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I woke up at the annoying sound. Something was dripping. And monotonously beeping. What the hell? And then I remembered. I went to the bed after Yokozawa and Onodera had gone home. Then I fell asleep. And then a sharp pain woke me up. Oh god. Yeah. You forgot about that damned knife in your bed and you laid at it. Moron.

Well that certainly wasn't very intelligent. What then... I went to the bathroom trying to stop the bleeding from my chest but I slipped and fell to the floor. Sorata was mewling like hell. And then. Then I think I was unconscious because after some banging at my door there was silence for a little while and then Ritsu - RITSU - came in and started to yell at me that I have to stay with him, that I can't die 'cause... No that certainly was a dream. I was sick so it was only my feverish brain.

But somehow I ended up here. And this is obviously a room in the hospital. How...?

I looked around the room and I noticed Onodera on the chair. So I'm still sleeping. Or I'm dead and I created a place in nowhere where he is here. Oh well. Who cares about it. He didn't notice me. He was talking on the phone with someone. That's quite a realistic scene. I tried to move a little and then the pain came. A little too realistic. I winced and then he noticed I'm awake. He hung up and took a deep breath. And then...

§§§ Onodera's POV

'Takano-san...' I started quietly. I promised myself I'll do it. No matter what I have to tell him. 'I'm sorry.' He winced again and his eyes widened. And then I broke.

'I-I'm so so so sorry Takano-san! I should never ever tell you any of that! It was a lie! The biggest lie in my life!' I started to cry. Shaking uncontrollably I knelt beside his bed. 'I'm so sorry. I was so cruel. Forgive me Takano-san! I beg you forgive me!' He was shocked. I could hear his gasp when I started to cry. His eyes were wide open and he was staring at me in disbelieve. Finally I choked out what I came to tell him that night. 'I-I love you!'

He froze. I looked up at him. He was so astonished he nearly forgot to breath. But... did he love me too? Or was I too late? Oh no please I'd do anything just love me back! I beg you Takano-san!

'R-ritsu...' he whispered. 'What are you doing?' WHAT?! What am I doing?! 'Why are you here?' Oh no. No no no. He doesn't believe me. He still thinks that I hate him!

'You don't have to...'

'NO! I have! I really do have! Forgive me Takano-san I beg you! I r-really do love you! I'm not lying this time! You have to believe me! Please...'

§§§ Takano's POV

He what...? This is not a dream. And certainly if I was dead I wouldn't feel the pain. So this must be reality. But... how? I can't believe. Hasn't he told me that any kind of relationship between us is out of the question? And yet here he was, on his knees, telling me that he loves me and begging for my forgiveness..? What do I have to forgive him anyway? It was my fault that we were both suffering. I was forcing him. What the hell is going on?!

'Onodera' I pulled myself together and spoke. 'Why are you apologizing? I was forcing you. Don't make me fell guilty like this. It was all my fault. Back then and now too. It's not like you-' I was cut by his expression. It was... scary. I could see an overwhelming guilt, sorrow, pain and... was that hope in his tearful eyes? Could it be... true what he was saying?

It's true Masamune. You can believe him. He might have been cruel back then but he isn't that insensitive to lie like that. And he certainly isn't a good actor you know that. You always knew when he was lying. You know that now he tells the truth. Finally.

So it is truth... I'm so... so happy! I can feel tears welling up in my eyes. He loves me! Onodera Ritsu loves me!

'Oh... Ritsu...!' I whispered trying to sit up.

'Takano-san what are you doing!? Lay down! You have to- mmmn!' When he was trying to pull me back on my pillows i hugged him and kissed him. I couldn't speak anymore - my throat was so clenched. But I finally wasn't in pain. My god I've never felt better!

I let him go from the kiss but he leaned down and pressed his lips against mine. I was shocked at first but i started to respond to his kiss. I was so happy. And so was him - that was what I sensed from the kiss. He was giving his all but this time to convince me that for him I'm as important as he is for me. Finally we broke the kiss when we needed to breath.

'Takano-san...!'

'Ristu...!'

After a while he pulled back and went to call a doctor. I couldn't help but wince a little when I was moving - I was wounded on my chest. When the doctor came he examined me and said that when I want I can go home but I have to remember to change my bandages and rest. Finally I left the hospital with my Ritsu.

