A/N please take note my friends and fellow readers that this is but the first of many chapters that other reason for the M rating. If you are not of suitable age to read such mature content I would suggest you read no further. If you are however of suitable age to read adult content lemons and such. Please enjoy and read on. Additional note yes I live in Houston Texas, yes I have opportunities to see the handsome sexy football booty of JJ Watt both on TV and in person on occasion at the local football field in my hometown regrettably however my friends as is the case with so many of us that is as close to him as I will ever get but I Can Dream can't I :-) I guess I will just have to allow my original characters to enjoy him and all his masculine JJ Glory please enjoy the latest chapter of just remember.s

Chapter 4 Hard to Forget

Junior year started with a bang as it always did, and everything was going well until early October when Grace's mood dropped drastically upon the floor as her father made the announcement that she dreaded with all of her heart. "Okay you guys we've been over this again and again. I've arranged for the Transfer to not take place until the end of this school year. They want me to go sooner but I am fighting it for your benefits. That said You are to pack up all un essential things and have them ready to leave. As we will only have three days max once they have finalized the Transfer to Fort Hood in Texas," Lee said giving his family his most serious expression to bring home his point.

"Daddy, I don't want to leave this place. I have friends and a boyfriend for once. Please can't I stay here. I don't want to go back to Texas," Grace Grumbled with her arms crossed angrily.

"I'm sorry Princess, but with your visual impairment that's not going to happen," her mother said sternly as Grace pushed her breakfast away and got to her feet with a frown.

"Aren't you going to eat your pancakes," David and Walter asked?

"No, you two can have them, I'm not hungry," Grace said as she left the kitchen and grabbed her school things from the living room as there was a knock at the door.

Justin smiled as Grace opened the door and handed him over her back pack muttering to herself all the way to his truck that his father had gotten him for his sixteenth birthday after he passed his driving test. As Justin got into the driver's seat he noticed the angry tears rolling down her cheeks and tenderly reached over to wipe them away. "What's wrong Grace?"

"I don't want to talk about it right now, Justin, can we talk about this after school," Grace asked as she turned her face away to gaze out of the passenger side window of the truck?

"Sure, babe, just stop crying first. I don't like seeing you upset like that," Justin said as he pulled out of her parent's driveway and drove towards the school.

Grace tried to let it go, but she just couldn't. By the end of the day she couldn't even concentrate on her flag routine and ended up dropping her flags on the ground and took off walking towards the stable where she kept her horse. Everyone gave her shocked looks and only managed to catch up with her before she had gotten to the school gates because she was sobbing so hard that she couldn't see straight and had slammed into a light post almost knocking herself out. Justin was the first to reach her as she staggered back after slamming into the post and he caught her before she could step off of the curb into traffic and pulled her into his chest as she sobbed uncontrollably.

"Grace, what's wrong? You've been in a funky mood all day, and now this," Arial asked in a soothing tone?

Grace sniffled into Justin's chest and clung to him as if her life depended upon feeling his strength under her clenched fists before she mumbled something that they couldn't understand into his chest. "What was that, Babe? We couldn't understand you through my chest," Justin asked as he gazed down at her lovingly?

"M-my dad's getting t-transferred to Fort Hood in Texas. He's trying to postpone the move until the end of this year, but you never know when the transfer will go through. I love it here with all of you. For the first time in my miserable life, I have real friends, and a wonderful boyfriend. I don't want to leave you all and start over. I wanted to graduate with you, and go to college with , well, I guess that I'd have to say goodbye for college because of where I'm going to go, but I wanted to spend the rest of my life here," Grace sobbed.

"Babe, don't do this to yourself, please. I don't want you to leave either, and neither do any of our friends, but it's not like we won't be able to call you on your cellphone, e-mail, and video chat every day that you have the chance. What college are you going to attend, maybe it's not too far from the one that I'm going to attend, and I can pop in and visit you and take you out on dates," Justin smiled?

"I'm already enrolled at Meredith Manor Equestrian College, it's in Massachusetts, but that is a year and a half away," Grace said sadly.

"Well then, when you get there, I'll be able to come and visit you and take you out. I'll be attending the University of Wisconsin, it's only nine hours and twenty-five minutes away. I can leave right after classes are out on Friday's and stay the entire weekend with you," Justin smiled at thinking of visiting Grace when she was in college.

"Oh, Justin, you're so sweet. I really don't deserve such an awesome boyfriend as you," Grace said as she dried her eyes and hugged Justin tightly.

