"Damage"

(From "A Different Reason")

For so long

I lived my life in constant fear

Of you.

Afraid of being beat up

And chewed up

For something you thought I did wrong.

I never liked you

I was too afraid to

But I also loved you.

You may not have treated me well

But you are my father.

You help brought me to life

And for that I am grateful

But I will never forget

The pain you have caused me

The physical as well as the emotional

For because you I am forever damaged.