Sorry haven't updated, here's the next chapter you're probably going to hate me now. Pleeasse review.

I was about to say he's Alex's dad but Tasha interrupted me!

"Baby names!" she said and then added, "We need to find baby names that we like!" she said to Dimitri.

"Well I guess I'll let you do that." I said.

"Roza—"

"Come on, Dimka." Tasha says shaking him to get his attention back. And then I left. What a stupid bitch! She always has to ruin everything! I went back to my room and I barely noticed I was crying. Lissa then saw me.

"What happened?" she asked.

"Tasha interrupted me, I was about to tell him but she came and said they need to look up baby names." I said and then added, "See, that's a sign that I shouldn't tell him."

"Or maybe she knew you were going to tell him something important so she interrupted you on purpose." She says. That could be true. Alex then came out of my room. I smiled at her and took her in my arms.

"Hey, Liss I think Alex is probably bored in this house. Can I go to that one park close to here?" I asked and wiped away my tears

"Ha! What am I you're mother!" she teased.

I laughed and then muttered, "No but it sure seems like it." she had heard and she lightly smacked my arm. Then I thought how my mother died. I and she weren't very close, but she was still my mom. Lissa had noticed my mood difference and looked sorry. "It's okay Liss." I had to go through the living room to get out through the front door, meaning I have to see them to leave. I walked right out the door with Alex and never once looking at them. I was about to open the door to my car when I heard the door to Lissa's house close. I ignored it, and put Alex in her booster seat. I turned around about to get in but I was faced with, Dimitri.

"Can I go with you?" he asked.

"Why would you want to go to the park?"

"I need to think, so I could do it while I take a walk in the park." What is he a dog? I laughed to myself and he looked at me confused.

"I guess you can go." I got in; he went and got in the passenger seat. On the way to the park it was silent. Not a comfortable silence but an awkward silence. I was relived when we finally got there, I was about to runaway but I remembered Alex. I can't believe I almost forgot of her! I took her out of her seat and as soon as I got her out she went running to the playground. I went and sat on the bench. Dimitri did exactly what he said he'd do, he went for a walk. After about ten minutes, he came and sat right next to me. I acted like I didn't even notice his presence. But really, I could know right away when he got near. I could smell his after shave.

"Roz—Rose, what were you going to tell me earlier?"

"I was going to tell you—" I stopped myself. Why would I tell him? He's going to be with Tasha. I am probably going to ruin their happiness. He could actually be in Tasha's baby's life from birth. But Alex? She's already three! I can't do that to him, I love him enough to let him be happy. He is with Tasha, and that makes him happy.

"Rose, just tell me."

"I was going to ask, when your wedding was." yup, such a lie. But that was the first thing that came to my mind, plus I also kind of wanted to know. He looked like he didn't believe me but didn't say anything.

"In a month." I was still going to be at Lissa's by then. I worked at a school, not a vampire academy or anything. I was off for two months, and my vacation barely started. He then added, "you can go if you'd like." I was definitely not going. I wouldn't be able to go see the love of my life marry someone else. I thought he had actually loved me, but yet he left me. I would have never thought he'd do that. Another reason why I shouldn't tell him he's Alex's father. In a month, he'll be married. In a month he'll be with Tasha.

Dimitri's POV (while he was taking a walk)

Tasha's pregnant, and were getting married in a month. I'll never be with Rose. I made the stupid decision of leaving her and now I have to pay the consequences. She has a child, meaning she moved on. I should too. I need to marry Tasha because it's the right thing to do. She is having my child and I need to be there for her, unlike my own father. I need to do everything my father never did for me. Even if it means never being with Rose . . . After I left, I hardly spoke to Tasha. The only thing I did was guard her. I couldn't stop thinking about Roza. I had sent her letters, many letters, but she never wrote back. I would have called her but I didn't know her number. After a year of writing letters, I gave up hope of her ever writing back so I stopped. I got closer to Tasha, and we started dating. I thought I had forgotten about Rose. I had proposed to Tasha about three months ago. As soon as I saw Rose, all my feelings for came right back. Maybe Tasha just covered my feelings for her. But I can't do this to Tasha. She had been for me all this time. She is now caring my child I can't leave her now.

Back to Rose's POV (present time)

We soon left the park, Dimitri and I had played with Alex, it was like family bonding, but we weren't exactly a family since the father doesn't even know he's the father. When we got to Lissa's, Christian was preparing dinner. I didn't see Lissa, or Tasha. Dimitri went to help Christian, while I went upstairs. I saw Tasha, and she was headed toward her and Dimitri's room. She saw me and rolled her eyes at me. I ignored her and went to my room. Yes I have definitely matured over the last three years. I sat on my bed and turned on the TV but I didn't really pay attention to it. Lissa then came in my room, again. "Did you tell him?"

"No, I'm not going to." She looked shocked.

"What? Why not?" she said in a loud whisper.

"Because! If you're my friend you'll understand me!" I said and she just nodded. Christian then came into my room.

"Dinner's ready." He said and then left. We went downstairs and sat at the dinner table. I sat next to Lissa and Alex. Christian had made stuffed chicken, white rice, and some vegetables. It was really good; Christian had always been good at cooking.

"So how many weeks are you?" Lissa asked Tasha, and Tasha practically choked on her food.

"I uh, I'm not sure." She said after she drank some water.

"How do you not know?" I asked her.

"Well at least I know who the father is!" she said.

"For your information I do know who the father is! And it's—" I stopped myself before I could say it.

"See, you're such a blood whore you don't even know who the father is! You probably don't even know the guy!" she said.

"I know who he is! Maybe I just don't want to tell you!"

"I bet you don't even know! Just admit it already!"

"That's enough Tasha, if you ever say that about Rose again you better leave my house!" Lissa says. Tasha glared at me, threw her fork on her plate, and then left. Dimitri then went after her, of course. I took a deep breath and continued eating my food. If only she knew.

REVIEW! ~Cynthia