"Yes, you do deserve me. I don't want to hear otherwise. Now What do you say that we all go out and get some cappuccinos to warm us all up. We may not have you for long, so we've got to enjoy you while you're here. You know I'll do whatever it takes to see you smile," Justin said as he and the others led Grace to the student parking lot where they all piled into their vehicles and drove to the nearest Starbucks.

The rest of October passed on in a blur of parties, and fun with all of her friends and it was now the day before the last game of the Pirates football season. Grace had been working on a new routine for the last game of the season, and had been working even harder on finding the perfect gifts to give her friends so that they'd never forget her, not that anyone really would at that point. Now the only people to get a gift for was Justin and his wonderful family. They had always treated her as if she was a part of their family, and she loved them all deeply for it. After school that Thursday, she insisted on going to Justin's house and spending as much time with the Watt family as she was able. She ended up giving them all a rather large batch of her famous Rocky Road Cookies, and Triple Chocolate, Almond, and walnut fudge along with a photo album filled with loads of memories that she wanted them to have.

As Justin drove her home that night she thought hard about what to give him that he would never forget, and decided to give him the most precious and personal thing that she could give. She attended the last game of the season that Friday, and wowed the crowds for the last time with a stunt that required the help of three football players. For her last stunt she had Justin hold her flags pointing towards the ground. She ran up behind him while he stood there in his shoulder pads jersey and helmet, and leapt onto his shoulders to stand there. He then tossed the flags up to her and stood completely still while she spun and twirled her flags. Then she held both up spinning each flag with her arms outstretched and screamed the signal to the other two boys who were helping her with the stunt.

On the shouted words," Touch Down Pirates," Tony held the ball while Brax kicked it through the spinning flags clear over her head and into the field goal behind her, to rowdy applause and cheers. It was her finest hour, and the Pirates went on to win the game with a score of seventy two to fourteen. . Grace sat alone on the bench while everyone swarmed onto the field and celebrated the win, and sighed as she waited for her team mates and Justin and the others to join her. Suddenly she let out a blood curdling scream as someone dumped a five gallon bucket of thick nasty mud over her head and laughed as she sat there shaking and attempting to rid her face of the mud that was now coating her body.

Unfortunately for her attacker, the act was witnessed by the entire school, and they gave chase leaving Justin and Grace alone . He handed her his towel and gently removed the mud from her face, before he took her hand and pulled her quickly into the school building so that she could get cleaned up. "Grace are you alright? Do you have anything clean to change into," Justin asked in concern as Grace's shoulder's slumped?

"No, I wore my uniform from my house. The only thing that I have that's not packed up is my pajamas and what I plan on wearing tomorrow when I leave at six in the morning. Justin what am I going to do? I can't walk around like this all night," Grace asked worriedly?

"Come with me," Justin said as he dragged her into the boy's locker room and led her over to a shower that he turned on so that it could get warm for her to rinse off.

"Justin, this is the boy's locker room, I'll get in to trouble," she said in a worried tone as Justin pulled off her sneakers before pushing her into the shower.

"What can they do to you, you're not a student here anymore remember? Rinse off your clothes as best as you can and then rinse out your bra and panties. I'm going to see what I can get for you to wear out of my locker. I'll dry your undies on the dryer while you wash your hair," Justin said as he handed Grace his shampoo and moved back to his locker to rummage in it for something for Grace to wear.

Before the wet under things could hit the ground Grace could hear the dryers working as she stood under the warm spray of the water attempting to get all of the mud out of her hair. She was embarrassed that she was actually naked and that her boyfriend was to her knowledge at that moment drying her under things only feet away from her. Suddenly she felt a pair of hands in her wet hair helping her to rinse all of the soap from it, , and Justin's large arms snaked around her waist while he started to kiss her neck and gently fondled her breasts, making her gasp in shock. "Justin, what are you doing," she stammered wondering if she should just let him continue?

Up until this point in their relationship they had kissed, and groped with all of their clothes on, and she had even let him dry hump her once until she could no longer handle it , but never had they been naked and so alone as they were now. "Grace, Please, I want you so badly that it hurts. I want to hear you call out my name in passion just once before I let you go," Justin whispered huskily into her ear as his other hand smoothed over her flat belly and his long fingers brushed over her sex making her lean into him.

"Well, If anyone is going to take my virginity, I'd rather it be you," she said as she relaxed into his arms.

"I'll be gentle with you," he said as he stopped her hands from turning off the shower spray. "Leave it on, I've heard that women bleed the first time that they have sex. No point in getting you all dirty again when you've already gotten so clean," Justin smirked as he pulled her away from the taps, and pinned her against the wall as he lavished her body with hot kisses lingering at each of her perky breasts long enough to make her dig her fingers into his hair and gasp with pleasure at the actions of his tongue upon her nipples before moving lower and lifting one of her legs over his shoulder while she clung to him and delving his tongue into her warm wet folds licking and suckling greedily making her scream out in shock.

