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3 months after Mark had attacked the Glass house, from Michaels POV:

When you try your best, but you don't succeedWhen you get what you want, but not what you needWhen you feel so tired, but you can't sleepStuck in reverseAnd the tears come streaming down your faceWhen you lose something you can't replaceWhen you love someone, but it goes to wasteCould it be worse?Lights will guide you homeAnd ignite your bonesAnd I will try to fix youAnd high up above or down belowWhen you're too in love to let it goBut if you never try, you'll never knowJust what you're worthLights will guide you homeAnd ignite your bonesAnd I will try to fix youTears stream down on your faceWhen you lose something you cannot replaceTears stream down on your faceAnd I...Tears stream down on your faceI promise you that I will learn from my mistakesTears stream down on your faceAnd I...Lights will guide you homeAnd ignite your bonesAnd I will try to fix you

I don't know why but this song was ment for Clare, I've just finished perfecting the lyrics and adding a tune. I'm going to play this for Clare's 25th birthday (A/n - sorry can't remember her age), Shane's agreed to play the drums for me. She has no idea that we've booked out common grounds for Friday evening, she thinks we've all forgotten. Our little Clare is all grown up and after reviling her past more she's become her own woman. I mean she's turned our lives around. When she first arrived she struggled to stand on her own two feet but now she, well she's just the strongest woman I know.

I look around our house at everything that's changed since she arrived. Well first off everything had to be baby ready as she was 5 months gone when she arrived. Her and Shane hit if off from the start, she soon found her feet and became her own woman.

She was no longer a single mother to a baby from a abusive ass hole of a boyfriend running for her life with nothing. No now is loved and cared for by our little family. She had no one when she first arrived, no family, no friends but she found them all in one in our dysfunctional set up.

Don't get me wrong Eve's great at woman things, ie: cleaning, cooking and looking after us all, but Clare came along and bam the whole house changed, in a good way. Clare walked in found her feet and re-decorated, big time.

The lounge has plush new sofa's, one under the window and the other opposite a coffee table on a really fluffy brown rug separating the two. The T.V is now mounted on top of the fireplace and the walls around are a smooth cream colour giving the allusion of sophistication. Looking from the T.V into the house lays the stairs, leading down from the landing like a brides vial. Either side of the stairs stood two tall bookcases covered in books, films, Games and photos. They are a dark chocolate brown colour fixing into the design of the room. Clare has done such a brilliant job on the house, at 6 months pregnant she didn't hand around. My favourite part of the house has to be my music room. The secret room has been converted into a safe, sun drenched music room complete with piano, guitars and drums.

I know what you're thinking, sun? vampire? Well Clare being the amazing talented girl she is, listens to people when they drown on and on about there dream, bla bla bla. But she hit the internet and phoned around. Next thing I know theirs a massive truck pull up and Clare, small, fragile, pregnant Clare, ordering around big men even vamps wouldn't cross. Anyways she bought me floor to ceiling windows that have a special tint to them letting in the sun but not the rays that burn us. Clare said people with allergies to the sun use these windows all the time. It means I can sit in front of the window drenched in sunlight and not be hurt. Brilliant.

Shane and eve got there treats to, Clare refurbished the kitchen and bathrooms completely, new, shiny and working. She listened to Eve drown on and on about how small her room was, so Clare, being well Clare, had builders knock down the wall dividing mine and Eve's room making it one massive room complete with walk in wardrobe. Most things wear black, but it wasn't like a OMG everything black and depressing, no it was black with class. Eve ofcorse had no idea till she couldn't find her bedroom door.

She and Clare share a room as swell and they made that bigger but only a little because Steph needed a bedroom. Theirs a double door connecting the two rooms so there always close. Clare took an old photo of Shane, Alyssa and his mum to a special refurnishing place and had it printed in high quality to a big canvas that sits on his side of the bed opposite the window the other side of the room. He says it's the best gift he's ever received.

The outside received as much TLC as the in side. Clare being 7 months pregnant at this stage couldn't climb ladders to sand down and re-paint the outside. So she brought in the pros but stood guard the whole time. The outside now looks inviting and well looked after. The porch is compete with chairs and a welcome mat. We've also got a new reinforced wood door, in fact all the windows and door have been replaced, something to do with energy saving. Anyways the whole house looked new, improved and, well, homly.

Clare really put her mark on this town not only with our house, but she was always out helping people. She'd become a social carer whilst juggling, being a mother, devoted girlfriend, best friend, sister, assistant to a mad scientist and 2nd in command after Amile. She brought this town out the dark ages into the 21st century. Homeless sheltered where set up for rouge vamps. The college campus has been cleaned and refurbished. All the houses have a new lick of paint, new laws have been put in place for humans, stating 'a human may carry a weapon to defend themselves or there homes against the un lawful'. there wear more jobs going due to a new mall being put in. Monica Morrell has been shipped off to England to attend boarding school after her mother and Father dies. Leaving just her brother as the Mayor. Vampires and People started to get on, just like Amile had intended in building this town, it just took a gutsy, strong, pregnant teenager with a lot of heart and courage to really bring out the best in life. Everyone loved Clare, she was the girl version of Sam.

So back to my song, well I think it represents Clare, because we all feel unloved sometimes, but Clare never feels like she's done enough. After Mark Clare's strong and confident but the smallest things and she's lost. So I hope the lights will guide her home. They have before why not now? Clare is a small, talented, smart, beautiful, strong hearted, confident young woman and she needs to know how much we all appreciate her. We would be nothing without our little Clare bear. I'm proud to call her my sister.

soooo? it's all in Mikeys POV but i thinks it really describes what kind of person Care really is. she's strong but can be destroyed in seconds. loosing her way... anyway, i'm not an author who will only update for a sertain amount of reviews. i love reviews but i'll write anyway.

thankyou for reading, i'm gonna get some sleep and carry on tomorow with the next Chapter P.A.R.T.Y!

as always, keep smiling cuz everyones beautiful. even you ;)

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