Kendall's P.O.V.
I woke up at around 2 on Saturday morning, sore and really sad. Logan was completely oblivious to it all, and it didn't hurt me. It hurt our son and that hurt me. I just lay there for a few minutes, looking up at the high ceiling. This shouldn't be how our marriage is. We should be in bed together right now. We shouldn't be blaming each other for the dumbest things. The most important thing that mattered was that both Matthew and Emma were safe and sound in their beds right now.
I shot off the couch walked to the stairs. He was probably asleep but I was going to wake him up. I didn't like this. We were going to fight it out until we made up. I walked up the stairs quickly and when I got to the top I was surprised to see him walking towards me. We both stopped and I sighed. I walked to him grabbing his arm and pulling him back in the room. I let him go when I shut the door and turned to him fast.
"I want you to quit your job. And that's not a question. It's a demand. You are not working anymore Logan."
"Done."
"And I don't care how much you love it. I know…wait…what?" He sighed and moved to the bed sitting on the edge.
"I already called Gustavo. I quit. I told him my family needed em and he was fine with it." I loosened up a little and he shook his head. "I was a fucking idiot Kendall. I shouldn't have taken the job. I should have been here, with you Emma and Matthew. And I'm going to be from now on. The only reason I took the job was because i felt like I need to provide for you and the kids. I thought I had to step up and take care of my family."
"Why didn't you tell me that?" He looked down and played with his fingers in his lap.
"Because I was afraid you'd think I was stupid, or pathetic." I rolled my eyes and walked to him. I sat right next to him and grabbed his hand.
"I don't think you're stupid or pathetic. I think you're a great father and an amazing husband." He turned to me and looked up.
"I'm sorry I blamed you…about Matthew."
"I'm sorry I let him out of my sights." He sighed and lifted my arm getting underneath it and laying his head on my chest.
"I never want to sleep alone again." I nodded and eh turned his head kissing at my neck. "I'm so sorry about everything Kendall." He got up still kissing at my neck and quickly climbed onto my lap. I wrapped my arms around his back and pushed him up. Our groins rubbed against each other and he put his head back moaning softly. I moved in fast and attached my lips to his neck, sucking on his Adam's apple. His fingers ran through my hair and lightly tugged. I moved my hands form his back to the top of his sweat pants and pushed my hands in. I rubbed over his boxers and another moan escaped his mouth. I pulled away from his neck and grinned at the mark I left. He looked down at me and bit his bottom lip. With one hand I reached up and gently traced his jaw with my fingers. "I love you Kendall and I'm sorry."
"Stop saying sorry." He nodded slightly and I gently kissed his chin. "I love you too."
We made love and we made up. We didn't fall sleep until 5 in the morning and only got an hour worth of sleep. I felt someone, and then another someone get on the bed. I was on my back which is a very vulnerable position. As I opened my eyes a big paw by a big Mastiff stepped on my crotch and laid down licking my face. My breath was taken from my body and I turned my head to see Matthew crawling on Logan's back. Logan woke up and quickly turned so Matthew could snuggle in the blankets with us.
"Sammy get down…" I turned back to the dog and he stared at me, panting.
"Come on Sammy get down." Logan snapped and pointed to the floor. Sammy pushed up, stepping harder on my dick. I pushed him and he jumped off yawning and stretching and then walking out of the room. I rolled to my side and grabbed my crotch. Logan was smiling and I closed my eyes. "You okay?"
"No my balls are on fire."
"Kendall!" I opened my eyes and he was covering Matthew's ears. Matthew was staring up at me and I smiled. Matthew jumped up and started bouncing.
"I'm hungry papa! Can you make me oatmeal?" Logan sat up and scooped up Matthew, tickling his stomach. "No papa! That tickles!" Logan stopped and held him in his arms like when he was a baby.
"You want oatmeal?" Matthew nodded and Logan smiled. "Okay give me a minute to change okay?" Matthew nodded but didn't move.
"Are you going away again today?" I sat up slowly and Logan smiled big.
"I'm not going anywhere today or ever again." Matthew smiled and jumped up.
"Yay Papa!" He jumped off the bed and ran out. I raised my hands and huffed.
"What am I chopped liver?"
