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Chapter 4- Falling
Renesmee
I'm bored, I'm bored, I'm bored. So bored, so bored, so bored. With every bored I thought I hit my head against the wall.
"Hitting your head against the wall isn't going to make you less bored." Dad called from downstairs making me groan and hit my head against the wall again
I've been in my room for one hour and I have almost killed myself seven times. This is how my Dad felt before he met Mom. He doesn't need to sleep so he had nothing to do, well at least he could go places. I can't, I'm stuck in this hell hole I call my room. I gotta sneak out but what if Aunt Alice sees me leaving. Wait… Aunt Alice can't see my future, I completely forgot.
I slipped out of my room and kept thinking the same thoughts I was thinking in my room just in case Dad was listening. I'm bored, so bored. This room is so boring, what can I do in here? What can I do in this prison? I slipped into the first room I saw and silently closed the door. The room was HUGE.
I've never been in this room before, I have lived in this hose for a month and I had no clue there was a freakin' game room! Why didn't anyone tell me? I was so pissed. Before Dad could here my angry thoughts I averted my thinking to what my room looked like. If anyone was hearing my thoughts they would think I was in my room staring at my walls.
I saw every game system right by the giant 150 inch plasma screen TV including the Wii, X-box, X-box 360, Playstation (one, two, and three), Nintendo DS, and the PSP. Shelves, which stretched from the ceiling to the ground, lined the whole room making them a border. I saw thousands of games on a third of the shelves. Another third was filled with CD's; probably every good CD ever sold. The last third was filled with books ranging from coloring books to college textbooks to ancient Greek scrolls. In one corner of the room I saw a glass case filled with ipods, touch, nano, shuffle, classic, iphone, and mini. There were also several stereos big and small outside the case. On the other side was a little computer section filled with the newest laptops ranging in size and color. Next to a lime green laptop were three cell phones. I grabbed all of them, put two in my pocket, and started texting Jacob with a purple Motorola Rival A455. I heard a phone beep, shit Jake was in the house.
Nessie: Hey Jake, miss u way 2 much
Jake: Wuz up Ness, i thought daddy fang took ur cell
Nessie: I know but i have my ways
Jake: I miss you
Nessie: I miss you too but I can't see you for a month it already sucks :(
Jake: Shit ur dad is comin 2 ur room 2 take ur cell luv ya bye
Nessie: Damn it luv ya 2 bye
"RENESMEE CARLIE CULLEN! WHY AREN'T IN YOUR ROOM? GET BACK HERE RIGHT NOW!" Dad shouted at the top of his lungs even though he didn't need to. I stuck my head out the door and slowly walked towards him even for a human.
"Give me the cell phone." Dad commanded holding out his hand. I gave him the phone and blocked all my thoughts from the two cell phones I had in my pocket.
"Dad can I at least get a stereo and a CD. Pretty please! I am so bored I need something to do." He nodded once so I ran off grabbed a small radio, picked a Taylor Swift CD, and ran back all in a matter of seconds.
"Good night Renesmee" He said softly. What night it was only 6:00 pm he is such an old man they all say good night at 6:00 pm and go to bed. But I knew my Dad doesn't sleep so what could he be doing? Duh everyone knows……ha ha ha Uncle Em told us three years ago. I was so young only a child.
"Very funny Renesmee but no. Your Mom and I are going hunting out of the state." Dad said firmly. I walked into my 'hell hole' and I said goodnight to him. Dad shut the door and sped away seconds later I heard my parents faint footsteps as they broke into a run.
"Night Uncle Em, Aunt Rose, Jacob, Aunt Alice, Uncle Jasper." I called through my door. I heard murmured good nights and I love you's. I listened carefully and heard my family in their usual night time places. Aunt Rose and Uncle Em were in the garage while Grandpa Carlisle was reading a book I could tell he was doing it quickly because I heard the pages flip and soon he shut the book and picked up another. Grandma Esme was dusting her vases and Aunt Alice was online shopping with Uncle Jasper she squealed with excitement whenever she bought something new. As I listened for Jake his heart beat louder and louder until my door swung open.
