Jace P.O.V.
He was waking up when he felt the warm body next to him. Half asleep, he thought he must have fallen asleep next to Alec again. Then he remembered that Alec was out with Magnus and would probably stay over in his appartment. Just then it hit him it was Clary lying next to him. Clary, his Clary. The beautiful redhead he had been in love with since the day he first met her. He saw her eyes moving under her eyelids and secretly hoped it was him who she was dreaming about. Just then she opened her emerald green eyes to look straight into his golden ones.
'Hello Jace.'
'Hoi Clare.'
She tried to climb out of the bed but she fell back on the bed when she felt the pain between her legs. Jace saw the pained expression on her face when she fell back on the bed. 'O gosh, Clare, are you okay? Did I hurt you?'
'No Jace, I'm fine.'
'No Clary, don't lie to me, I can see it in your face, you're hurting and it's all my fault. I should have been more carefull with you. I should have…' He couldn't finish his sentence before she cut him off. 'Jace, don't ever say that again okay? Do you promis that to me?'
'Clary, I hurt you. I hurt the one person I love more than my life. How can I live with myself?'
'Jace, listen. You didn't hurt me okay? You gave me the best night of my life! You showed me where heaven is and opened the portal to it for me. You're the angel that was waiting for me and the angel that took me. You could never do something wrong because I love you.'
He looked at her with an amased expression. Usually she was never this open about her feelings. She liked to keep them for herself.
'Are you sure I didn't hurt you?'
'Yes Jace, I'm absolutely fine. I don't know how you could ever think you weren't a hundred percent angel.' He laughed at her comment but saw her face turn into some self-concious expression.
'Clary? Are you allright?'
'Yes, I am.'
'Then what is the matter?'
'Nothing, just leave it alone.'
'I can't help you if you won't tell me what is happening. And believe me, there's nothing I'd rather do than help you.'
'It's just,… For me last night was awesome…' Her cheecks turned red while she tried to explain him what the matter was. 'But… I'm like, VERY unexperienced compared to you. And I was just wondering…'
'You were wondering if I liked it as much as you?'
She quickly nodded her head, a little embarassed of what she had just asked him. 'You don't have to answer if you don't want to. I get it if you don't want to tell me that.'
'No Clare, you're uncertain about something. And believe me, there's nothing you should be self-concious of. You're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. I don't know how to tell you, but you're the only girl I've ever met that… Oh damn, how do I say it. You're the only girl that could make me stay after it and you're the only girl that could make me stay before it. If I could choose between fucking a new girl every night and spend the rest of my life with you, sex or not, I'd choose you.'
'Jace, I know you love me but… I'm, I WAS, a virgin and I never had sex before. I just… Don't know if I am doing it right. I just… I just wonna know if you enjoyed it a little bit.'
'You're not seriously asking me this, are you?'
She looked at him confused. Was she that bad?
'This is going to sound wrong, really wrong. But Clary, you were the best fuck I ever had. Nobody compares to you.' And with that he started singing the One Direction song to her.
'Cause no one ever looked so good
in a dress and it hurts
'cause I know you won't be mine tonight
No one ever makes me feel like
you do when you smile
baby tell me how to make it right
now all of my friend's say it's not really worth it
but even if that's true
no one in the world could stop me
from not moving on
baby even if I wanted to
Nobody compares to you
He was singing really out of tune but it was so cute.
'Only you have more luck than the guy in the song Jace, 'cause if you want me to I will be yours tonight, and every night after that. With that they kissed again, heated and passionated.
Sooooooo, what did you guys think? Please let me know in a review! I'd really like if you did that! Love to hear your opinions on this FanFic. I'm sorry for not writing for so long but this is gonna sound lame, I'm still in High School and I have a LOT of work. I know that isn't an excuse but I kinda was stuck, but today I finally had the inspiration to continue writing! Love you guys! I'll try to update sooner next time.