§§§

'Please, Takano-san, never do this again! You couldn't imagine how horrified I was when I saw you... on the floor... w-with that knife and in p-pool of y-your own... blood.' He winced.

'I'm sorry, Ritsu.'

'How have it happened anyway?' What to do... I can't tell him that I cut myself with a knife to release my pain!

'I was trying to clean my apartment when you two came and I just threw everything I had in my hands on my bed. Then I forgot about that knife when I was going to sleep and while sleeping I accidentally... impaled myself on the edge.' He visibly shivered.

'Takano-san...' I laughed. I felt so light. 'I do not want to this to happen again too. Don't worry Ritsu I will never throw anything at my bed again.' I glanced at him. 'Well, with one exception.'

He blushed beet red. I smirked. Oh yeah I just couldn't wait to embrace him again. Feel his sweet lips on mine. Look at him when he is sweaty, panting and moaning. He is so beautiful...

We were back in my apartment and he just finished cleaning it from my blood. I told him I'll do it but he didn't want to listen. Instead I tried to make it up to Sorata who was hungry and lonely. Cuddling him in my arms until he fell asleep I watched Onodera who was in my bedroom making sure there is no blood and sharp objects in there. And I couldn't help getting aroused.

'Onodera' I whispered in his ear standing behind him. He shivered. I leaned forward and started kissing his ear. He moaned slightly. I went lower kissing his jaw and down the neck. I turned him that he was facing me and kissed his temple. He lifted his head and kissed me right on the lips. It was a long, passionate kiss. I licked his lower lip asking for permission. He granted it happily opening his mouth and shivered when he felt my tongue licking inside of his sweet mouth. He tried to battle me but he had no chance of winning. When the urge to breathe became too prominent to ignore anymore I let go of his lips to go further down. Sucking on his neck I pushed him down on the bed lying on top of him. He wasn't trying stop me, for the first time ever. Instead he pulled me closer to his warm body and whispered my name with lust in his voice. I was already becoming hard and so was he. I took off his shirt and kissed my way down his beautiful chest playing with his nipples for a while ripping load moans from his throat and finally reaching his already tight pants. I took them off in one smooth move along with boxers exposing his hard cock. Ritsu was panting under me. Then I stopped.

'Ah... ha... ha... T-takano-san. D-don't s-stop!'

'Hmmm? Ritsu do you want it?' I asked while stroking his whole length with my hand.

'Y-yes! Yes Takano-san!' He shouted making me even harder than I already was.

'Or maybe you'd like it more when I do this?' I leaned forward and kissed the tip of his dripping wet cock.

'Aaah...! Ahh...' I wanted him so much. I started licking him from hilt to tip slowly and suddenly took him whole in my mouth. He arched his back screaming and started to thrust this hips further into my mouth. I swallowed him teasing him with my tongue. I started bobbing my head up and down making him scream with want and need. 'Takano... san... I... I'm... Ah! Aah! I'm going to cum!' Hearing this I started sucking harder and finally I felt his warm seed exploding in my mouth. I sucked him dry swallowing everything. He was panting and writhing underneath me. I kissed him on lips and he moaned tasting himself. I reached to the cupboard beside my bed, pulled out the drawer and got a bottle of lube. I opened it and poured some on my hand. He gasped felling my hand at his entrance but I distracted him with kiss and the other hand playing with his nipples. He jolted when I put in the first finger. I circled it making him quiver uncontrollably. He moaned lustfully. I overcame the sudden urge of pounding him in that very moment and added the second and soon the third finger. He went insane. He was shouting obscenities and I couldn't take it any further. 'Ah! Takano-san! In...!' I shivered but teased him for a while. 'Hmmm? What do you want? Can you repeat, Ritsu?' I was still inside him fingerfucking him. He was so tight and warm I was loosing my mind. 'I-in! Takano... san... I... want... y-you... Ah...! IN! INSIDE ME! PLEASE!' In that moment I was lost. I removed my fingers making him gasp for sudden emptiness and using the rest of the lube at my cock I spread him wide and positioned myself at his twitching opening. 'Aaaah...!' I entered him and with one thrust went all the way in. I stopped to give him time to adjust to my size and waited kissing and licking his pink and hard nipples until he squeezed his legs around my waist and breathed out 'Now...' I started to move slowly. With the third thrust I went a little harder and he screamed out arching his back from the bed. 'Oh. Found it.' I said playfully but his scream made me harder and I was fighting not to cum inside him just then. 'T-takano-san! Ah! Aah! H-harder!' Ritsu went wild. He was so sexy I couldn't help but obey his wish. I started slamming into him faster and harder with each thrust always hitting his sweet spot making him moan, shout, jolt and writhe and pushing him near the edge. 'Ritsu...'I whispered in his ear and licked it. 'I love you.' He was now shaking violently and thrusting his hips up to meet with my thrusts. 'Cum. Cum for me!' I was so near. His wonderful warm and tight hole was sucking me in, his muscles were clenching around my cock. My whisper pushed him over the edge and he came hard, screaming my name, on our chests while I released my cum deep inside him biting my lips hard.