"Justin, oh, god, what are you doing? That's not what I expected at all," Grace panted as Justin gently slid his finger into her while he licked her center and moaned?

"God Grace you taste so sweet. I'm just loosening you up a bit first I'm rather large and I don't want to hurt you babe," he said as he gently added another finger and thrust it into her making her moan softly as the warm water continued to hit them.

""J-Justin, are you wearing a rubber? My dad will have me locked away forever and will murder you if I end up pregnant," Grace asked in concern as he removed his fingers from her folds and got to his feet?

"I'm not some ditsy blond, babe. Well I'm blond, but I'm not stupid. I'm wearing a rubber so relax," he said as he kissed his way back up to her lips.

"Okay, babe, Lock your arms around my neck, when I lift you off of the ground put your legs around my hips and lock your ankles behind my back. This might hurt a bit at first but once I get going it shouldn't hurt anymore," he said as he grasped her thighs and lifted her . Grace instantly locked her legs around him and took a deep breath as he positioned himself at her entrance and thrust into her once quickly to pop her cherry. He waited for her to get comfortable with the feeling of him inside of her before he started to hold her against the shower wall and thrust into her hitting her sweet spot a few times and making her moan his name a few times before he was certain that the warm water had rinsed all of the blood away from them.

He then turned off the shower and ordered her to not let go while he moved them both somewhere more comfortable to continue their primitive dance of man and woman. He straddled the locker room bench with her still locked around him and gently lowered her back to the bench before resuming his efforts once more. Grace clung to him as he moved over her filling her over and over as she gasped and moaned his name as the heat spiraled out of control to a much more intense point than she had ever experienced in his arm, and he screamed out incompletion with her as her walls clenched and tightened around his shaft milking him until he had nothing left. For a moment he was worried that the condom wouldn't hold up and that his seed would spill into her.

They lay there for a few seconds while their racing hearts slowed, and Justin gently ran a warm rag over her just in case any of his soldiers had gone rogue. He wanted to keep Grace with him, and marry her one day, but he would never willingly impregnate her to do it risking her father's hatred and his parents rage at his actions. Grace blinked as she felt her dry panties being slowly pulled up her legs and over her nakedness before she felt something strange upon her inner thigh very near her privates that had been used for the first time by the only boy she had ever loved with all of her heart and she looked down her body at him with a puzzled expression on her face. "Justin, what are you doing to me now? Wasn't that amazing sex enough for now," she asked as she tried to squirm away from him only to earn a sharp slap on her backside for moving?

"Don't move, I'm doing something special that will give you something to remember this night until it washes off anyway, " he said as he closed his black pen, and smiled at his handy work before handing her over her bra.

"What did you write on my inner thigh, Justin? It better not be something stupid or nasty," Grace asked?

"It's nothing bad, babe, just my full name and today's date October 23rd inside of a heart," he said as he handed her a pair of his jogging pants and one of his spare jerseys to wear in place of her soaked leotard.

"Justin, as if I could forget the day that my boyfriend popped my cherry," she laughed as she pulled on the offered clothes and frowned at him as he tossed her wet leotard into his gym bag with his shoulder pads, helmet, and his cleats.

They exited the school together for the last time and were greeted by the entire football team the flag core, and the entire pep squad wearing large grins upon their faces. "We wondered where the two of you had gone. Grace are you okay," Selene asked ?

"I'm fine thanks to a hot shower and Justin's warm clean clothes," Grace smiled as she cuddled close to Justin.

"OOOOOH, a hot shower! Should we be worried about how hot that shower got," Brax teased waggling his eyebrows suggestively?

"Just because she had a hot shower does not mean that I was involved. What happens between Grace and I is our business alone. One more word like that out of anyone else, and someone will get my fist in their face," Justin growled menacingly, making everyone laugh.

"Dude, you just answered our question. J.J. got laid at last, now maybe he'll lighten up," Brax laughed before Justin ripped his arm free from grace and tackled him to the ground before he was pulled off of him by five other guys from the football team.

"I warned you, Brax. Does anyone else want to run their mouths," Justin fumed?

"Justin, let it go! This is my last night here, I want to have as much fun as I can before I have to go home for the night," Grace said as she kissed him calming his mind instantly.

"Sorry babe, your right. Come on guys let's show Grace a good time," Justin smiled.

