"Going Under" By Evanescence

I'm going under,

Drowning in you, I'm falling forever,

I've got to break through I'm,

I'm Going under,

Ch.4 Bloodlust

It smelt incredible, nothing I have ever experienced before. It kept calling me, drawing me a couple steps closer.

I don't even know how to explain the wonderful sensation, all I knew was that I already was in a stance; like a cat ready to pounce on the mouse.

I wasn't even listening to him. I saw his mouth moving and words came out like "Bella" "I can't believe" and my favorite one "you're alive."

Something was in my throat and as I opened my mouth the most ear shattering snarl came out of it.

"Bella…w-what are you d-doing?" Charlie stuttered as he started backing up real slowly.

I could sense his fear, it was filling up the whole house and for some reason, and I followed him.

He looked at me with frightful eyes that were pleading with something. Me?

Stop! Stop! Stop! I kept telling my self but it wasn't listening.

Food, my mind kept saying.

No! Turn around! Go back! Don't kill him!

But none of this was working because I let out another deep snarl.

Thirsty…so thirsty.

No! Get a drink of water! No Charlie!

Throat hurts…must feed.

No! My will power was weakening as the monster-half of my brain was winning the battle.

Its Charlie…Charlie…my dad who took me in…no!

Yes…smell the blood…picture sinking my teeth into the perfect soft skin and get ready to taste the warm sweet-

No!

Then something terrible happened.

As Charlie was backing up, he tripped over the coffee table, causing it to break and have glass go flying everywhere as he landed on the floor with a big thud.

One of the glass pieces went straight through Charlie's leg but he didn't seem to notice.

But I did.

Because the glass didn't stay in his leg, it fell out and a little bit of blood was coming out.

I snapped; my will power officially gone. I leaped into the air before the prey had time to blink.

I already had my arms around the food and dug my teeth into it greedily. It tasted wonderful! I wanted more so I squeezed even harder as I dug my teeth into it even deeper.

It felt so right, as the warm liquid ran down my dry throat and into my hungry stomach.

The heart beat was slowly fading as I drank like my life depended on it.

Thump-thump, thump...Thump…thump…thump…..thump.

Silence.

My meal was dead and there was no more of that moist liquid. I dropped it to the ground and wiped my mouth.

My throat no longer burned as I looked down.

That's when my normal senses came back to me and that's when I realized what I just did.

I looked at the now pale Charlie, lying limp on the ground as his eyes where glazed over. And I saw the scrape on his leg, the thing that made me lose control.

I fell down hard on the ground as I knelt beside my father.

No…he can't be dead. Even though he wasn't breathing and I could hear no heart beat, I just couldn't stop my self.

"C-Charlie?" I said in a shaky voice.

No answer.

I could feel my eyes start to water up as I gently rubbed his cheek.

I'm a murderer, I killed my ….Charlie! With that I put my head in my hands and started shaking back and forwards.

"He's gone, love." Someone purred from behind me.

I spun around and looked into the eyes of the killer.

"You!" I spat, standing up and glaring.

"I will have to admit, I didn't know you would kill your own flesh and blood. I was going to come tonight and finish him off my self but circumstances seem that you beat me to it." Victoria smiled at me as she pointed to the lifeless body.

I didn't even know what was happening, but I could feel the same energy that I felt when I was dreaming my last dream. Only this time, it was stronger and it felt like it was coming from every fiber of my body.

I balled my hands into fits as my whole body started shaking with hatred towards the red head.

"You sucked him dry in less then 5 minuets, very impressive. Maybe I should just let you kill your mother and other father too." She said as she was looking at the broken coffee table.

"MY MOTHER!" I shrieked.

"Yes. Its too bad that her and her precious mate weren't there." she sighed and looked at her nails, acting completely bored with the subject.

I on the other hand wanted to know every single detail about them.

"Don't. You. Dare. Touch. Them!" I snarled.

She whipped her head around and had a bemused look on her face.

"Or what?" she threatened; taking a step closer. I didn't answer but glared furiously at her.

"You see Isabella; I already know where they live, where they went while I was searching their vacant house for any clues. I know when they were born, where they were born…" and then her hateful eyes met mine while a small smile played across her pale face.

"And I know when they are going do die." She whispered manacling.

My hatred rose to its boiling points as I looked at my tormentor. She crossed her arms over her chest and laughed.

