"Why do you keep doing this to yourself? Your hurting my feelings. Your only making your life worse."
"Leave me alone! Your not real!" (You can't be real, you can't be.)
"Why can't you see America. I am only real if you allow it to be."
"What is that suppose to mean? Why do you keep asking tricky questions. Why do you keep popping up in my dreams and hurting me?"
"I'm not hurting you. Only trying to talk with you. To try and spend time wit you-"
"But your not real! Get away from me!"
"You said that you would do anything to see me. And you have. Everything you kill yourself you reach a part of heaven that souls go to to be judged. But you don't exactly die so you don't reach it. I'm sorry America."
"Your joking." Tears started to swell in my eyes.
"I'm not. Evey time that you have recently seen me is because I'm watching you from up here. I can't talk to you because Gods against it. But I sneak away to see you. I'd do anything for you America. I still love you."
I let all my emotions out. "England-"
"Sssshhhhh..." He walked over to me and held me. "Don't cry America. Don't kill yourself either. It only will hurt you-"
"But know I will get to see you. I will-"
"America, the only way I can be with you is if..."
"If what. Tell me please."
"I-"
"Arthur! Arthur where are you!"
"Their looking for me-"
"But-"
"I have to leave." ~
I woke up.
"Hello again. Please America stop-"
"I seen England."
Japan stared at me. "W-What do you mean?" He said slowly.
"I saw him Japan! I saw him!" I started smiling.
"I- I'm glad you saw him. Are you sure it just wasn't a dream?"
"No I'm telling the truth."~
For once I didn't have a dream. Nothing came, only silence. I didn't try and kill myself either. England gave me hope. i knew I could see him know. He still loved me.
I woke the next morning. I sleepy rubbed my eyes and looked around the room.
"Morning America." It was England.
I tried to speak but nothing came out.
Japan entered the room. "America I-" He seen England and dropped the tray. "E-e-"
"Yes. After sixteen years my people have declared there independence from America and have became the United Kingdom again." He looked at me and smiled. He had a cup of tea in his hand. "Japan can you leave us alone for a moment."
Japan stared at England until his words finally processed through his mind and he left the room.
England looked at me. "I'm so sorry America." He started and crying which made me start crying with him. "I tried to talk with you but-"
"It doesn't matter anymore. Your here and that's all that matters. I have you again and I'm finally happy again. I feel like I can smile again, that I just... I love you England."
"I love you too America."