Ok...fourth story! :) I hope you like it and thanks for reading!
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Someone
Peter Pettigrew had never been brave; he had always had two friends who were better and stronger than him. He was someone else's shadow and nobody ever paid attention to him, because Sirius and James were more important. Even Remus was better.
But Peter proved to be different from what they all had thought.
He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named became stronger than ever, and he was scared. So he did it.
Sometimes, Peter remembers James and Lily. He sees their faces, their smiles and realizes that they loved him. And he loved them back, too, of course he did. But his own life was more important to him.
He doesn't think he's a traitor; he just wanted to save himself! The Order of the Phoenix was going to lose, their fight didn't make sense! Nobody would survive that war.
While he gave Voldemort the information, Peter hoped that James and Lily would step aside and let Him kill the boy. He was just that, after all, a child! Maybe they wouldn't fight.
But he never really believed that. They were Lily and James; those two never gave up!
And when he knew they were dead and Sirius found him in that street…he had to kill those poor muggles although he didn't want to. The Dark Lord had forced him to, it hadn't been his idea.
Even today, Peter is not convinced of having done the right thing.
He just wanted to be someone, after all, and now his friends aren't there to leave him behind.