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Soundtrack:

Cinderella (Tata Young)

Nobody Wins (The Veronicas)

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The weeks just seemed to pass by like minutes. Classes started, people hooked up, people broke up, people laughed and smiled, people enjoyed themselves, but not me. I spent most of my time trying to get Edward off my mind. I still felt guilty for basically forcing myself on him the other day; I mean he clearly didn't want to kiss me. I grew really close to Edward, as friends. He didn't seem to mind it either. I could lean against him on the couch without worrying about what everyone would think. He always made me smile, he would always make me laugh, he always brightened my day. He was always there for me, and the year seemed to just fly by. I was still really upset about it all, still loving him and all, but when I was near him, everything just seemed to vanish, and everything was finally okay. I never showed him when I was upset though. Every time someone would say how good of friends we were, no matter how badly it hurt, I wouldn't show it, I couldn't. I always had that little bit of sorrow that dwelled over me, but I covered it up with another fake smile and a giggle or two.

I was pretty sure he didn't notice it, since he normally noticed everything. He would go everywhere with me, except for when I was at my dorm, mainly because Alice would kick him out. That was when I would go and run, run from the pain and the thoughts. I had always felt like someone was watching me though, but I never saw anyone, so I normally just blew it off. Lauren spent a lot of her time hanging around Edward, but he threatened her away with smoothies, I didn't get it when he would start cracking up laughing after she was gone, which just made him laugh harder and he would tell me to just forget it. Edward and Emmet kept telling me that I needed to join the track team, but I explained to them that I only ran for my own pleasure, not in competitions. I went on a few more dates with Jake, but he wasn't too great. And I really didn't like how he always forced himself on me, it was annoying. I just went out with him to take up more of my free time, which I know sounds bad but, it kept Edward off my mind, and every time he would force himself on me, I had to mentally slap myself for imagining him as Edward.

I tried to enjoy my time with my new friends, I tried to make myself happy, I just kept telling myself that it was better this way. Everything was better with us just being friends. That's what I told my self, but sadly I couldn't convince myself this time, not like before. I gave up trying after the first two semesters and just accepted that I was still unconditionally and unbelievably in love with Edward Cullen.

I now laid in the middle of the football field staring up at the perfectly blue sky and puffy white clouds. I took in a deep breathe, and let it out slowly. I had no idea why I did this, but somehow I ended up laying in the middle of the football field. I closed my eyes and pictures of when Edward and I were dating flew past my eyes, making me smile. I sat there for a long moment just glancing through them memories, the beach, the parties, the kisses, especially the one under water kiss.

"You must be thinking of me, because I'm the only one who makes you smile like that," I mentally rolled my eyes at his comment. "Jake, I just want to be alone, okay?" I couldn't even imagine what the look on his face was like. Suddenly he had me caged to the ground, on top of me. My eyes shot open right as his lips met mine. I didn't kiss him back; I tried to push him off me. "J-Jake, stop it," I mumbled as best I could. He didn't move, I glared at him and he smiled as his lips beat against mine.



"Jake, get off me," I pushed against him but he was like stone. And then he was suddenly off me. I opened my eyes to see him a few feet away from me on the ground, wiping some blood from his lip and Edward helping me up. I spit on the ground, disgusted. I didn't notice I was wrapped around Edward's arm for support as I gagged a little. Jake glared at me, "You bitch," I raised an eye brow, throwing daggers with my eyes. He laughed as he stood up, staggering a bit. "You've been sleeping with that? That's sad," I tripped a little, wiping away more blood. I opened my mouth to tell him off but Edward was faster, "She's a friend, you asshole, and I bet you've slept with over have the campus already," he smirked. "Forgot to tell you Bells," he started laughing and I rolled my eyes, "I didn't even like you, you, you-," before I could think of a better word Edward started pulling me away towards the food court, I heard him laughing as I struggled to get away from Edward to beat the crap out of him.