When we stopped shaking after our orgasms I pulled my cock out of him and he moaned.

'Ritsu' I whispered 'I love you. I love you, Ritsu!' He took a deep breath and answered me 'I love you too Takano-san. I really do.' I hugged him tightly to my chest hearing his sweet words. 'I'm so happy!' He buried his crimson red face into my chest and hugged me back. I kissed his temple and pulled some sheets to keep us warm. It was still December. My birthday was coming. And Christmas. Since eleven years ago it haven't worked out, this time I'm sure it will be the best Christmas of my life - because I will spend it with the person I love the most and I'm sure he loves me back!

§§§

'Takano-san stop it! You know you have to!' Onodera was trying to convince me to let him change my bandages. After our shower he remembered that I'm injured and that doctor said I have to do this. Yesterday I didn't feel it 'cause I got some painkillers in the hospital but today it was painful as hell. 'Oh god Onodera it's just a scratch! No need to panic. I do not have to wear all this stuff.'

'Yes, you do! Now stop running away and let me do this!'

'But there is no need to!'

'You're acting like a child, really! Sorata! You have to convince him!' Now that was not fair! Sorata was always taking care of me and now, when Ritsu stopped struggling and admitted that he loves me, they both became friends. I have some "unhealthy" customs and they are having fun trying to make me drop them. Almost always Ritsu can make me do everything he wants (though it takes him some time) but in situations when I totally don't cooperate he asks Sorata for help. Like this time. Hearing his new friend needs help in taking care of me (as if I need it) he jumped at me and sat on my knees purring and mewling making me stay still while Ritsu came and wrapped new bandage around my chest. 'Done. See it wasn't so bad.' He teased me. Oh he'll regret it. Very much. 'Thank you, Sorata!' Now he was laughing. I love Sundays. 'Ritsu...' I said to him. He knew that tone. Oh how very good he knew it. I could see him wincing and I smirked evilly. Suddenly I heard the doorbell. It was Yokozawa.

'What the hell, Masamune! What's with this bandage?'

'Hi, Yokozawa. Good to see you too.'

'Stop playing around and tell me what the fuck is that?!'

'Oh it's nothing' I smiled. 'I just had a little thing with my kitchen knife but it's all okay now.'

'Kitchen knife?!'

'Yeah but as I said it's all okay. Onodera helped me.'

'G-good morning, Yokozawa-san.' said Ritsu still with bandages in his arms. 'I'll go home now Takano-san. You should be okay for now.' He tried to walk past me but I grabbed him by his waist and stopped him. 'Thank you, Yokozawa.' He stared at me for a while. 'By the way' I continued 'do you have any objections about Sorata staying with me? I really missed him.'

After a while he answered 'No... I don't have any... In fact I wanted to ask you if you could take him for a while 'cause lately I'm rather... busy... and I don't spend much time at home.'

'That's great. Now, as you see, Onodera is changing my bandages so... come in if you want but at the moment I can't really take care of a guest.'

'No, no I'm going home. I just wanted to see if you are okay. You were sick y'know. And if you can take Sorata. But now I'm going to have a... meeting so I'll go.' Oooh he's having a date? I'm curious who's his partner! 'Meeting? And who are you meeting with?' I said smiling evilly. 'That's not important here! Anyway I'm going home now. See you tomorrow.' I closed the door when he ran away.

'So Onodera...' he jolted. 'it was that funny, hmm? So let's see... maybe this will be funny too...?'

'Oh no. No! Takano-san!'

Idiots! Good luck!

Phew! Seems like it's over! Thank you very much for reading it. I hope you enjoyed it. I'm very grateful for your comments and I'm sorry if there are any mistakes. And it seems that I suck at lemons... Well... see you at my next project! (I hope so :))