I don't own weiss because if i did I would have money and not be falt dead broke.
Aya crawled into his bed and cried. He loved Yohji he did and it just hurt the man didn't love him back. All those nights he had spent with him the night he gave up his virginity meant nothing to Yohji. A light knock came to his door and hope fluttered to his heart until Ken popped his head in the door. "Can I come in?" He nodded and the brunet lightly shut the door behind him and sat on the bed. "I'm sorry Aya. I know you love Yohji and I know rejection hurts. If you need some one to talk to I'm here I just wanted to let you know that." He nodded and grabbed the brunet's hand forcing him to sit back on the bed. "Who are you in love with Ken?" The brunet smiled softly. "Some one who can never love me back. I don't care that he can never love me back as long as he is happy I am. Aya do you think you truly loved Yohji?" The question milled around in his head for a long moment. "Yes. You don't give your virginity to just any one Ken. You have to love the person to give them some thing as special as that." The brunet blushed at the piece of personal information and smiled softly. "Good night Aya. I'm going to make sure Omi is all right. I think it was hard for him to find out that the man he loved was not only dating another person at the same time but in love with another person entirely. You know I think we should stop using the word love because I don't think Crawford is in love with you or Yohji in love with Omi. You really have to know a person to be in love with them. We'll see soon who really loves the person they say they did. Feelings of love don't just change and switch to another person. They may change enough so you can give up your heart just to make the other person happy and not care if they love you in return but they can't just switch to a different person." Aya stopped Ken again.
Ken turned and looked in to violet eyes that shown with sadness and loss but there was hope there as well. "Ken how long have you been in love with this person?" The brunet smiled sadly. "Long enough. Aya I don't want any one to know who I love because their feelings might change for me just because I love them and they want to be loved or because they feel sorry for me. I don't want that. I want the person to love me for me and not just because they feel they have to. I'll be sad that they don't love me but I'll be happier because I know they are with the person they truly love not some one they are making themselves love. It's not fair to either of us if I let that happen." The redhead nodded as he looked into green eyes. "What made you become so wise all of a sudden Ken?" The brunet chuckled and shrugged. "I don't know. I guess my heart is a lot smarter than my head. Good night Aya I still have to go check on Omi and Yohji because I want all of my friends to be happy too." Aya smiled softly at Ken. "I want you to be happy Ken." The brunet smiled slightly. "I will be as long as the one I love is." Ken then turned and left the room.
Aya awoke feeling better than he had the night before. What Ken said had made sense in an odd round about way. He showered then dressed, worked the shop with Yohji until Crawford came and picked him up for dinner. They went to a nice little Italian restaurant with really great food and a quiet atmosphere. They ate in silence then Crawford took him home. Crawford hated how silent Aya was though the redhead liked the silence.
The next day came and they went out again this time to an art show. Aya was again silent through out most of the ordeal. They went home to find Ken bleeding and holding and ice pack to his eyes. Farefello was gently stroking Ken's stomach. "Please Kitty forgive Farfie. I didn't mean to do it." The redhead rolled his eyes as Crawford pried Farefello off of Ken. "Aya I don't think this is working out. Siberian is it alright if we cancel before the week is up?" Ken nodded. "Yeah I don't care." Aya sighed and pulled the ice pack off of Ken's eye and flinched at the very black and puffy object. "Do I even want to know?" The brunet sighed and lifted his bleeding arm a little the redhead nodded and grabbed the first aid kit. "Lets just say cute little girls that say God Bless you when you sneeze and Farf are not a good thing. You know I'm fairly lucky. The little girl lived and all I got was a black eye and a cut arm. Not bad if I do say so my self." He shook his head as he wrapped white gauze around tanned skin after cleaning the cut thoroughly.
Aya sighed and looked at Ken for a very long moment then sighed again causing Ken to shift in his seat and look at him. "I've been thinking about what you said the other night. I don't think I ever was in love with Yohji I think I was just in love with the thought of Yohji being in love with me." The brunet nodded and stood slowly. "Well I'm glad your feeling better. I'm sorry I have to go lay down I would love to talk really but my eye and my head really hurt so I need a nap." He nodded and watched the brunet head up the stairs.
Aya worked with Ken for the rest of the week in the shop only having Farefello pull Ken out of the shop and drag him odd place six times during each day. Aya shook his head and smiled a bit excited to have the week end and to see how things turned out.