"What the hell are you doing hear?" I hissed
"I'm here to kidnap you." Jake said grinning as he grabbed me under his arm like a football and jumped out the open window
When we were far enough away from the house so nobody could hear us I started to complain to Jake and told him to put me down. Really I don't mind that he's carrying me it's the WAY he is carrying me I mean I would have preferred bridal style or even him pulling me on his back, but no he just had to carry me like a freakn' football what was he a football player. He put me down after awhile of me complaining and asked me what we should do now that I was free.
We were in a clearing with flowers and snow covered mountains in the distance. I was in a beautiful clearing with the best boyfriend ever wow this would be perfect if it wasn't raining and if I was kissing my savior. I turned his head gently and put my lips on his. Now it was perfect wait it was still raining. We broke apart for a few seconds as I looked as his muscular body with water glistening off of him as a little sunshine showed through the dark clouds. How such a gorgeous man be mine? I thought as I leaned in again for another kiss. Then Jake pulled us apart again and got down on one knee OMG is he asking me to marry him YES JAKE YES I WILL MARRY YOU I wanted to shout. But then he scratched his foot and got up I looked at him disappointed.
"What?" Jake asked
"I thought you were going to ask me to marry you." I said with a pout
"No…I was scratching my foot." Jake said with a laugh "Do you want me to get killed by your dad?"
"No" I said with a sigh and tackled him to the floor kissing him again.
We were making out for a minute but were then interrupted by a clearing throat. Slowly we pulled apart and I was about to yell at that stupid human that broke us up. As I turned around I saw Uncle Em standing there holding in a laugh.
"You guys can continue if you like. It's not like Edward is gonna kill you both when he gets back" Uncle Emmett said this time he couldn't hold in his laugh. He was rolling on the floor laughing his ass off.
"It's ok we're done" I said sadly taking Jake's hand. Uncle Emmett got off the floor with lots off difficulty he was still having trouble breathing at least he didn't need to breathe.
"You're lucky Edward isn't here Jacob if not he would be kicking the hell out of you. He should have already done that years ago when you kissed Bella or that time when you told him to throw the newborn baby Nessie out the window." Uncle Emmett joked still laughing. I saw Jake start to tremble. Oh my freakin' god Uncle Em wasn't kidding! WHAT THE HELL!
"Shut the hell up!" Jacob said the trembling gaining control of half his body.
"Oh I forgot you haven't told Nessie about all your dirty secrets. The worst one is he didn't want you Nessie. He loved your Mom up till her last necessary breaths." Uncle Em kept on joking and laughing. I AM PISSED! HOW COULD HE NOT TELL ME HE HAD LOVED MY MOM!
"STOP!" I cried out glancing frantically at Jacob he was trembling everywhere now. He tried to control himself but he couldn't. All my anger left when I saw Jacob's face. It was twisted with pain and fury. Uncle Em kept laughing at the sight of Jake.
"You idiot he's gonna phase and kill you!" I screamed at him furious now.
"I'd like to see him try." Uncle Em laughed again. Then there was a ripping sound and I heard a crack coming from me. I was flying backwards and I hit a tree and I heard another crack.
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" A scream of pain escaped from my lips and everything went blood red than black.
Jacob
Holy shit I killed her! How could I kill someone who thought I was going to ask her to marry me? How could I do something so stupid, phasing with her right next to me? Edward would never let me back into their house after I just killed the love of my life and his only daughter. All the rage I had before was gone and filled with horror. I had no where to live, no point in living with Nessie dead, and death staring me in the face. I shouldn't be alive right now. I don't deserve to be human anymore like the idea of re birth if you were good you came back as a higher person if you were bad you come back as an animal. I would be an animal the rest of my life. I would be re born as a mutt. I saw her bleeding and dying it was all my fault. Emmett just stared at her in shock I couldn't take it, I ran away and let out a long howl grieving over what I did.
Goodbye my love, my life, my everything. Goodbye Renesmee 'Nessie' Carlie Cullen. I will always love you no matter where you are. I love you.
Emmett
HOLY SHIT! I thought as I stared at Nessie bleeding body I didn't mean it to go that far. Then I heard a howl and saw as Jacob ran away I debated whether to go after him and apologize or take Nessie to Carlisle. It was a no brainier I ran to Nessie's side holding my breath and picked her up carefully and ran at vampire speed the fastest I could and arrived in 30 seconds at the house. Alice, Rose, and Carlisle were waiting outside.
