Chapter four-
"It was a secret…"
Theme song: Pushed again By: Die Toten Hosen
"Hey! Kairi! Get down!" Natsume's voice called as I rolled my eyes and jumped down.
"Heya!" I said I waited for his response as he said, "Hn…"
I glared and mimicked him, "'Hn…'" He glared…I fixed my gaze into a glare as well. He raised his arm, I copied. He slapped himself I laughed.
"I-I-I-Idiot! Really think I would copy that?" He grunted as he rolled his eyes. Suddenly he did something I didn't expect…he grabbed my arm shoved me against the tree and kissed me? I felt my face go red as Tsubasa came by.
"Kairi…what's wrong? Do you have a fever? Your face is all red!"
He placed his hand to my forehead as I said, "N-nothing…" Natsume was smirking as Tsubasa took back his hat and left.
"WHAT THE FRICK WAS THAT?" I shouted at him. As he just shrugged smirking the large oddly attractive egotistical smirk of his. As I was walking away I realized…damn him he stole my gum…
After that I headed to my room, being a special star and being there at the academy for seven years, my place was decked out. A nice eighty nine inch TV on the front west wall and a awesome leather semicircle couch that I could already imagine the other's sprawled out on playing Guitar Hero or something. On the north wall there was a HUGE view of the open forest and on the south wall was a slide closet. Through a white archway was my room. A king sized bed with nice black, red, and white bedding and a bedside table with white walls, just calling all of my posters name's. I hooked up a stereo in the main room there was a small kitchen and a master bathroom. It was like a suite. All my posters were hanging on the walls now perfectly.
Fall out boy, Green day, Skillet, Bleach, Death Note, Code Geass, Pirates of the Caribbean, Iron Man, Sherlock Holmes, Alice in wonderland, Joker (Dark Night), Three Days Grace, for gods' sake I could go one forever. One wall I had paint splattered with neon colored paint.
Then in the other room there was a computer set up and a guitar, a recording table, a piano, and an AMAZING sound system I had one of the guys from the tech lab set me up with. I got in, got a Ramune from the refrigerator and chewing on a new stick of gum and was lounging back in the leather couch breathing soundly as I soon found myself falling asleep…but of course, it didn't last long. I woke up and found there was someone else here. Something was off, I'm not sure what it was but-
"HOLLY SHIT WHAT THE FUG ARE YOU FUGGING DOING HERE?" I screamed throwing the nearest thing to me at him. Which, unfortunately for him, was a vase.
"Him" was Natsume Hyuuga, it hit him dead on, for a cat he sure had crappy reflexes.
"ITTE!" He shouted as it hit his head he jolted around, as I glared at him.
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING IN MY, EMPHASIS ON THE 'MY' DORM!" He was still glaring at me as he said as if he couldn't believe it…
"You threw a vase at my head."
"Yes and Godzilla's wife wants her face back!" I shouted as he glared I scoffed and threw my arms up in the air falling back on the couch, "Oh, I'm sorry, I thought we were stating the obvious! Well what the heck do you want me to do? Ask you politely to explain why your in a girl's dorm touching all of her stuff when your not even supposed to be here?" I shouted angrily.
He said retorting, "You're a girl?"
I threw a pillow this time and said, "YOU WANT PROOF?"
He smirked and said, "Is that an invitation?"
I threw a book as he dodged and said, "Narumi said because my dorm needs repairs I can stay with you." …that's it…I'm going to kill that guy.
"Is this a picture of your family?" He asked me holding up the bamboo framed picture…THAT'S FUCKING IT!
"DON'T TOUCH THAT!" I shouted, "GET OUT!" I angrily, without realizing it, I had used my alice causing him to go flying out through the window. I flinched as I watched him fall. He fell, I guess cats don't always land on all fours…
"OOPS!" I shouted running down as fast as I could. OH MY GOD! He lay there limp and unconscious as something seemed to almost snap within me. The anger seemed to subside as quickly as it came as I was filled with…guilt.
"A-Are you okay?" I asked quietly, he was unconscious, of course he's not alright! I hoisted him around my shoulders and because he was bigger than me I held him up with my other hand against his chest and my other arm wrapped around his torso. He was still breathing but there was bound to be something broken.
I snapped, I had never snapped like that before, the anger was all just so welled up inside of me…I couldn't control it. It was a secret, and I hated having all those secrets but at the same time, I needed them. I dragged him to the infirmary. Crap! CRAP! What have I done?
"Oh my god, what happened?" The nurse asked as I shamefully admitted everything. As she set him down on a hospital cot and asked me to wait outside. Hours later he was conscious again as I was invited inside. I entered and saw him laying there, we stared at each other for a dreadfully long second until I finally bit my tongue and said quietly, "I-I'm sorry…"
He sighed and said, "It's fine, I'm sorry for touching that…I'll move in with Ruka…" He said as I nodded…
"I'm sorry." I said once again as I left without second glances and headed towards my dorm…overflowing with guilt.
I stomped into my room and began cleaning up the mess I had made. I swept up the shards of glass and fell, exhausted, against the wall. As I saw the bamboo framed picture on the ground…yes, it was my family. I hated that picture more than anything, yet I still kept it. Why? Was beyond me, if there was anything I might hate as much as myself, this was it. The simple four by six picture meant so much to me. It held emotion and the simple fact that someone else had seen it…I hated it. It was a lock to a secret…and I didn't want that revealed. The more I stared at the stupid smiling picture the angrier I felt. I stood up and threw it at the wall with all of my strength.
"LIAR!" I screamed as it lodged itself in the wall…good luck trying to get that out.