Edward laughed a little to, but mainly tried to calm me down. The last thing I got out before he cupped his hand around my mouth was "You stupid piece of shit!" I glared at him as he held his hand across my mouth and crossed my arms across my chest, tapping my foot impatiently. "Calm down, Bells," he raised an eye brow at me as I glanced around him. Jake was still in sight. I tried running around him but he wrapped his arms around my waist and smiled that crooked smile of his. "Bells, seriously, I kick his ass later just, calm down," I stopped struggling and put on my pouting face, he laughed at me.

I sat down at one of the tables and crossed my arms again, glaring at him. He shook his head laughing. "Would you chill, we have all summer to kick his ass, or, I do I mean," I rolled my eyes, he was so unfair. I could take him, and he knew it. "Your girlfriends coming," his eyes suddenly focused and he stared at the smoothie bar, I laughed, still not sure why she got so scared of him and smoothies. She smirked at me and turned to Edward. I rolled my eyes, glaring at Jen and Kelsie. She spun around and sat on Edward's lap. "Hey baby," he raised an eye brow with a horrified look on his face which caused me to bust out laughing. She ignored me but her Barbie doll slaves threw me glares.

"Lauren, how nice to see you I was just about to go get a smoothie," I smiled at her as she slowly turned her head to glare me down. I smiled, "And then you can like, go be a whore somewhere else," I smiled at her narrowing my eyes. "Oh, if it isn't little party girl who enjoys punch being poured on herself," she smirked, turning back to Edward, who seemed a little more pissed off. I rolled my eyes and got up and walked away, bumping shoulders with Jen and throwing a death glare at Kelsie. I didn't feel like fighting with her today. I felt guilty leaving Edward there with her, but he wasn't my boyfriend, so, I didn't have a right to claim him, even if I was dying to have him.

I decided I wanted to head back to my dorm and change clothes, maybe catch a movie or something. I ran there for some reason. I opened the door to Alice and Jasper on her bed making out. I fell back a few steps, "Come on, I live her also Alice," she giggled and I skipped into my room, searching through my suitcase. Alice appeared next to me, "I have something for you to wear," I raised my eye brow. "Please don't tell me it was expensive," she smiled innocently. "I just got off the phone with Edward, he's taking you out, so I have a new dress for you," I rolled my eyes, but was secretly jumping around screaming with happiness. She pushed my down on my bed and rushed out of the room only to be back within a few seconds. She had an adorable black halter cocktail dress that looked like it would be easy to move around in, which made me wonder just where he was going to take me.



I slipped into it easily; it fit well, showing off my figure along the way. I let my hair down but curled it a bit so it was wavy. Alice did my makeup, making me look even better. When about an hour and a half went by she made me model for Jasper. I walked into the room and rolled my eyes at Alice who was jumping up and down giggled. Jasper nodded and smiled, "You look great Bells," I smiled, biting my lip. "Thanks," Alice frowned and cleared her throat. I laughed and thanked her also. I made sure I had my necklace also. I grabbed my purse and opened the door to go meet up with Edward but he was already standing there in a pair of black jeans and a light blue button down shirt, I felt my heart flutter around in my stomach as he raised his gaze up my legs to my face with that crooked smile.

"Hello beautiful," I blushed, biting my lip. Alice pushed my out the door and waved, practically slamming the door behind me. I giggled as Edward took my hand and started walking. I smiled, there was a full moon out that made everything glow light blue. Edward's eyes were really standing out now; they looked the same color as the moon. I felt the happiness spike in my veins, just like it had when I stayed the summer in Forks. Every time I was with him, everything seemed to disappear, and I loved it. He pulled me towards the football field, but when it was almost into view he made me close my eyes.

"You know I hate surprises Edward," he guided me with his hands on my hips, making me blush and bit my lip. "Not this one," he whispered it into my ear, breathing in after. He led me down the stairs and I realized we were actually going down into the football field. He finally let me open my eyes and my jaw dropped and I covered my mouth with my hand. He had rose petals surrounding a small two person table with a red table cloth on it. There was one light in the middle of the table that had two big red roses next to it. I noticed a little ways away from the table there was a stereo on a stool. I glanced at Edward, he was smiling brightly. "Told you," He pulled me towards the table smiling at me. I walked along slowly, not sure if I should. "What's all this, so, suddenly?" I asked as we sat down. He shrugged, not taking his eyes off of me. "I'll tell you later," he winked as someone set a menu down in front of me; I looked up to see a big cheesy grin on Emmet's face.