But it didn't sound like a laugh, it sounded like a dieing sea otter.

"Oh!" she hit her hand on her forehead like she forgot something important, "I hope you didn't grow too attatched to that Stanley girl." She said, sounding utterly bored yet again by the people I cared about.

"You killed Jessica." I stated, as the hatred was rising even higher.

"Kill is such a strong word, I like to think of it as…I helped her move on." She smirked.

I jumped into the air and punched her straight in the face as I landed. I hit her so hard that when she fell back against the wall, she actually fell through it.

"Wow!" I said, looking at my hands like they were the most important thing right now.

"You Bitch!" she lunged out of the mess and tackled me. Victoria was trying to rip me to shreds as I felt her fingernails digging into my stomach and throat.

I dug my teeth into her right shoulder and ripped off a chunk of her skin. She screamed in agony as she stopped for the briefest second and examined her injury.

I took my chance.

I grabbed a fistful of her red locks and threw her off me with great force. I stood up and then it felt like a brick wall just collided with me.

The force of her was so strong that I fell through the living rooms wall. I jumped to my feet, ready to fight to the death until I noticed that I was in Charlie's room.

"You stupid child! Now I'm not just going to kill your parents, I'm going to spread their remains across the whole country!" she was no longer smiling as she said this.

Something happened inside of me. I felt this incredible heat rise from my inner core and spread to the very tips of my fingers. I felt completely out of control; like someone else was running my body.

"Maybe I will even find your beloved Edwar"- she stopped mid-sentence.

I snapped.

Bright red lights came out of my hands and straight towards Victoria. I heard her scream but it was drowned by a loud explosion.

I was looking straight ahead the whole time until finally I got a hold on my emotions and I felt the heat die down.

I could barely make sense of what just happened here, but I knew one thing, I certainly found my new power.

As I blinked, I realized I was surrounded by bright orange flames everywhere. I looked up and saw that the roof was completely blown off.

One of the flames licked my right arm and I gave a tiny scream from the quick pain.

I have to get out of here I thought as I looked for an exit. I was about to break down Charlie's back wall when I forgot something.

I ran to my old bedroom, dodging the fire as it tried to reach me.

I pulled open one of my dresser drawers and grabbed the picture of me and Charlie when we went fishing.

I stared at my loving dad with trembling fingers, realizing that I was the one who wiped off that smile on his face.

The house gave a groan as the fire was scorching everything in its path. I took the picture out of the frame and folded it into my pocket.

Just as I was about to leave, one of my floor boards gave way and my foot went straight through.

Normally I would have made a run for it, seeming as how the house was about to collapse in any second; but something shiny caught my attention.

I reached down and gasped. It was the CD that Edward made me for my 18th birthday; the one that I thought he took with him along with my heart.

I opened the case, just to be sure that the CD was actually in there, and sure enough, it was.

I clutched it to my wounded chest as I looked even further, and then I saw the picture. There he was, brilliance and glory, having an arm around the thing that meant nothing to him, me.

I snatched the picture and shoved it into my pocket too. I stood up, not wanting to find anything else that might rip my already broken heat into half's.

With all the force I could muster, I slammed into my wall. It fell with a loud crack as I dusted my self off and began to run.

I stopped mid-way as I looked back at my once so called home, burning at my doing.

I could already hear the sirens off in the distance, but they were at least 7 miles away. By the time they got there, there would be nothing left to save.

I turned my back on it and ran full force, knowing exactly which person that I wanted to see but afraid that they too might reject me for what I became.

Hopefully he would understand, but yet again, he might turn on me too.

I stopped right in front of his house and raised my hand to knock, but then I hear something that made me wish I would have rather just stayed and died in that fire.

"THE LEECH IS HERE!" someone shouted, and there was a big rumble inside and then 5 big hairy beasts burst through the windows, looking at me with disgustful and hateful glances.

They barred their teeth at me as I took a shaky step forward, gathering up all the confidence I could find and said 6 very simple words.

"I'm here to see Jacob."

(Ok I'm sorry I left you guys hanging, but I started this chapter at 9pm at I just got done at 10pm.

But the next chapter is just as long as this one, I promise. And we have a surprised guest in the next chapter. No its not Edward, he is coming back in ch.7) (Maybe)

But if you want to know what happens to Bella you must review, if I get a lot then I will type the next chapter tomorrow.