The day went by fast mostly because we spent the entire day as a family. We walked the dogs, went out for lunch and came home and watched a bunch of movies and cartoons. Wen dinner time rolled around I called for pizza while Logan played out in the backyard with the dogs and the kids. They were all smiling and laughing.
"Knock, knock!" I heard the front door open and James's voice. "Where are you guys?" I walked out to the living room and he grinned at me.
"Hey James, what's up? Where's Carlos and Jessie?" He sighed and shook his head walking past me. I followed and he went into the kitchen opened the fridge and pulled out a bottle of beer. Logan and I weren't big drinkers but I had a beer every now and then and he had a glass of wine.
I watched James down half the bottle before he turned to me and grinned.
"Carlos and I got in a fight." I leaned against the counter and he put the beer down. "Yeah I guess last night with Jessie walking out with a random guy, it was my fault and he basically told me he didn't trust me with our daughter. Also he wants to have another kid and I don't because I'm scared ill mess up that one."
"so you left?" He nodded and pulled himself up on the counter. "Does that solve anything?"
"Don't start that bullshit Kendall. He started this when he blamed me. I mean if I had seen that guy even talking to my little girl he would have been dead. I am a damn good father and he crossed the line. And I can't talk to him about having another kid because he wants to try the way you guys did it."
"Maybe but he's probably thinking right now that you left, him and your daughter because you don't care." He looked down and I heard loud giggles outside. I looked and saw Logan being chased my Mathew and Emma. He pretended to fall and let them jump on him and try tickling him. I smiled and turned back to James. He was looking outside as well and laughed a little.
"How are you and him?"
"Well he quit his job. He's going to be a full time dad now to both our kids. And you know why?" James turned to em and I walked to him putting my hand son his cheeks squeezing them. "Because we talked it out!" He pushed me away and got off the counter. "Seriously go home to your family and make it right with Carlos. I'll even help you out." I reached on to the bar and grabbed the flowers out of the vase. I put them in his hands and started pushing him to the door. "Just talk it out. Even if you have to scream at each other and do it for hours, make it right." He nodded and I opened the door. He walked out and waved at me as he walked away. I smiled and shut the door, and as I turned to go back in the kitchen I didn't hear the laughter anymore. When I got in the kitchen the three were walking back in.
"Daddy! I found a worm!" Matthew ran to me and tried reaching up. I picked him up and he put the worm in my face. I smiled but put his hand down.
"Did I hear James?" I nodded to Logan and he opened the fridge grabbing a water bottle. "What did he want?" He handed Emma the water and she ran out to the living room. I set Matthew down, taking the worm and he ran out following his sister.
"Carlos told him he didn't trust James with Jessie because of last night." Logan leaned against the counter and sighed.
"I'm sorry about last night Kendall." I groaned and walked to him holding his face.
"Stop apologizing! I'm over it and we're fine." He nodded and as I leaned into kiss him I heard knocks at the door. I sighed and walked out quickly. The kids were sitting on the couch eyes glued to the TV not even bothered by the knocks. I swung the door, expecting James but it wasn't him.
"Hi! My name is Timothy and I'm your new next door neighbor. I just moved in." He extended his hand and I took it shaking it. "I was just coming by to warn you it might get a little loud next door. We're redoing some stuff." I nodded and we let go of each other's hands.
"Don't' worry about it and welcome to the neighborhood." He nodded and glanced over my shoulder. I moved a little and blocked his view. He smiled and nodded.
"I guess I'll see you around." I nodded and quickly got back in the house and shut the door. I quickly looked through the peep hole and saw him still on the front porch. He wasn't smiling anymore and it gave me the creeps. Finally he stepped back and turned away. He walked off the porch and went through the grass tot eh house on the left of us. I pushed away from the door and turned. Logan was sitting on the couch letting Matthew sit on his lap.
"Who was that?"
"Timothy. Our new neighbor." He nodded and I sat down pulling Emma on my lap. "He's seems weird. Just don't go around him that much alright?" He rolled his eyes and looked back up at the TV.
"You're being paranoid." I shrugged my shoulders and looked out the front window seeing a moving truck out on the street. Timothy was taking out a few boxes and looking over at our house still smiling.