I do not own twilight, all rights go Stephanie Meyer.

I walked to the door and before i could open it Alice had me by the arm dragging me into the front room, standing in the middle of the room was two very good looking blonds.

Alice went to stand with the blond male and entwined her hand with his, ' Bella this is Jasper, we've been together for two years now, and this' she gestured towards the breathtaking blond woman, ' is Jaspers sister and Emmett's girlfriend Rosalie'

I smiled shyly at them both ' it's nice to meet you both'

'Its nice to meet you to Bella, I have to say its nice to finally put a face to the name' and then I blushed just as Emmett walked into the room his arms full of food, typical.

'how i've missed your blush Bella bear' I must of looked like a tomato now!

'Emmett please don't call me that'

'But I like callin ....' Rosalie smacked him in the back of the head.

'Emmett leave the poor girl alone, hi i'm Rosalie its nice to meet you' She reatched her hand out to me and I shook it.

'Bella and thankyou' I nodded my head towards Emmett.

She laughed 'Anytime'

Just then Edward entered the room I immediately looked away but could feel his eyes boring into my head, the room fell silent and then my phone rang loud startling us all. I looked at the caller ID kayleb ow no this wasn't going to be good.

'Excuse me I have to take this' I said as I shuffled out of the room.

I took a deep breath and answered 'hello'

'WHAT THE FUCK, I GET BACK AND YOUR GONE!'

'Kayleb please calm down and listen to me!'

'LISTEN TO YOU, WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU NO HOW WORRIED WE WERE!' i started to get pissed.

'KAYLEB SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LISTEN TO ME, I DIDN'T HAVE A CHOICE! MY MUM DIDN'T EVEN TELL ME TILL MY FLIGHT WAS A FEW HOURS AWAY, DO YOU REALLY THINK I WANTED TO COME BACK TO THIS HELL WHOLE, TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH ALL THIS SHIT AGAIN!' I took a few breaths trying to calm myself I could here him doing the same.

'Bella, i'm sorry I was just upset, it was a big shock!'

'And you think it wasn't for me!'

'I no I'm sorry, are you ok honey?'

'Honestly no, not really but i'll get over it!'

'Bella I need you to promise me something'

'Anything'

'You can't let them do that to you again, please don't relapse' OMG how could he bring that up, I hadn't even thought about that for years, I was so young and a different person back then.

'HOW FUKING DARE YOU! WHY WOULD YOU BRING THAT UP! YOU NO I WOULD NEVER DO THAT TO MYSELF AGAIN, FUCK SAKE HOW COULD YOU THINK I WOULD, DO YOU NOT NO ME AT ALL!'

'Bella I'm sorry but you don't know what being near them again will do to you and it worries me, you nearly died last time!' Ow he was pushing my buttons now!

'YES AND DO YOU NOT THINK THAT MAYBE LYING ON MY DEATH BED KINDA MADE ME THINK, OW SHIT DON'T WANNA DO THAT AGAIN. GOD DAM IT KAYLEB WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME! I WOULD NEVER LET ANYONE HURT ME IN THAT WAY AGIN! YOU KNOW THAT KAYLEB I WILL NOT RELAPSE THAT MUCH I CAN PROMISE YOU; NOW LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE with that i slammed the phone down and began to cry. All the memories came flooding back, after leaving Forks I became very depressed and stopped eating, at first it wasn't a conscious decision but then it became a habbit and when I began loosing weight I felt amazing and continued, that is until I became seriously ill and almost died, I was hospitalized for 3 months and in that time I met Kayleb. We became fast friends and he introduced me to his friends Tyler, Ried and Sam. All four of them helped me to recover and see that what i was doing was wrong and slowly I built my confidence back up, and now Kayleb just made me feel as small as I used to. I slowly recoved and turned to walk back in the room when I saw all of them stood at the door staring at me with wide eyes, ow shit they heard the whole thing.