XX~*~Bipolar~*~XX
Sebastian, I hate you!
1…2…3: an embrace is given
Sebastian, I love you!
1…2…3: a kiss is given.
Sebastian, why are you doing this to me…?
1…2…3: loyal words are repeated.
Sebastian, you're the one I only trust!
You can hardly speak, so you scream.
The sudden episodes happen early in the morning. Sometimes Ciel would just lose it. One small mistake and he goes wild. He screams, and then cries as he apologizes for lashing out.
Sometimes, he completely isolates himself from Sebastian and everyone around him. He cuddles himself inside the comfort of his blanket, telling himself he's worthless, engulfing himself in self-pity. His self-esteem is dropping rapidly. Something needs to be done.
However…however…however…
Nothing Sebastian says will wash it away. Nothing can be said to coax the young lord.
His beloved young master. Young master, young master, young master…
Suicidal thoughts are next and Ciel will die from insecurity. He's scared of himself. One small crash and he's screaming again. Comfort has no meaning anymore. Violence does nothing and betrayal did everything.