"Oh, Grace we managed to catch the ass who dumped that bucket of mud on you, and have a special treat for the two of you that you'll never forget every time that you see a flag," Tony smirked as Grace and Justin were suddenly blind folded and led over to the school flag pole where they could hear muffled screams before the blindfolds were removed. They both looked up to see none other than Wendy Budgey tied up like a roast and gaged with duct tape hanging from the top of the flag pole with her disheveled hair and skirt flapping in the breeze. Everyone laughed when Justin saluted and they left her hanging there as they moved to the student parking lot.

"That was an interesting way to handle her. Aren't you guys worried that you'll get expelled for hanging her up like that," Grace asked as she placed her flags in the bed of Justin's truck beside his gym bag?

"No, it wasn't us who put her up there. It was the coaches who did it," Arial said with a smile on her face, as everyone burst out laughing.

"Who want's pizza," Stella screamed from her convertible?

"Hell yeah, Pizza, pizza, pizza, pizza," everyone chanted as they piled into the trucks and cars of those who had them .

The next morning, Justin was in a rotten mood. He hadn't meant to sleep in so late. He wanted to say good bye to Grace and watch her plain that was surely gone by now as it carried her away from him for at least a year before she would be close enough for him to make a trip to visit her. After dressing he trudged down stairs and flopped down into the sofa dejectedly when there was a knock at the front door. He ignored it not wishing to speak to anyone at that moment, and was surprised when he felt a familiar set of lips place a tender kiss upon his cheek. He spun around and leapt over the back of the sofa when he saw Grace standing there Dressed in a tight fitting pair of jeans with different colored velvet hearts sewed into the outer seam of the legs on both sides , a pink camo top and her white felt Stetson and black boots standing in his living room.

"Weren't you going to say good bye to me, Justin," she asked with a smile on her face?

"Grace, I-I thought that you had left already," he stammered with wide tear filled blue eyes.

"Not yet, my daddy is holding the equine transport jet, long enough for me to give General a good leg stretch before he gets tranked and locked into his transport stall. I thought that you'd like to take one last ride with me before I leave for Texas," Grace smiled as she opened the front door to reveal General tied to the stair railing of his front porch.

"Heck yeah, I want to ride with you," he smiled as he moved out onto the porch and untied the General from the porch before leaping into the saddle and holding his hand out to her with a smile on his face.

As soon as Grace's arms were around his waist he whirled General around and into a slow lope towards the airport with his metal shoes clopping in a rhythmical three beat across the pavement as they rode straight down the town's main street while their many friends followed them in their cars and trucks as they caught sight of J.J. and G.G. riding together one last time. When the airport came into view J.J. slowed General to a trot and then to a walk as they were allowed through the security gate out onto the tarmac riding towards the large Equine transport plane that was waiting for them with Sargent Lee Teller smiling as he stood at the end of the ramp.

Grace slid down and walked into the jet leading General as Lee Teller stopped J.J. from following to speak with him before Grace returned. "You know, she really loves you, Justin. I'm glad that she met you, and I hope that you stay in contact with her because I know that her heart will be shattered if you don't. Let all of her other friends know that her cellphone number will not change. It's a Houston Area code anyway. If you don't manage to meet up in college year after next, she'll be living in Houston because that's where she was born. Good bye Justin Keep up the good work on the field and maybe you'll go pro and will see us at all of your games after I retire," Lee smiled as he moved away as Grace ran back down the ramp and flung herself into J.J.'s arms kissing him passionately for what would be the last time for a long time.

"Don't forget me, Justin," she whispered.

"As if that will ever happen, babe. I've got your class ring, your flag core uniform, one of your flags, and loads of pictures of us together, to keep you firmly imprinted on my mind, not to mention the memory of your gift to me last night. Don't you forget me," he smirked as he led her to the stairs that would let her into the passenger part of the plane.

"I've got your class ring, your sweat pants, your jersey, and your signature and the date of our first time, as well as the memory of that night and loads of pictures to keep you close. You'd better call me, you stud muffin," she smiled as she kissed him one last time.

"I will call you every day," he called as she stepped to the door of the plain and waved to her friends and the Watts. I love you Grace," he called as the door was closing blocking her from his view!

Tears flowed freely down his cheeks as the plane taxied down the runway, and picked up speed before lifting into the air carrying his girlfriend, along with his heart, far away from him. He made up his mind then and there that he'd remain in contact with her and would do whatever it took to make her his wife as soon as they were both out of college. His dreams of someday starting a family with her would be the only thing to carry them through that next year until college since when he attempted to call her a week after she had left, he found that her phone was regrettably temporarily suspended for some strange reason. He and the other's tried to E-mail her only to get back not even one reply from her. Instead they got a single word back in their inboxes that simply said Grounded. That was the last that anyone heard from Grace until their second week of college .