"Emmet," I smiled a faint smile. He winked and walked off towards Rosalie who was in a red dress giggling. I turned to Edward, "What are they doing here?" he smiled. "They're just serving the food, and then they're gone," I nodded slowly. After freaking out about him somehow getting my favorite restraint's food I chose some spaghetti and he chose the same thing. Rosalie winked at me as she set the plate in front of me, I smiled at her. After Rosalie and Emmet disappeared Edward smiled at me. "So, how do you like it Bells?" I smiled, his velvet voice music to my heart. "It's beautiful Edward," he smiled as he took another bite of his spaghetti.

"So, when are you going to tell me what all this is about," I finally asked as we finished out meals. We had talked a lot during the meal, and I was just dying to know what was on his mind. He stood up and stuck his hand out to me. "Dance with me first," he had hopeful eyes, making my heart leap around and beat thirty times faster. I took his hand and he helped me up, switching on the music. He spun me around and then pulled me back. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he rested his hands on my hips. The memories all flew by, but I was lucky enough that they were the happy memories, not the heart crushing, mind burning, sorrowful memories that made me always break down and cry. We danced for a few songs, wordless, just staring into each others eyes.



He rested his head on my shoulder and I did the same. I closed my eyes and drifted into thought. It felt so right there with him, just like it always had. I thought about it for a while, and felt foolish for not realizing I loved him sooner when we were in Forks. I hugged him closer as thoughts of him and I drifted into the horrid pictures of me in my room, leaving, and saying good bye. I held onto him for a few more songs (Only like two) until he spoke and my eyes flashed open. "Would you like to know why I did this, Bella?" I answered quickly, but my voice was soft and low, just like his was. "Yes," wow, I could have been a little more dramatic.

"It's because I have a secret," my eyes widened. What would he be hiding? I thought about it for a second, but he continued. "You see, I'm in love with this girl. But she said she didn't love me anymore, so I lied and told her I didn't love her anymore either, but the truth is, I'm going crazy for her," my eyes widened, "Who!" I was a little loud as I pulled back and gazed in his eyes. Then it hit me, I was stupid. "Oh, I-I mean," I looked at the ground as he laughed a low soft chuckle. "Sorry, I was just kind of, yea," I looked up at him again. His eyes were serious now. "Well I have a secret too," I smiled as he raised an eye brow. "I'm in love with this guy, but I kept telling myself I wasn't, and I soon thought that I didn't, when I really did. So I told him I didn't love him anymore, and he said he didn't love me anymore either. But after he said it my heart cracked, and I ended up thinking about it really hard and realized I had just been lying to myself the whole time, but it was already too late," I smiled, proud of myself. He searched my face as a slight smile reached his lips.

"But don't tell," I whispered as I wrapped my arms around his waist and hid my face from him. He wrapped his arms around me, "Never," I smiled. We just stood there for a while, holding each other. It felt right, more right than it had ever been. I really did love Edward Cullen. And I would never convince myself other wise…

The next day I couldn't stop biting my lip and smiling. I couldn't get him off my mind. We were finally back together, finally. I was meeting up with him in the food court so we could go do something, but once again he wouldn't tell me. Damn, him and his secrets… Anyways, I wore a pair of my stretchy and comfy but yet still a little tight jeans and a tank top with lacy edges that was light blue. (Yes I have three of the same tank top in three different colors, deal!) I ran out of the dorm and danced along to the food court. I spotted him and smiled; he turned around and smiled that amazing crooked smile. I ran up and got up on my tip toes to kiss him. It was a short kiss just a peck on the lips, but we were in the middle of the food court, I didn't want to be the next Lauren Mallory.

"Hey there gorgeous," I rolled my eyes and grabbed his hand. He smiled. "Ready to go?" I nodded as he kissed me on the top of my head. I smiled, god was he amazing, and he was all mine, finally...

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Okay, so I won't be able to update for a while because I still have my other story to update on, since it's been a few days now...Oops?

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