar down and pulled her close, running my hands through her dark brown hair. She pulled away, smiling and kissed me again, this time more passionately. I pushed her gently down on the bed, not breaking the kiss.
I ran my hands along her body, feeling her tremble at my touch. I moved my lips from hers to her neck and sucked gently. She moaned softly.
I went back up to her lips silencing her moan with another kiss. She opened her mouth for easier access, we then fought for dominance for a couple of minutes only to break away for air. I leaned in an whispered in her ear, "Are you sure you want to do this?"
"No.. yes.. I don't know." she whispered back. I leaned back and smiled,
"Hey if you don't want to do this, its okay. I won't push you." I said. She nodded and kissed me once more before sitting up too.
"I'm sorry Ryan, I'm just scared of whats to happen when I lose it." she said. I nodded and pulled her close,
"I haven't done it either so I'm just as scared. So I think we can agree on waiting." I murmured. She kissed my cheek, causing me to blush.
"So what was the surprise?" I asked.
"It was going to be that but like I said I got scared and tapped out." she said, sighing.
"Oh. Well I got further than I ever had in my life." I laughed softly.
She smiled and kissed me softly before taking off her shirt, revealing a pink laced bra. I swallowed hard, knowing I have seen her undressed before but this time it was different. She pulled on a large t-shirt and took off her pants. The t-shirt was like a dress on her. She came back onto the bed and snuggled close to me.
"We have homework today." she said softly.
"We can do that after a nap." I yawned.
"Okay." she whispered and got under the covers with me. We both fell asleep in minutes.
(end of chapter four)