"Rose get some towels, Alice get my equipment, and Emmett place her on the couch." Carlisle instructed the second he saw Nessie
I quickly but gently placed Nessie on the couch as Alice came back with the equipment and Rose with the towels.
"What happened all I had was a vision of blood and you carrying a blurred figure witch I now see was Nessie." Alice asked me as she helped Rose wipe the blood, both of them holding their breaths, while Carlisle checked Nessie
"All I did was tease Jacob about his about the past in front of Nessie and he phased throwing her hard to a tree." I said quickly Rose stopped what she was doing and muttered "That stupid mutt." I laugh at that then she glared at me, smacked me hard on my head, and said "Your stupid too you knew not to say that in front of him when he was with Nessie he wanted to tell her himself you idiot!" Rose said with a sneer and went back to helping Alice and Carlisle.
"She broke her left arm and left leg she doesn't seem to have a concussion and the bleeding's stopped so she'll be alright. I called Edward and Bella so you better be prepared for hell to brake lose but I'll tell Jasper to be with you so he can try to calm them down" Carlisle said as he continued to patch Nessie up
Great I'm so dead
Renesmee
Everything on my left side hurt. My arm hurt and my leg hurt. At least my whole head hurt not just the left side. I felt someone shaking me and I moaned I didn't want to go to school. That's when I heard everything I did and didn't know.
"- Jacob left her there to die." Uncle Emmett finished I didn't get to hear the beginning.
"What a stupid mutt." Aunt Rose muttered
"He hasn't even come back to see if she's ok and it has been four hours." Dad said quietly
"What a stupid mutt." Aunt Rose repeated as I opened my eyes to see Mom and Dad looking at me with worried expressions.
"Are you okay?" Mom asked worried
"Yea I think." I winced as I got up to go to my room
"I'll take you there." Dad said reading my thoughts as he picked me up and carried me to my room.
"Dad wait…" I stopped unable to ask it allowed so I asked in my head instead is he really gone…Jacob is he really gone all Dad did was nod in response and I broke down crying. Dad gently laid me on my bed kissed me on the cheek and left. I looked at the radio through my tears it was 11:00 pm. I got up stumbled towards it, popped in the Taylor Swift CD, pressed the repeat all button and climbed back into bed.
As the songs played over and over I started to cry at all the memories they brought back of Jacob and I. Almost every song made me reminisce and cry. These are the ironic ones.
Fifteen
Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
you're gonna believe them
He just told me he loved me today.
Forever and Always
Once upon a time
I believe it was a Tuesday
when I caught your eye
we caught on to something
I hold on to the night
you looked me in the eye
and told me you loved me
were you just kidding
and you flashback
to when he said forever and always
He told me he loved me every day including Tuesday. He said forever and ever and he literary meant forever.
The way I loved you
I couldn't ask for anything better
he opens up my door and I get into his car
and he says you look beautiful tonight
and I feel perfectly fine
but I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
and it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
He is perfect and I miss him now that he is gone I miss everything about him good and bad. I miss screaming at him than making up with him. I miss when we kissed in the rain nine hours ago. And how ironic, I looked at the stereo clock blinking back tears so I could read the numbers. It was 2:13 in the morning no freakin' way why does all the ironic stuff happen to me?
Jacob was carrying me in his arms. I was physically five years old and he was spinning me around in our old backyard in Forks. My laugh sounded like tinkling bells and we kept spinning and laughing for hours.
I woke up crap it was just a dream and I went right back to sleep.
"I love you Nessie. I have always loved you" Jacob said as we laid on the ground looking at the stars.
"I've always loved you too." I said it was me from two years ago. "And I have always wanted to do this" I whispered as I leaned in towards his lips and kissed him. That was the first time we had confessed our love and the first time we kissed.
Pain surged through my arm and I woke up again. These dreams were some of my favorite memories with Jacob. Than I realized something why everything was so sad, dark and depressing with him gone.
He was the brightest and biggest star in my night sky and he left. That star, his star was falling slowly plummeting to the ground. My whole night got darker and darker as I slowly realized he was gone. He was a big star in my sky and his star was falling. Quicker and quicker. A falling star would soon be a fallen star.
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